!!! -- 6:57 PM; Sunday, July 31, 2005
today is a fun day!! haha.. got beach vball de competition... den go take part la... hmmm.. not too bad for us i think... cos.. we're not that good either.... we got reasonable scores okkkaaayyy.... but firstly.. our grp name was... freaks.inc... haha.. lame... ya.. when they announce.. they said.. Team Freaks.inc.. so i suggested to ying n jenrine.. y not change it to.. Of Freaks.. so that.. when announced.. it will be.. Team Of Freaks.. LoL..

first round we won... welll.... bcos the opponent doesn't relaly noe how to play vball dats y... so 21-5 i think... not sure... ya.. some service errors and our own mistakes.... den second round... we lost lah.. against javier de grp.. 16-21... haha... 16 lei.. at first i thot we wudn't score that high.. but.. jenrine said we shud win.. haha... den third round.... wif bee chin de group.. haha.. coincidental sei... lidat oso can see her... we lost.. 18-21... by a bit.. =_= den fourth is 11-21.. we lost.. wif some strangers.. haha.. den fifth is 8-21.. we lost.. LoL.. but quite a good experience for us... i mean.. first time.. so nevermind la.. next year can try again.. LoL...

hmmm.. today.. im so damn lucky... 2 bird shits almost hit me today... one is when i reach sentosa.. and the other when im leaving.. haha... im so lucky... ok.. abit got on my t shirt.. but.. a bit oni.. so dun care.. haha.. but leaving that time.. its like one patch on my back!! BUT!! it din hit me.. i was on the bus.. so the shit was on the window.. hahax... so lucky.. =_

today.. not only i see bee chin.. i oso saw mingli.. haha.. she so tanned.. and TALLL.. im so short.. haha.. i oso saw julia today... haha... was kinda funny.. danis was thinking that she was pretty... den suddenly when julia said hi to me... n i hi back.. he was out of words.. haha... ok la.. i think she is average looking oni.. LoL... ya.. i cudn't recognise her at first.. lol.. but she told me i nv recognise wrong person.. LoL... i oso saw guang long and my other band junior.. haha.. on the train.. ya.. at first so called ignore them.. cos im really tired.. but there's a seat beside them.. so went to sit down lor...so chatted.. and they told me some band things... den i walk home when it reach my station... blehs... see so many pple today.. wonder wads the occasion for me today... o.O

oh yah... today saw jolin look alike.. haha... ya.. but that girl... although pretty... but........... she look old la.. the more i look at her.. hhaa... danis.. so mesmerized by her.. =S ya.. so jealous of those hunks wif muscular bodies.. haha.. i oso wan lei.. *envy* LoL.. ya.. go gym bla bla bla.. but hu cares.... i just hafta concentrate on my studies first.. such things can wait.. furthermore.. our sch de PE... so hiong.. haha.. so no fear la....

went out so damn early in the morning!! im dozing off.. but tmr got physics test!! i havent studied for it.. =_=
im so tired... i wanna sleep.. i wan more holis.. =_=

hmmm.. i wanna compose songs!!! wif lyrics one.. but i cant sing.. LoL... i wanna compose songs!! i wan i wan!! cos i think its fun composing songs.. haha... yeayea yea!! i wan a piano in my room!! i dun care!! i must save money for it!!!!!!1111!!!!!1111!!!!! hahahaz...

nvm...

i go study physics ler.. byez..

=)

actually... -- 1:17 PM; Saturday, July 30, 2005
actually.. im suppose to attend some talk today.. but never go.. wan sleep... haha... 9.30 at hwa chong.. ehs... dunno hu's going either.. oni noe hong shing is going wif his fren.. so nv go oso.. den suppose to help miss chua with the parent teacher conference.. haha.. nv go oso lor.. must do hmwk la... alot lei.. den monday got test.. so sian...

wednesday got camp... hmmmm.. wad i think about it is.. redundent.. unnecessary... ya.. waste my time.. haha.. but too bad lah.. anyway.. heard aliya n pei han not going.. so my class left wif 13 pple.. woh.. 13.. not auspicious... haha.. so erm... geee... wad to pack for the camp? havent pack oso la.. im not really excited over it lah.. it's at dunno wad labrador one.. today must finish all my work!! and revise my physics.. my circular motion aint that good.. work and energy oso.. and oso.. gravitational thingy... haha.. hafta stick to study the whole day today.. tmr no time to study ler..

gee.. qu zhuo gong ke le.. bai bai...

come to think of it... -- 7:45 PM; Friday, July 29, 2005
come to think of it.. i missed those days playing with the band.. despite the "unreasonable" scoldings from my conductor... i still miss my band.. haix... shudn't haf listened to the songs that i played last time... hmmm.. was fun playing together la..! but no point looking into the past... LoL.. im oso enjoying myself here ok~~ LoL..

ya.. nv go for econs lessons.. why?? dun feel like lor.. haha... ya.. pow choo thinks that i shud score better than D.. i shud score at least a B or C.. hmmmm... thats.. really... difficult.. haha... but i'll try~~ yea.. so went to eat dinner... den go home...

oooh... im always losing n gaining weight.. haha.. inconsistent la!!.... more than few weeks ago.. i got 62 kg... few weeks ago.. im 58... n now.. im 60.. haha... isn't this inconsistent enuff? hahaz.. ya..

lalala... im so tired.. and so.. SICK... my legs aching.. why? cos i injure myself.. and i still play soccer.. isn;t me stupid.. lol.. too bad la.. haha...

well.. so sian... go watch tv ler...

