=( -- 10:05 PM; Friday, August 12, 2005
im getting lazier and lazier!! dun feel like doin anything at all... n im getting fatter and fatter each day.. needless to say.. my stamina is dropping and dropping each day... how m i goin to join back those pple in cross country!!?? i dunno lei.. if i join them.. i will feel inferior lah... n i dun wanna be categorised into the "hanyong" category... sian larh!!!

i wanna move out.. being at home is like being somewhere else which feels like it's not a home... so.. mite as well move out... furthermore.. having family is like being an orphan.. just only that i get my allowances and my own room... and there's someone washing my clothes for me.. so erm... i hate being at home larhs.. so it's kinda normal for me to hang out late and go home late... i dun feel attached to this home at all... this may sound im a loner at home.. but i am... however.. i still dun like to do things alone.. i enjoy company... of course i prefer frens than family.. =X

sunday hafta go malaysia la.. my grandpa's birthday... well ermm...... i gonna find out which cousins not going.. wahahaha.. cos i dun wanna go!! y? i think.. it's FAR!! and.. i wanna complete my hmwk!!!

ah.. end here.. continue some other time..