last paper!! -- 1:14 PM; Thursday, June 30, 2005
FINALLY!! its last paper tmr...

omg~~ we're like the oni ones going home to study today~~ must pia for f maths tomorrow!!! hahaz... miss yap n mr ma say i score well for C maths!! omg!~ hope can take S paper la.. LoL.. i wan take S paper!! LoL..

geeeeez... mr ma keep emphasizing on doing weeeeeelllll for f maths.. oh manz.. im so poor at vectors and differentiation lahz... =_=

today physics was.. SIMPLE... to my surprise.. but.. i dunno whether i cud get an A for that... mr ho say was killer paper.. i think he said that to make us study ba.. hahaz... nice tactic mr ho~~ BUT.. some gave up bcos this piece of news was spread to other pple.. and pple spreading it around.. wasted~~

..... thiri was saying she did badly... ..... hope she can strive for maths.. i feel sad for her though.. ........

ya.. gotta go study f maths ler~~ wish me luck~~ LoLz..........

[finally.. training is going to resume soon!~ hahaz.. can touch vball ler~~]

haiz.. -- 10:44 PM; Wednesday, June 29, 2005
i wanna take S paper for physics n maths...

hope can make it for physics tmr...~

ehz.. quite true though.. -- 4:48 PM; Tuesday, June 28, 2005
CAPRICORN

DECEMBER 21-JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

-- 7:12 PM; Monday, June 27, 2005
Yea... maths n chinese exam are over... now left wif econs f maths n physics... geez.. tmr is econs... i nv study.. LoL...

oh my.. i wanna take S paper for Maths n Physics!! hahaz.. if i can la... dun think wan go poly ler.. LoL... thot thru liaoz...

hope can score until very welll for my summer exam.. (that's what exams are called in Innova JC)

yea.. go read thru econs ler..

bye.. wish me luck for tmr den...~~

what the hell..? DUSTBIN!? -- 9:08 PM; Wednesday, June 22, 2005
oh well... the GEC was finally over... geez... BORING was wad i could say on day 1.. however.. it got even more fun on day 2 n 3!!!! on day one.. we people, a group of 8, were strangers to one another.. and we dun really tok to one another.. and wad we do is, playing some ice breaking games which obviously dun appear effective on us.. however, when the mini challenge was issued, we got to tok more.. and oso mingled more.. slowly, lufters began to build up.... of course.. we did farely well, and was praised for being able to present an above average standard of presentation... oooh ya.. my group was.. TEAM SINGAPORE science center.. hahaz.. at first.. i thot my grp was named team singapore, and venue was at science center.. but... it was singapore science center!! haha!! but well.. SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTER was my grp's sponsor!! so damn cool!! and we are able to use the stuff there.. and of course.. Mr Daniel Tan said we could enter science center for free if we wanna go around and explore ideas... and in future.. just give him a call... and there u are.. u r in the science center for free.. hahaz.. for us 8 people oni.. haha.. blehz..

so ya.. today, we completed the challenge!! oh well.. during the process of doing it.. we're totally crazy, joking and laughing, i can tell, we're the craziest group around!! we're like not concentrating at all.. but in the end, we came up wif a GOOD model (better than some dustbin model) we had optical fibres for free.. i was.. OH MY GOD.. these are expensive.. THANKS to the People working at science center!!

and ya, we did our thingies on stage.. and all was over... presentations by presentations, those ideas, we haf thot of them, just that we cancel them off... so... it means.. those ideas arent innovative, anybody cud think of them.. hahaz.. so when it was announcing the winner... we were expecting to hear our name.. cos... we think we could win.. but all that ew heard was that grp that did the DUSTBIN.. wads that called? exsplit or sumthing.. forgot.. INSIGNIFICANT... ya... but there were people disagreeing that the DUSTBIN group should win.. guess wad is the DUSTBIN all about.. its about a BIG dustbin being separated into 4 different compartments or i say.. trash bags.. where each trash bag has a type of rubbish inside.. OH PERLEASE judges.. how blind can u be.. or TASTELESS.. it's totally.. NONSENSE.. that.. such an idea could win.. let me ask u... does the pple hu clear their trash throws in DIFFERENT CHUTES as well? thats plain stupid!! we have oni one chute..!! and this is recycling? oh please.. its a separation.. and how does it help to reduce the consumption of FOSSIL FUELS... oh man.. brainless people could think of that too..!! oh dammit.. those judges are soooooo blind.. to haf missed our wonderful model... hahaz.. ya.. i haf many sarcastic remarks to make on that DUSTBIN... not that im a sore loser.. but EVERYONE thinks this way!! will singaporeans really buy that stuf.. be realistic.. will they throw into different bags first!! even in the public areas where recycle bins are located.. not all singaporeans throw their stuff accordingly.. some even throw things that are not recyclable inside!! and.. its not realistic to sell.. DUSTBINS and earn HUNDRED THOUSANDS!! oh my fuck... isn't this an outrage!! even the other groups can do better than ur grp in terms of IDEAS!!