.... -- 4:06 PM; Wednesday, July 27, 2005
hmmm.. i got over the exam just yesterday... i was sort of hyper yesterday b4 sch ends... dunno y.. but.. it's still quite a piity lah... i can play with expressions and i can play til wif no flaws!! but yet!! i froze when i was in the examination room.... i was really upset and feeling rather stupid for what i felt when i was in the examination room... but all was over.. no point crying over spilt milk.....

yesterday was a looooooooong day... after school got cca... at first go run mileage with the cross country pple de.. but during PE... bcos of my team, hu shot a wonderful during softball and we manage to get a few home runs... i decided to do a cutwheel or wadsoever.. and i injured my groin... well.. it was already injured before i did that cutwheel... it got even worse... ='( den during vball training.. i was asked to jump oso.. =_= that makes things worse until every step i take.. i cud feel the sharp pain in my leg.. =_= too bad though...

today was a reallllllliiiieeeee short day... end sch at 2... actually wanted to go library to study.. but that danis.. left his notes at home... so i went home oso lor... so now.. im here typing this blog... tmr.. i have econs essay test.. wth.. econs lei.. im getting sick of this subject lei.. but must tahan la.. cos wanna take S papers for other subs mahz...

next week is the camp ler.. how "thoughtful, nice," of the CCA HOD to propose this "wonderful" camp to the "intellectual" principal of INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE... honestly speaking... i think it's a total waste of time.. and that "intellectual" principal, hu is disappointed wif our summer tests (thats wad mid year exam is called there), lectured us to work hard and ya ya.. those what-the-teachers-would-say phrases... how "clever" of her to approve such "thoughtful" activity.. wads the objectives of the camp?? i duno lah...

hafta go study for my econs ler.. so that later can play games...

bye....

[nV looK bAck aT thE paSt, loOk foRwaRd n mOve oN in LifE]

-- 2:15 PM; Monday, July 25, 2005
im very sad....

=(

WAAAAH!!!!

WHY!!
WHY!!!
WHY!!!!!!!!!

i hate myself!!! i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!

='(

=( -- 10:36 PM; Sunday, July 24, 2005
haiz.. tmr i got my piano exam.. no one has yet wishes me good luck for tomorrow.. well.. wad haf i got to sae.. too bad...

oh my gosh... i cudn't believe she appeared in my dream!! and hu is she??

it is wenjin's favourite teacher....

MRS LIM POW CHOO~~

oh man.. i dreamt that she's chasing me for my econs hmwk!! ok.. i have nv done her hmwk.. until recently.. we were told that if we nv do her work.. we'll hafta sit outside the class.. hmmm.. ok.. not oni chasing me la.. chasing those S11 students.. oni 4 of us.. ok. she is one scary person in my dream.. this is how my dream goes...

she was telling the class wad to do for hmwk... and she look normal at first.. ok.. den she gave out LOADS n TONS of work to the whole class... so.. i wasn't happy... when class was dismissed i left hurriedly... den suddenly.. the next day.. (time is really very fast in dreams) so attended her class... guess wad.. she look normal at first again.. when she ask for hmwk, everyone in the class finished everything!! oni me... i nv do my work... den.. she suddenly turn into a MONSTER... with big jaws.. big ears, big mouth (ok.. it sounded abit like little red riding hood but it isn't)... and she has claws... so she chased after me... den suddenly.. my classmates... all disappearred.. so i ran n ran.. until... i met a big mountain... (oh.. my stamina is damn good la...) den i was trapped... so... haiz.. i tried to run away but cannot la.. cos trap liao ma... den when she came near me.. she opened her mouth WIDE!! almost wanting to devour me.. and den.... i was woken up by the noises upstairs... =_=... for the first time.. im so grateful to the ones hu like to bang their floors most fo the time.. hahaz...

lame...

hmmm... end here le.. must go do hmwk and practice piano.. hahaz.. den after that play maple story..~~ LoL..

ciaoz pple~~

[tHis woRld LooK jUst aS fAkE aS my dReAm]

hmmmm.. nahz...... im really so dead for tomorrow... haiz... dunno how will i do siahz.. hope for a pass.. or even better.. a merit lor...

ahz... gonna practice later... ciaoz~

hai -- 10:10 PM; Saturday, July 23, 2005
..

