ecstatic.. yet disappointed.. -- 2:58 PM; Tuesday, March 01, 2005
oh well.. today got the results... before the announcing of results... they took a lot of time to tell us about the school's overall performance.. and.. it was.. BETTER THAN THE LAST YEAR!! congrats JSS... anyway... deqi was like saying she feel very nervous and stuff.. LoL.. me myself too was nervous.. and i tried to keep myself from thinking abt the results... so.. there they announced the top students.. as JSS wasn't much of a CLEVER school.. as compared to... schools with aggregade of 250++... pple with at least 3 A1s and 2 A2s could get up on stage.. (including a pass in english) so.. they announce... name by name.. and then.. HUIYIN... got on stage.. wah.. she so clever.. 4 A1s and 2 A2s.. i was happy for her.. and oso kinda expected it.. cos.. she worked damn hard for it to prove that ASSHOLE ( MR WONG WAI SENG ) wrong... so me myself oso became a top student too.. bcos.. i was eligible... for the conditions stated..

well... ecstatic!! surprised..!! i got wad i always wanted to score.. 12 points...!! LoL... there are tears of JOY!! LoL... oh my... i got the score i wanted to score for 3 of my subs.. and 2 other subs.. was surprising.. as i din manage to complete them.. ecpecting them to be much worse.. and.. DISAPPOINTED.. for my both of my language... haiz.... i got a C5 for english... its so DISAPPOINTING!! i revised my english for the first time in sec school.. and this is what i got... i thot i cud score a B3.. and yet.. haiz... but.. i was lucky enough to have passed my english.. some frens out there failed their english.. although they did very well for the other subjects.. i got B3 for my chinese AGAIN... haiz... i thot i cud score an A1.. but.. it turned out the other way... haiz.. drop this two.. dun feel like toking about it...

oh yea... after that.. we went to watch movie.. wah laoz.. boring show... went to the toilet and thot of entering the other cinemas.. LoL.. but i din lahz... daniel was slping throughout the whole show.. he paid $6.50 to sleep there... LoL... lousy show i say... waste of my money and TIME.. LoL...

oh yea.. so what if i got my results... i still cant make a decision for myself!! it sux totally lorz... wah laoz... haiz... ijc? poly? or better jcs? this is where im stuck at... haiz... someone.. GIVE ME SOME CONSTRUCTIVE ADVICES!! PLEASE!!

haiz... im totally lost...