ya.. stop yanking on that thing.. wel i cant!! they haf no right to represent singapore to take part in the GEC.. its just an embarrassment to SINGAPOREANS and an insult to their intelligence!!

wads done is done.. cant b undone... GRRRR!!! stupid judges... wad a bad choice u made.. mayb u guys are just as dumb as the dustbins.. and mite as well.. let every year being won by a group that makes dustbins.. the more HOLES the better... (well they had 4) mayb if i take part next year.. i will make a double decker dustbin and 8 COMPARTMENTS for 8 DIFFERENT stuff.. oh yea.. GLAD THAT THE group NOES abt it... they use garbage bag to collect rubbish from us instead of using their product... oh.. this is proof to show that.. its not REALISTIC!! so.. if the grp doesn't even support their own product.. mite as well.. let groups that has a more innovative idea to win this competition and let singapore WIN... and.. not only that.. singapore wun b disgraced and humiliated by what we got (dustbin) and FASCINATED by it..

needa say this.. i was cursing this stupid dustbin and the judges.. and the judges are IRRESPONSIBLE!! they announce the results and left without telling us wad to improve and what are our weaknesses... still.. i thinik.. they dunno wad to sae.. thats y they anyhow choose and left early.. or... they were bribed by other countries to choose the lousiest team around.. n i admit.. that group is the lousiest so far..

a dustbin with four different compartments.. be realistic.. be logical.. and pls.. USE UR COMMON SENSE...

its not innovative.. and its DUMB..

so.. CONCLUSION....

the group that created that dumb dustbin.. shudn't win...

+pissed wif the results+

ho ho ho -- 7:24 AM; Monday, June 20, 2005
hoho.. feeling better ler!! *cheers*... the medicine finally worked on me eh... but i've not fully recovered yet.. =_= still having flu.. n sore throat... no fever... hopes the fever goes away for good.... haiz.. still cannot eat nice nice things... like fried chicken....... hafta eat plain plain de... haiz.. being sick is like a toture... however, post-sick is oso a toture.. cant eat wadever u wan!! missing out the nice foods in life.. hahaz..

today hafta go science centre to compete in the Global Enterprise Challenge.. but..before we go global... we hafta compete with pple in singapore first.. jui bian is goin tooooo.......... so he mayb my opponent.. or my group member.. hahaz.. anything is possible.. ya.. hope i dun get into a group where there is pple hu either BOSSY, LAZY, PROUD or LOOK DOWN ON J1... hahaz.. i think pple hu went for this are J2s......

hmmm.. gotta end here.. meetin jui bian.. ya...
wish me luck..
BYE~~

hey.. im sick leh!! gif me some peace can! -- 8:54 PM; Sunday, June 19, 2005
im sick.. again... obviously, the medicine doesn't work on me.. and im quite pissed off.. im unable to study for the exam.. and time is running out.. farking viruses that spreads thru the air... damn viruses...

im like so sick and no mood to study either.. but yet i forced myself to do it... ya... and as i was doing.. my grandma kept naggin non stop.. "oh please!! i noe u r concerned!! can u pls shut up!! im trying to study here!! and im sick!! get lost!!!!!" pissed off by her la.. everything oso ask ask ask.. i noe she concerned.. but does she haf to repeat every question again n again!! so was sick again...

feelin not ok la!!!