i'm so dead.. my exam is like monday~~ and im not prepared for the aural part.. oh my.. im so dead~~

today.. at home.. i was pia-ing my piano.. ya.. no point oso.. but hope to improve as much as possible.. so pia lor.. until just now when i went for my piano lesson.. my fingers were tired to even move.. ya.. this too.. typing this makes my finger more tired.. LoL...

hmmm.. oh well.. today they went for the PHS thingy.. i nv go.. i CANT WALK PROPERLY!! I CANY LIFT MY LEFT LEG!!! OH GOSH!!.... ytd play soccer.. den dunno wad happen to my leg.. now i cant walk properly.. or even lift my left leg.. this has posed inconveniences to me when moving in the house!! i cant go upstairs like i always do.. hop up.. or.. try to take as many steps of the stairs as possible using one step by my leg.. now i cant!! haiz... so stuck at home today.. do hmwk.. and play the piano lor..

hai yo.. just now help my mum wif the moppin of the floors.. so long ler... ever since i have mopped the floor...

hmm oh well... wanna end here.. left my physics hmwk to do...

ya.. ciao everybody~~

[sOb SoB.. wHen wiLL tHaT daY eVen cOmE.. wiLL u BriNg iT foRwaRd To mE...]

... -- 7:29 PM; Friday, July 22, 2005
ah!! piano exam on monday.. fail liao la.. im like not done wif any pieces yet larh!! =_=... haishz......

llala -- 8:50 PM; Wednesday, July 20, 2005
today got oral presentation de workshop.. ok.. it was funny and fun larhs... LoL... haish.. still so sian.. he everytime stuck onto me!! wth!! bugger leh.. ahz.. im ignoring him.. but he still doesn't get it... today i got flared up.. and of course scolded him.. but i dun think he noe i scolding him.. =_=.. but hu cares.. im gonna ignore him anywayz....

ahz.. my results.. i dun wanna do reflection ler lahz... i just wanna score high As for F maths C maths n Physics.. econs score B den i very happy ler... hmmm.. hope i can get a B for my chinese.. and C for GP...

hmmm... deleted an entry.. cos i think it serves no purpose anymore.. i mean.. i hafta ignore u see.. be blind for sometimes... so... hmm.. ya.. so.. la la la.. im telling myself to ignore..

hmm.. im so sian.. everyday go sch... im doing the same thing everyday.... actually.. im sick of school ler lehs... too bad for me lor... tahan two years la... just do my best...

hmmm.. im gonna change the goal to long term goal i guessed.. so.. hmmm... dun bet on me making my move soon.. ya....

ciaoz~~

ah!! -- 7:09 PM; Monday, July 18, 2005
AH!! fu*k!!! i created a post.. and its gone!!! FUK FUK FUK!!!!

i will update another day!!!

... -- 10:01 PM; Saturday, July 16, 2005
ahZ.. today went sentosa lor.. play beach vball.. hmmm.. it was rainin in e morning.. but it stopped soon.. hahaz... den eh... go there play la... ok la.. well.. got some bengs there.. erh.. hk bengs i think~~ den play wif them lor.. basically.. palawan de pple hu play beach vball.. quite lousy as compared to sunset bay.. dats y we can win them.. haha.. but got another reason is.. we got javier.. LoL.. he's damn good la... =_=

hmmmmmm... wel.. i end here la.. today nothing much to sae..

have lotsa hmwk to do.. haish...

-=[PrioRitIse uR tiMe weLL.. sUmtiMes.. u HafTa chOoSe.. anD sEee wHich iS moRe iMpt.. rAthEr thAn seLf-inTerEsTs...]=-

WHAT?! -- 5:52 PM; Friday, July 15, 2005
huh?!?! wtf??? ijc is like chaotic?? mayb not that chaotic.. but.. it's still... indescribable...

3 examples to prove that ijc is chaotic..

example 1

there were smokers being caught in school.. smoking in the boys toilet.. wtf?? how brainless can they be? wan smoke go outside of sch smoke la... and pls.. do without the uniform.. like to smoke.. go somewhere else la... u r polluting the air in school.. such mother fuckers are so inconsiderate... and what i heard from frens that y they smoke in the boys' toilet.. it can be ridiculous enuff to hear their reason...: to see hu can smoke the fastest.. making the cigarette short.. as fast as possible.. =_=... stupid huh...

example 2

a small percentage of the boys in school.. or shud i sae.. a handful?? well.. thats an assummption made... hmm... vandalised the boys' toilet.. it was so childish of them.. to haf done something like this... CHILDISH.. understand?? CHILDISH!!!!!!! these pple.. terrorised the toilet... by using toilet papers.. throwing everywhere.. sticking onto walls.. and bla bla bla.. how bad can it be... these boys.. dun act like JC students.. BACK BACK... GO BACK TO PRIMARY SCH... this pple are so inconsiderate.. deriving fun out of the expense of others... and the toilet cleaner is suffering.. haiz.. i pity her.. these boys shud do the cleaning up larh!!

example 3

well.. this is all da way back during the first three months......... ok.. i admit.. this is a rumour.. dunno whether it is true not.. hmmm... it is... pple having oral sex in sch.. hmm.. i shall leave this untouched.. i dunno abt this issue.. as i've said.. its a rumour~~

hmmm.. well... ijc abit havoc liao la.. dunno wads wif some of the pple there...