felt like cursing that damn thing up in the sky.. oh please!! if u really exist.. there will be no sufferings!! and instead.. u bless pple wif good health la!! i duno wad these pple are thinkin.. believing that HE existed.. oh.. if u REALLY exist.. CURE ME... PUT all my SUFFERINGS to an END!!!

oh ya.. i spitted blood this morning.................... haiz.. wad does that mean anyway? im dying? hahaz... mayb.. zhao si zhao hao.. din tell my mum... dun think there's a need..

hmmm.. ya.. now got iron ladies two.. so.. i blog tmr liao la. shud be slping after finish watching.. ya.. nites..

haiz.. feeling guilty.........

haiz.........

='(

haiz... -- 9:55 PM; Saturday, June 18, 2005
haiz.. just went to see doc again.. $42 ahz.. so expensive... haiz...

so sad larh........ y now sick!!!!! sObzz sObzz....

it feels so HORRIBLE!!!

=SiCk=

kaoz.. im sick again... im not alive n kicking.. i had a terrible headache!! fever.. flu.. cough! cometimes.. even giddiness... FARK!!!

just ate my medicine.. no difference... FEVER FEVER GO AWAY!! ur killing me!! FARK OFF DUDE~~...

how m i going to study... SOB SOBz....................................

=sO sIcK n So DaMn SaD..=

ahz.. woke up just to eat medicine.. now sucking a tablet.. suck the tablet finish liao den go slp... heh heh.. oh.. i woke my mum up.. felt guilty asking her to help me prepare something for me to consume.. and.. it was hard to sae thanks to her.. in de end i still nv sae thanks at all.. =(

saaaaaaaad..... -- 7:23 PM; Friday, June 17, 2005
fell sick early this morning... BUT.. i still went to the library to study wif jenrine danis and iswan( but iswan went wif his frens ) =) i cudn't afford not to study for one day... how i hope.. i had started studying in the first week... ya.. i had a fever and a sore throat.. went to see the doc early in the morning.. and he said it wasn't really serious.. BUT.. i feel so so so so sick...............

when i was on de way to the library... i squeezed beside a not skinny lady and a small size boy.. hahaz.. was like small medium large.. haha...

danis wanted to eat BK.. but i was sick.. so he din go... he sae he dun wanna eat alone.. but it's alright wad... i can eat bread there...hahaz... so ended up in food court.. so went back to the library... DAMMIT!! i was freezing.. and i wore four layers of clothing.. but still.. im very cold.. den i grabbed danis hands.. woh.. his hands are warm.. but i let go... den went to the toilet to use the hand dryer... wahz.. so comfortable.. but.. when i went out.. i was freezing again... din really sutdy much.. actually wanted to finish C maths.. but i was FREEZING like hell.. so cudn't accomplish much.. and ya.. i ask danis accompany me go walk outside where there isn't any aircon.. so walk abit la.. den went in again.. and went to the cafe at first storey.. thinking that the coffee wud at least warm me.. but it was like a failure.. the coffee was so BITTER!!!!!!!!! but still drank it up in de end... around 5+.. we left the library.. cos i cudn't take it anymore.. i was... like numb in some parts of my body... and joints of my body are pain... dunno why.....

oh ya.. danis had a ulterier motive in goin to BK.. hahaz.. see TRACY.. he thinks she's BEAUTIFUL... er.. i think.. it's just above average.. but it was a pity.. i FELL sick.. hahaz... i dun wanna go home rest.. but they keep askin me to go home rest when i said i was cold.. hahaz... resting is a waste of time.. haha.. but if im really tired.. den not waste of time lorz.. hahaz...

den wasn't feeling well.. so took cab home........... den reach home early.. so went to cut hair... haha.. cut botak.. i think its horrible!! ahz.. hahax..

= i d u n w a n n a r e s t . . . h a h a. . . =

!!! -- 10:10 PM; Thursday, June 16, 2005
dammit..

im hiccuping non stop..

hmm.. ya.. got one email mus choose fruits.. so i chose...

GRAPES

You are a polite person in general, but do have quick flare-ups of temper that cool down just as quickly. You enjoy beauty in all forms, including beautiful people. You are very popular because of your warm,gregarious nature. You have a zest for life; you enjoy everything you do, right from the way you dress, to your style and your day-to-day life. Your partner must share your zeal and zing for life to enjoy all you have to offer!

ok.. i think the think abt my temper is true... but the rest?? im not sure.. haha...

gees.. hafta go study... cannot spend too much timeon computers...

bye~

-- 9:15 PM; Wednesday, June 15, 2005
4 more marks to distinction wif a nicer cert!!

well.. i shud be happy enough... to haf gotten 86.. well it's oni grade 6.. no big deal la.... but still im in shock.. i thot i will fail.. my practical teacher thot that im dumb.. she was openin her mouth wide when she saw my results.. dunno wad my theory teacher sae.. she expected me to score highly.. well.. gee.. i dunno.. LoL..

and finally.. im not DUMB..

la la la...

dun feel like typing... cos irritated...

money or frenship.. i've found someone hu prefers money to frenship.. he ran away wif my money.. 150 dollars.. cant get him by his contact.. even my frens are unable to contact him.. how stupid m i to lend that money to him.....

stupid day -- 11:01 PM; Tuesday, June 14, 2005
went for training today.. and ya... i din noe i brought oni one sock there.. and hadda borrow from minglee.. but guess wad.. i remembered i brought a pair..!! but on my way home.. i saw the other sock...!! how stupid can this whole thing be.. i dropped the socks when i was on the way there.... but still i find it weird.. i put the socks in the bag when i was at home n zipped up nicely.. how did it end up on the pavement?! i guess strange things happen to me.. ONLY me.. and ya.. y no one picked the sock up!

trainin as usual la.. wad can i sae.. not as fun as last time? ya.. i think so.. i entertain myself all the time.. making things like FUN to me.. and ya.. happy.. ya rite.. happy.. whatever..

den after trainin ate dinner wif vball frens.. den went to find my ex classmates.. ya.. watch movie.. sorry---> to pei er.. din go wif them for their passing down thingies.. so went to find my ex classmates (jin ming, heng da, gk, n jk) ate dinner AGAIN.. cos.. i din finish the food when i was wif vball frens.. found the food.. inedible for consumption.. ya.. disgusting in other words.. so watched movie.. "Mr and Mrs. Smith" jk nv watch.. this show sure brighten up my day la.. hilarious... LoL... during the show.. the four of us quite noisy.. i think im like the noisiest... there was this part that was so... IMPRESSIVE to me.. so i "WHOA!!" very loudly.. like im e oni one there.. LoL.. but hu cares.. after that.. went to arcade wif them.. i hate the ARCADES in JP!! gives me trouble all the time!! so i reluctantly followed them.. hahaz.. den saw some bandmates.. so went home wif them.. jm tag along too.. cos he live near.. im so short!!! jm taller than me now!! last time im the tallest among them la.. and now im the shortest.. zi bei zi bei... they said i shrinked... ya.. tgk.. i shrinked.. i stuck at this height for almost a year already... LoL...

oh ya.. i missed out something.. after trainin.. we went to bathe in the toilet.. (obviously).. den i came out to change into my shorts la.. oh man.. when changing... a pair of white pants dropped onto the dirty floor!! its not me!! i din drop it! so that guy hu possess that shorts came n reprimanded me for dropping his shorts.. well.. i said sorry 3 times.. but he like.. 'sorry? got wad use' he said something lidat.. so he went out to complain to my Teacher In Charge.. i think mr ho entertained him by coming in and say me.. ya.. that asshole make a big fuss over it.. and ya.. u complain.. got wad use? DUH!! USE UR COMMON SENSE DUMBASS... a message to that unreasonable old hag..."u freaking bastard.. no matter how nice the clothes u wear.. its not gonna suit u.. instead u will just tamper the brand.. and wif ur that kinda looks n such nice clothes.. it oni shows the contrast of how nice the clothes are.. next time u see me.. i'll not gif u face.. and say this RITE in UR FACE!! DARE ME!"

so.. i think i'll end here...

nitez...

yuen chit is as crappy as ever.. i posted this on the bulletin.. and he wrote something back...