=_=omg... han yong is a prick in my neck lah!!.... he keeps bugging me.........!! okok... i dislike him even b4 he bugs me.. recent events had made me to hate him!! ok.. he was saying to nicholas asking him to drop econs and stuff... ok... he say until the subject very... lousy?? i guess... and he keeps bugging nicholas me n yuen chit... OK... FINE!!... i was so annoyed and furthermore.. i was like trying to get done wif my stuff... so.. i asked him to shut up and ticked him off.. well.. it wasn't full power yet.. i held back some... if i were to let go... he's gonna hate me... isn't it good?? NO.. i told myself not to make enemies.. well... these few days... he has been getting on my nerves... ........ not goin to continue further.. the more i continue.. the more i m irritated...

go do hmwk le.. zhai jian~~ bye~~

=_= -- 11:50 PM; Thursday, July 14, 2005
im shoooo sian.. gd nite~

hmmms... so tired.. dun wanna go sch today de... damn tired... im sick of this life... how could this happen to me~~~ ahz.. wadever... LoL... so went to school.. carrying my heavy body... half dead... and constantly dozing off in the mrt.. with dou ji yan.. something like.. two eyes looking at the eyeball.. HOWEVER!! luckily.. i din pon sch... so fun during lessons today.. =).. esp physics.. im crapping again..~~ ya.. circular motion and stuff... i guess... i was a little crazy today ba... and ya... today got GP~~~~~ so SIAN.. oni that lesson is SIAN.. so went for maths.. hahaz... today is a great day la.. the timetable so nice one~~ LoL... quite relaxing though~~ end school like 2.40 today~~ hahaz... not like usual... 4.40... 5.10.. heh heh....

hmmm... well.. towards the end of the day.. i got very tired.. guess it was not enuff slp ba.. =_=... haiz.... so abit sian sian during training...

lalala... im so bored~~ so much to do and yet.. no time to do it~~

innova having Xiao Hua Xiao Cao.. i wonder hu is it...~~ hahax.. not me de la.. i so ugly~~ hahaz...

=) -- 10:58 PM; Wednesday, July 13, 2005
oh mans... tons of work to do lei!! file check and stuff..oh geeeeees.... oh yea.. so busy these days.. no time to blog.. so finally.. im here to blog.. =D

hmm.. today.. after school attended ler one workshop.. some brain thingy something.. workshop was.. " i think therfore i am " workshop.. LoL.... den gotta sit at special places entrusted to us.. =_= so i sat beside kith.. arhz.. my classmates noe i dun like him.. bcos.. he's lazy.. always slping in class... and some personal reasons.. hmmm... so nvm la.. just sit beside him oni ma.. so sit lor..

this workshop is interesting.. well.. it talks about ur brain usage... oh man.. the brain divided into four.. one for conceptual, analytical, structural and social.. got different types of usage de.. then im catergorised into.. using all of them.. my god!~ that person said.. i would succeed.. or everything is a failure.. oh shit.. is like so sad for me la.. LOl.. just believe la.. since i did the profiling thing..... so.. i think at four different pple point of view... thats the reason why im indecisive when i shop for stuff... oh yea.. i will haf alot of mental stress if i keep on thinking this way.. that person sae.. those hu cannot tahan this mental stress go bonkers.. =_=.. so i must try to make decisions rite away.. hahaz...

my class.. 05S11.. being a double maths n double science.. some taking econs than chem, in general.. we are the analytical, and calculative type.. and we are oso the more flexible pple.. but.. funny thing is.. darren is different!! he major in the social part.. which puzzles alot of us.. hahaz.. cos.. we dun think he's that sociable. haha... =X woops.. LoL..

this profiling thing is interesting.. hahaz.. just cant bring my mind off it.. gees.. im watching inuyasha now.. gotta go catch it~~

ciaoz~~

extraordinary dinner... -- 9:10 PM; Sunday, July 10, 2005
hmmm... went for dinner with her today.. ya.. suddenly one... hahaz.. when i reached the stop.. i din really recognise her.. LoL.. she had grow abit fatter.. =X woops.. hahaz.. really.. LoL... so.. erm... was late by 5 minutes.. hahaz... den we talked.. until we went to this bento wadever de food outlet.. hahaz... so we sat down... and chatted... den went to buy food.. of course i treat la.. hhaaz.. i guess she got used to me treating ler.. so nv reject.. but.. she treated me to drinks.. hahaz... i payed the coins part.. hahaz... cos i brought alot of coins.. yea.. and we talked over dinner... hahax... talked quite alot..... really alot... den... something anti climax came...