Bulletin:
PREGNET!!!!!!!!! I recall my first time with a condom....I was 16 or so. I went in to buy a package of condoms. There was a beautiful woman behind the counter and, she could see that I was new at it. She handed me the package and asked if I knew how to wear one. I honestly answered, "No." So she unwrapped the package, took one out, and slipped over her thumb. She cautioned me to make sure it was on tight and secure. I apparently still looked confused so, she looked all around the store. It was empty. She said, "Just a minute," and walked to the door and locked it. Taking my hand, she led me into the back room, unbuttoned her blouse, and removed it. She unhooked her bra and laid it aside. She asked, "Do these excite you?" Well, I was SO dumb-struck that all I could do was nod my head. She then said it was time to slip the condom on. As I was slipping it on, she dropped her skirt, removed her panties, and laid down on a desk. "Well, come on," she said, "we don't have much time." So I climbed on her. It was so wonderful that, unfortunately, I could no longer hold back and..........POW, I was done within a few minutes. She looked at me with a frown. "Did you put that condom on?" I said, "I sure did," and held up my thumb to show> her.

this is what yuen chit wrote to me... ==> Raphael , are u the boy in the story?

yuen chit.. m i that dumb to u?? LoL... this is ridiculous.. LoL..

i dun believe in such.. and i will continue to believe that.. there isn't such a thing a that!!

my life simply SUCKED..

fucked up life -- 2:12 PM; Monday, June 13, 2005
everything was well until when i was on the way home...

tis morning went out to the library to study.. well studied physics la... was wif jenrine and her fren.. one is hui xian.. the other shud be hui shan if i did not remember wrongly... obviously.. hui shan wasn't that good lookin............................. but hu cares..!! f....?? is that the word? she keep suaning me like she'd known me for ages.......... actually initially i dun really mind.. but she has knives in her words... ignored her for the first few.. til i cant take it.. so ignore her completely la.. she tok to me den i tok lo...
hui xian is one blur ger la.. actually her personality quite cute.. too bad she's attached le.. haha... her looks oso not bad... today.. im like an extra.. thinkin that minglee wud go.. but in e end she nv go.. cos she not feeling well.. but dun care.. just study there lor... den study until 8.. den rush home watch iron ladies.. hahaz... was strolling back.. from the mrt station to my house.. thot thru a lot of things la.. think my life dun really haf much colours at all... like my cupboard.. mostly dull colours.. or i sae black.. happy times are like.. easily forgotten.. there are no good times that are really that memorable la.. actually there is la.. one in sec two.. tahts all.. mayb im always lettin myself to get pushed over by other peeps.. and im oso quite vengeful lahz................ oh ya.. on the way home.. there's this freaking dog which chased me!! that crazy indian lady.. wads wrong wif her.. indians hate chinese? y let that dog chase me u freaking indian bitch!! that dog coincidentally was black oso.. so i guess... it's a complete indian family.. n i suppose that the indian really hate me la.. ...... and ya.. rushed home to watch iron ladies.. it's like hilarious and disgusting at the same time!!! haha...

tomorrow gonna go study again.. at the library... ya.. gotta slp soon.. nitez...

damn -- 12:58 PM; Sunday, June 12, 2005
wanted to post some photos here.. but ended up i my chinese blog!!

whatever!!

went out to study today.. the WHOLE day.. din really study much la.. studied physics... welll.. tired la!!.. today's not a day for me la.. nothing goin on weeeeellllll at all... after study go causeway point walk abit lo.. den after that went for piano lesson.. my piano exam is like one month away!! and i hafta cheong for it!! im like so damn bad in my pieces.. just now played for my teacher.. n i cant really control my fingers that well anymore................ ahz.. hafta start practisin like everyday now.. instead of facing the com whole day..

PS: shaun.. if u're reading this.. help me wif the music in my blooogggg..... ittsss lllliiiikkkkeee nnnooo mmoorree soouunnddd liiiaaaooz.............. whhheeennn wiiiilllll uuuu bbbeee bbbaccck iiinnn s'ppppoooreee!!!

... -- 12:21 PM; Saturday, June 11, 2005
haiz.. dunno wad to sae...

anyway.. exams are coming... so sian.. must study for it...

ya.. today got piano competition... din perform as expected... was playing lousier than it was practiced to be... gee.. that rjc guy was like so pro... *XIAN MU*... mayb i shud start parcticing my piano until a standard like his... ya.. hope so...

bla bla bla..

at sakae today.. bcame full real fast.. oh ya.. saw two celebs.. jeff and the dunno hu.. at suntec.. filmin...

hafta end here le la.. dun fell like typin anyway..
bye n gd nite..

forgot to say sumthing!! -- 1:56 PM; Friday, June 10, 2005
ah!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!! y m i so damn sway....

it all goes like this...

today me n miglee was supposed to go VJC to try out the piano... so on the way there.. we hafta take bus 36.. as minglee wasnt really sure where to alight.. we hafta keep a lookout for it.. we sat at the back seats and wanted to move to the front.. just then.. when minglee wanted to sit down at a PARTICULAR seat, this man sort off pushed and squeeze into that seat, despite the fact that other seats were empty.. but hu cares.. sometimes a lady hafta let a guy sometimes, in the first place.. is HE a guy? nahz.. i doubt so.. he shud b a gay or girl... but gay isn't insulting enuff.. girl la.. some typical bitch/slut.. thus minglee let him haf the seat and moved two seats in front.. den i sat behind her.. with that bitch/slut behind me.. a grown up like him doesn't know his manners!!!!!!! he actually coughed without closing his mouth, and wif his wide open high up in the air.. directly into the back of my head!!!! wtf!! that was disgusting la... i felt a gush of wind when he coughed.. wif some water as well.. YUCKS!! that sucked!! den i told minglee.. n i din care.. but.. he SNEEZE into my hair again!!! WTF.. i cant take it.. so i moved infront of minglee...

den i heard some weird sounds which sounded like a sneeze.. but it was qu si, directly translated into english, it means go die... so he made lots of sounds which sounded like it.. was curious, so i looked to the back.. and den he pointed and me and said," QU SI!" wtf... wad did i do!! so the whole journey to VJC was hearing him scoldin me go and die.. like wth.. so i din care.. until the stop we wanted to alight..

just then, when we were about to alight.... something stupid, or i sae, ridiculous? happen... he scolded BOTH of us, "GO TO HELL, QU SI!" oh my.. i held back abit, and den i looked at him and said.."u! mentally unsound!" hahaz... like scolding dog sia.. haha.. but hu cares.. when he heard that.. he SCREAMED... GO TO HELL.. and the whole bus heard him scolding us.. we ignored him n alighted.. but minglee said she was scared of him coming down to chase us... or do anything funny... hahz...

MINGLEE!! wif me around dun be scared.. hahaz.. remember im the gorilla, gorillas are strong u see.. well... still, if he comes down.. i will just kick his groin.. n u just run away... den i'll give him a punch in de face and run away too.. haha... that is so wise.. as if i wud do that... i think i will be at lost... if not.. i think i will kick his groin oni.. but dunno.. anything is possible..

gees.. had a day of germs on my hair today.. pissed off la.. but i think he's some kind of a lunatic.. a grown up.. scolding two 17 year old for no particular reason... wad kinda bullshit is he.. oh ya.. a lunatic.. hahaz...

oh ya.. saw the other pianists play today.. ='(.. they are so damn pro..!! so inferior leh me.. but hu cares.. i'll just do my best..

minglee was oso saying that our uni look like VJ's uni.. haha.. we're like crapping that pple thot we're from VJ.. but this nonsense stopped when we enter their performing theatre or wadsoever.. hahaz..

guess i hafta end here.. my fingers are now damn tired... fingers hafta rest now..
so good nites pple...

=)

haiz.. fingers damn damn tired...

cant really type much today...

practiced piano for like 3 hour non stop.. just for tmr... haiz..

hope everything goes well tmr.. no mistakes no nothing.. hope at least we din embarrass ourselves...

dunno hus going either.. gees....

too tired to type liaoz..

shall end here...

just sumthing extra.. -- 1:50 PM; Thursday, June 09, 2005
lalala...

today was a tiring day...

left our things all over the place.... jenrine left her phone at samuel n kelvin in dhoby ghaut.. so went back there to take when we were at somerset.. den i left my wallet at somerset.. so went back there to take again.. its like so tiring..

my com is spoiling soon.. screen blacks out all the time.. and

AH...

there it goes again...

whatever.. im so damn tired.

fucking entry -- 1:30 PM; Tuesday, June 07, 2005
how it feels like to be treated like this...

being spoken of someone hu is like some shit in a dumping area..

some bastards hu oni care abt how much entertainment they can get from a fella...

by cracking jokes out of him..

step in those shoes...

get a feel of wad it's like...