i saw my cousin....... OMG!! i thot they saw me!! hahax... but they din... i was shocked la.. hahaz... lucky they din see me.. hahaz... but we left at around 8.30... then i see her to the bus stand.. wel.. never see her home... cos.. dun wan send wrong signal oso.. i dun wanna make another ger heartbroken u see............. hmmmz.. she saw me chasing after a bus.. hahaz.. omg... lol.. so erm.. i went home...

gee.. she told me she's gonna be baptized soon.. well.. erm... it's her business to be baptized la.. but... ahz.. dunno how to put it.. well.. she's not the type of christian hu likes to talk abt their religion.. and she oso dun like city harvest church.. i agree city harvest church dun look like a church.. gee........ wish her well... thats all i can sae~~~

hahaz.. had an anjoyable dinner today~~ although abit nervous.. LoL...

-=[SmiLinG]=-

hmmm.. later gonna haf dinner with her.. hmmmm.. at jurong point.. dunno shud i wear nice nice not.. LoL.. wonder wad will happen....

well.. i dun dare to tok to her during sec sch... gee.. mayb now will haf courage.. BUT.. it seems that its still da same... dun dare tok to her face to face.. but.. oni in sms-es.. hmmmmz.... wad shud i say to her later? hahaz...

shud i ask her whether she has a boyfren? hahaz.. no lah.. im not interested in her though.. just wanna be good frens wif her.. hope she doesn't get the wrong idea...~~

geez... she just finish going to the church..

well.. will be meetin her in 2 hours time~~ LoL

... -- 10:00 PM; Saturday, July 09, 2005
im giving up.. i really want to give up.. after all this while.. u still dun get it.. i really cant stand it anymore...

Today went for some leadership training thingy... but it wasn't.. it was sort off attending speeches given by successful pple... yea.. i like some of the speakers.. wohz.. they really capture ur attention... esp.. speaker number 2... he cracked lame jokes la!! so funny~~ one of them goes this way...

Ang moh was lost in india and wanted to go some place.. (kinda forgot the name.. so anyhow gif one... bombay) wanted to go bombay.. and on de way on the road... he saw an indian farmer... thinkin that he shud noe the way... he went to ask the indian farmer...
Ang Moh: hello there, does this road go to bombay?
Indian still processing.. as he wasn't really good in english.... and den he said...
Indian: This road doesn't go to bombay.. this road stay here...
Ang Moh: ....... (thinking that he was joking.. so he rephrase his question... and raised his voice..) erm... sorry... does this road take you to bombay>
Indian: (as usual.. he was slowly processing) er... this road doesn't take you to bombay... u hafta take yourself there...
Angmoh now was pissed off and shouted at him...
Ang Moh: WHAT?! U LIVE HERE FOR ALL YOUR LIFE AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHETHER THIS ROAD TAKE U TO BOMBAY?!
Indian: (as usual.. taking his own sweet time processing...) sorry sir.. i haven't die yet.. so i have not live for all my life...

end.. hahaz... the speaker said this in a funny way though.. LoL... oh manz.. i was having goosebumps.. see the two guys in front of me.. touching here and there... hug here hug there.. omg~~ i exagerrated a bit.. and like hitting each other.. omg~~ LoL.. so i told jui bian... he saw too.. we were hopin that the camera wud catch them red handed.. and shown to everyone on the screen.. omg~~ Lol.. so funny~~ and ya... got one girl.. danis said "bu chuo" one.. she is damn noisy laz.. sitting behind us oni.. omg~~ LoL... but toward the end she quieten le.. she tired le i think.. hahaz... den.. i noe got one ASEAN de speaker..omg.. i actually slept when he was speaking.. but i couldn't help it.. it's so boring!! it's like attending a speech made by a Prime minister.. OoOps.. really really.. hahaz...

and ya.. the yo yo man!! he's COOL!! n funny la.. LoL... performed some tricks for us.. and we were all.. WOWed by him... and he's crappy... Lol...

the speeches made were inspiring.. and i learnt quite a number of things...

im lazy to type any further...

abrupt ending.... LoL..

hmmmm -- 8:49 PM; Friday, July 08, 2005
hmmm.. it's been very long.. ever since i last messaged serene though.. hahaz.. so i messaged her today... surprised uh... i bet she's surprised to recieve a msg from me though.. hahaz.. XD... hmmmz.. she was fine... and she took 3 A level subs... double maths too~~ hahaz... lala.. looks like she's having difficulty copin.. but... i'll help her if she needs it.. heh heh... =)... she's clueless of why she's taking that combi... hahaz... im shocked too..~~ cos i think she will take 4As.. or.. take something dat is not for engineering.. and there she is.. taking subs preparing for life in engineering..~~ geez... a waste of talent in the science or business part... but.. she's a great DANCER!! hope she can get famous or sumthin.. hahaz...