.....

it's not funny idiots...

it sux totally..

fuktards..

!@#$%

... -- 3:20 PM; Sunday, June 05, 2005
well... getting bullied aint a good feeling though..

had training just now... and so called lock me in de dark... dunno whether they noe that im afraid of the dark not.. gee... luckily danis ask em to open the door.. though allen was inside wif me.. but he was somewhere further which i somehow dunno where.. oh yea... was rather kuku during trainin... esp the girls... yan yan shouted "my goodness" for dunno wad reason durin trainin when the ball flew over to her.. minglee lei... haha... a ball went over and they had to hit it over.. but at the same time.. a ball flew towards minglee.. and she caught the ball and said "oh my god.. what's this?" and she let the ball drop on the ground... stupid la.. haha.. den for boss.. always shout shit.. jenrine had too much accidents today... dunno whether the news reported anything on bus accidents.. hahaz... she kept rolling on the floor.. was like luffing at her. cos the ball was like so far away and she still rolled.. trainin was fun la.. wif jui bian and danis there... oh man.. another ball was lost again... must listen to some naggings again.... i dunno wad to sae la... ownership of the ball... well... efforts have been made... but this time.. wasn't lost.. instead stuck onto somewhere that we cant reach...

oh gee... i think im damn biased towards yu jun... he's like drinking my water bcos i bring a 1.5 litre of water... every training.. and was irritated la... jui bian sae... its forever like this... initially he wanted to tell yujun to get a bottle himself.. but i told him not to.. he also tell me that.. he wud rather i not bring the bottle... =_=... not really happy abt him la.. see wadever thing he do.. i irritated.. haha... oh yea.. javier was damn mean... we had some hitting of balls over.. with some boundries.. when it was yu jun's turn.. he said,"u all win liao la.." well.. indeed.. the ball din fly over but instead.. headed straight for the net.. oh ya.. javier spiked a ball toward me and almost hit me in the face.. and yu jun reaction was like " yes yes yes!!!!!" and hopping around.. WTF OMFG la.. i almost gena hit u so happy for wad... CB la... i tried not to be mean to u and instead i got this back... he CBK la.. LoL... damn vulgar today.... dunno y.. just now got stuck inside the dark place.. i oso scold vulgar... +_+ gee...

gotta stop here le.. fell sick. gotta slp..

sorry juniors... i cant make it for the balloon hat festival.. sorry~~

its been eons i've been bloggin!! omg... GP exam sux la... so difficult!! kaoz... my enlgish standard lidat.. dunno y i still go jc.. forget it.. its over anyway... oh yea.. totally sux la.. june holis must study!! for exams after school starts.. shit stuff... f*ck sku... now i cant enjoy during holis.. must study... oh manz. first week of holi doesn't look like holi to me... hafta still go sch everyday for extra lessons.. DAMMIT... but the lessons were fun! hahaz... on thurs went to play badminton wif my class... actually my class is not bad... its just that i dun really hang out wif them... cos i always hang out wif vballers.. gees.. yea... my class most of them live near jurong. so got company home.. but vballers.. all in the north.. but im used to travel alone ler.. hahaaz... but its so weird to be alone leiz... damn weird la.. haha..

oh.. went to chalet last sat.. to find jo yimon n xingzhi.. went there wif heng da.. danis meet us there... geez... jo's frens are pple older than me.. hahaz.. her colleages la... LoL... it was rather entertaining to see her frens play... wah laoz.. play until so hiong.. but damn funny.. n rather disgusting.. forfeits like.. licking the lips of the same sex.. mouth to mouth kisses... creating love bites... o man.. its giving me the goosebumps...

finally.. at last.. today got training.. one n half weeks no training la.. like os bored.. hahaz... yay!! hahaz... im ending it here.. cyaz...