DAMN!! so much homework to do!! shit!! and tmr.. i haf some stupid workshop for student leaders.. OH MY GOD!! im just a class rep.. not a LEADER!!! =_=... and i haf to travel to the other side of singapore lah!! wahz.. must wake up damn early ler lor... SIAN...

lalalalala... im so sian-ed.. it's been so long so long~~~.... hmmm.. dun even care.. y do i bother la... my feelings?? hu cares about it anyway~~~~~ it looks normal to them anyway... so.. no use at all~~ so.. y do i care????

lalalalalala.....

[iNsiGniFicAnT]

wahz... -- 11:06 PM; Thursday, July 07, 2005
ooooooooo.... got back my results ler!!

as usual.. i failed BOTH of my LANGUAGE.. one E8 and one F9... GP n chinese respectively... 42/100 and 37/100... hahahaz... disgusting seh!! but.. i managed to score As and Bs.. and Ds... as well... haha.. i got A for both C maths and Physics!! haha... c maths for 61/70!! hahaz.. cannot say i haolian ok... but.. if i go ask for my marks that are rightfully mine.. it would be 63 ler... hahaz... hmmm.. got 72/100 for physics...!! hope can continue to strive and take S papers.. hahax... gee.. den i got a B for F maths.. doh~~~~ 2 more marks to A ler... 47/70... haiz... den i got 51.5/100 for econs!! i got a D!! hahaz........ shocking.. now must dye yellow hair~~ as promised...~~ haiz....

hahaz... yeah.. but.. im not happy wif my language.. and f maths... haiz...

[=)][u just dun care at all.. so y do i bother...][(=]

hmmmmmmm -- 4:41 PM; Wednesday, July 06, 2005
hmmmm.. still wondering.. still pondering.. wad is it now............... ok.. rants?? no way... i dun feel like pouring them out... huiyin!! help me leh!! wah laoz....

this is something posted on frenster.. n i chose... and i think its quite true.. =) -- 10:21 PM; Tuesday, July 05, 2005
CHOCOLATE ON CHOCOLATE...
Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate.You can appear to have a cold exterior or but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances.Will not settle for anything average in life. Love tolaugh.

well erm.. firstly.. must apologise to jui bian.. im so harsh to him today... ya... i noe~~ moody mahz.. reason? apparently.. i dun think it would be of help to me.. even if i say it out... yea.. i scolded him bastard... hahaz.. y? he compared me wif an indian.. of all people.. u compare me wif an indian.. oh man.. u're so dead... im RACIST... against indians.. i dun like em.. unless they are my classmates or sumthing.. ya.. so.. jui bian.. i sorry ahz.... and ya.. i keep comparing ur class and my class... i think im too much.. so erh.. sorry oso.. but this is sumthing that i think is true oso.. ya... anyway.. all da best for ur exams results ahz......... and ya regarding the overnite thingy.. u told me u got chalet.. so i din ask u down.. not i dun wanna call u down de........... =)

wad a day..!! -- 11:22 PM; Monday, July 04, 2005
lalala....

oh my.... actually there is class outing in the morning.. but in the end it was cancelled due to too little pple.. but there is a class dinner in the nite... where.. most of us except 3 went!! including miss yap... well.. that is something to be proud off.. hahaz.. cos.. first time successful.. woops.. ya.. this dinner is for a farewell for mananas/mahanas/manoos/(real name) manas... (the other 3 is called by m gp teacher.. poor thing) cos he migrating to... CANADA!!! oh my god!! LoL.z... we had a chat there... asked him quite a number of stuff... and i actually got to noe more of him... well.. he's leaving... we got a card for him.. and signed on it.. and a cake.. to celebrate his bday early for him... he's one lucky guy~~ LoL....

but. overall.. i rate the dinner... 5/10.. it was a boring one... i must entertain people to make it fun... i mean.. even for myself.. i must force myself to smile and tok to people... and den.. this make me look stupid... hai... played true or dare.. but i was enthu about it.. the rest.. like living deads... ya.. but im not the one hu started the game.. i cud feel the boredom in de air.. and i tried to make it go away and make it into a fun atmosphere... BUT!! all was for nothing... no one was interested... so.. like i said.. TOO BAD...

we asked miss yap quite a lot of qns regarding her having a boyfriend.. hahax... and then.. when we about to leave.. we tried to tail her.. BUT SHE DISCOVERED!! hahaz... but the second one was a success.. we SAW the guy.. hahaz.. he was in black.. gee.. the girls said.. "the black one is better than the blue one!!" hahaz.. i htink so too.. well.. miss yap is attached already for wad i can sae.. hahaz... sob sob.. miss yap abandon my coach.. haha... i heard that.. she said my coach not bad.. OMG!! hahaz.. erh.. ya.. quite true though.. LoL... oh.. miss yap.. u better get married before we graduate!! hahaz... den can attend ur weddin.. den memorable JC life.. wahahahhaaha....!!!

signing off~~ RAPHAEL!! bLehZ...

Your Penis Name is: Anaconda

not for kids under 18.... -- 7:11 PM; Sunday, July 03, 2005
yesterday went to sentosa wif my class!! 2/4'02!! ahahaz.. omg~~ like so long b4 we even gathered... ok la.. frankly speaking.. i think i m guai lan yesterday... but.. a while later.. i nv guai lan liaoz.. hahaz.. yea.. so fun lahz... played soccer... volleyball.. freesbie...(duno how to spell).. captain's ball.. and... BURYING OF CLARENCE!! hahaz.. yea.. and so we did!!

clarence was buried after he was being thrown into the waters.. despite the fact that he was still abit sick... they still went on throwin him into the water.. hahaz.. so.. we proceeded to burying him... and this.. i took part in burying him as well.. DUH!! ahaha... i think wen jin is a bit deprived of sex.. hahaz.. he keep throwing WET SAND on clarence little dickie...~~ hahahaz... obviously.. i think wenjin is horny... wooops.. blehz.. for ur info.. wen jin isn't gay... so they said erection and stuff.. so... they decided to make him a standing DICK.. ahahaz.. and i took part in it too... den wen jin keep finding LONG LONG sticks.. to support the sand.. and there u haf it.. a huge standing DICK.. so.. during the process of the making... many pple walked pass and LAUGHED.. obviously.. it's funny.. and STUPID!! haha.... oh ya.. and two angmohs walked passed and kept giggling and STARING AT ME!! (cos im makin the standing dick) woops.... so.. huge breasts was settled by daniel... yea.. i think he abit funny.. the breast abit slanted.. haah.. so i aided him in making it.. so there u haf it.. clarence.. wif fake big BOOBS.. and fake big DICK... not forgetting the nipple.. we ought to thank guo kiang to bring some short sticks to represent the nipples... and some weeeds to represent the pubic hair... dammit.. it can be GROSS.... so we took photos of it... wahahaha... guo kiang suggested to take a photo of him grabbing the sand-made dick.. and after that.. he acted as if he masturbating the dick...

hhmmm.. den after that.. we had a lot of phototakings... a one whole group photo... and.. some kuku photos... hahaz.. erh.. that.. i need not sae the details... (not porn)

after all the fun.. all good things hafta come to an end.. i gotta rush for my piano lesson.. haiz... cos got exam la.. but after that went back to sentosa.. wif danis.. to meet jess n huiyin.. to stay there over night!! it was rather sian la.. but.. ok lahz... in de morning.. den it was real fun.. hahaz...

we went to find crabs!! those small small ones.. hahaz.. i and danis caught two!! heh heh.... we got pictures for it!! ahha... and video too!! but duno how to upload.. it was a tedious process of capturing it.. well.. we dig dig dig dig dig... until we got the crab.. haha... i got shocked by that sudden movement of the crab cos.. i din expect that there is actually a crab! haha... den we put it in a cup... and we named it JOHNIE!! then we went for the second crab... so same thing happened... but this crab was so HYPER!! it's so damn fast!!!!! unlike the first one.. let us catch... LoL... den we called the second crab.. JAMIE!! den.. we put them together.. wohs... we thot they were working together to get out... but.. they end up fighting... wohz.. that huiyin... sadistic sia.. keep wanting to see them fight... then suddenly.. we discovered tat.. one of it.. its leg is gone.. and the other.. had its pincer gone..... eew... den we let them go... so we took dozens of photos of them... and den we did some pictures on the ground.. with their body parts.. ooops.. haha... den we took photos... oh my.. my jamie lost to danis's johnie.. LoL...

anyway.. after two days at the beach.. oh my.. im like BURNT.. im pain all over.. my face... my arms.. my shoulders.. cant move.. =_=....

help~~ someone... rescue me from the pain!! hahaz...

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im wearing the invisibility cloak -- 10:28 PM; Friday, July 01, 2005
apparently.. my presence was not felt.. whatever i ask.. whatever i say.. whatever i got was... there wasn't any answers.... still i must say... am i so insignificant?

they are so involved in their own worlds...... their own conversations.... where i couldn't blend in... am i a rock in a desert......... or a plank floating in the sea..

so.. i told myself.. tolerate their insensitive side... and let things pass... but yet... i can't...

i'm so pissed lah!!!

Subject: Regarding your rant about Singlish and Chinese

*Gasp!* This post is not written by Raphael!! *Faints* Yes it's written by me, who decidedly decided to poke his overlarge nose into Raphael's blog. And furthur still *Gasp!* this post is gramatically and punctuation-wise correct!

(Applause from nodding English teachers)

While I agree with Raphael on some points that we should not be forced to learn Chinese just because China is quickly expanding and some, I disagree with him on other issues he mentioned, namely Singlish.

Raphael said that people claim that China is expanding, and hence to polish their apples we must buy polishers in the form of learning Chinese which must be perfect because we are assholes must strive to keep up with their advance. However, during World War Two, why didn't everyone around the world started picking up German when Germany was winning? Why didn't the Chinese, Koreans, Ecuadorians, Uzbekistanis and Ouagadougouians pick up French when Napolean decisively conquered masses of the world?

4 words. Because they weren't idiots (technically, you can't start a sentence with the word 'Because' because 'Because' is a conjunction).

And that people say not respecting our language isn't respecting ourselves? Right, I'm absolutely sure that by neglecting my mother tongue, I have been reduced to nothing but a wanton prostitute with no self-respect. Raphael, you go on from here.

However, right as Raphael may be in some of his claims, still aspersion must be cast on his statement that Singlish should be glorified (bet he does not know the meaning of 'aspersion'). Far from being original, Singlish is but a mish-mash, a scavenge of words from English, Chinese, Chinese dialect and Malay. Not very original is it? True, speak Singlish to your hearts content. I'll laugh hardest when your recipients reply with a "Huh??". Not quite what a language is supposed to do, right? A language, is meant to communicate (this means to speak and understand and be understood). If Singlish can't even meet such basic requirements, screw it, I say.

This has been a post by Hexacoto on Raphael's blog. Wuahaha.

wah kaoz...

wad crap.. " scoring well for chinese " needs the environment.. wad crap is that... i dun think environment matters.. for years.. i've been communicating in chinese.. AND.. im scoring like Bs for chinese.. just only by studying DAMN HARD AND CRAZY FOR it... the television show was saying hard work will pay off... ya like real.. oh mr.. is language leh!! language.. cannot work hard one la.. unless u go memorise lah! chinese is all about memorising... and miss.. u r saying by not respecting our language.. we're not respecting ourselves.. oh please.. by not scoring well for chinese is not respecting our language, ie not respecting ourselves?? u think we wanna score that badly for chinese.. any chinese student wud wanna score lah! oh man.. this arguement is total crap..

i pity those two girls who are shot constantly by these "good at language bastards n bitches" just becos these two girls dun like to study chinese...

anyway.. i think the topic.. the scope initially was on chinese pple hu dunno chinese.. and now it side tracked to pple hu are poor at chinese.. oh please... pple hu r poor at chinese.. its not an offense la... by sayin that china is expanding.. is just some reason just to make us learn chinese.. and yes we must keep our roots and stuff and all those crap said in the SOCIAL STUDIES textbook.. which obviously served as a way of propoganda.. to brainwash minds of ours.. and.. i need to sae this.. after all the chinese idioms, chinese cheng yu and bla bla bla.. i dun hear them being used at all!! so what does that mean? these are just EXTRAS... so u use those chim chim chinese while speaking.. u think u pro ahs... just use simple terms lah! it's a chore lah... and ya.. so what china is expanding? SO?? SO!?? so we hafta lick their boots? and go according to them.. speaking is enough... n i think.. learnin to speak is just the thing.. there's no need to write.. lemme ask.. which subject in school is in chinese..? oni chinese rite? oh fark... i hate this......

oh ya... and the people was saying.. pple from other countries are proud of their language.. like the french, proud of french, the english.. proud of english, and bla bla bla.. so SINGAPORE.. we haf the original language SINGLISH.. y aren't we proud of that?! so... "u" wanted a multiracial society... where pple of different races get together.. MR... u cant get the best out of everything.. since we are singaporeans.. we haf singlish.. thats our common language.. a UNIQUE identity.. a COMMON one!! look at the SS textbk.. i thot u wan us to haf a common identity? national loyalty? it total contradicts wad u wan.. singlish is wad common among us.. AND.. english is common in the globe... FRENCH pple.. FRENCH is common among them.. their ENGLISH is global.. so.. wad dat means.. it doesn't matter.. so long its common among us... yea... pple can learn french.. and so does SINGLISH...

ahz.. singapore always... lick boots one lahz...

WHATEVER...

fiinally....... it's over~~
haiz.. dun think will do well for this summer exam.. thats wad exam is called in ijc~~ econs... sure fail one....
now im so damn bored.. nothing to do.. i shud've gone played pool wif danis n his frens... wah lius... den huiyin went town with jessica to get bikini.. so i nv go... im getting sick of orchard.. singapore has no where to go.. =_= so i think.. i shud be at home... rotting the whole day~~

haiz.. she nv tok to me.. she seemed to be ignoring me.. or i think is avoiding baz.. sigh~ wad to do.. i dunno...........

it is very difficult to tok to her.. bcos she's doing that.. ...... wat the hell went wrong... =_=......... its difficult to ignore the fact that she's avoiding me... mayb im deemed to b single for my entire life.............

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