-- 11:39 PM; Friday, December 30, 2005
today is the 30th and i did not know about it. i thought today's 29th!! how stupid.

anyway, i went to daniel's house to do my homework. it's all a waste of time. i ended up playing instead. i should have gone to the library to do my work.

then, i went to play volleyball at NYP. it's tiring. they had PT today. this tells me one thing.

training at IJC is too slack.

*laughs*

Maybe it ain't true.

i'm rather happy today, so don't spoil my momentum for being happy for the rest of the days this year. =D

i want to have a happy start for next year!!

happy NEW YEAR PEOPLE in advance. =D

eNd

today is the 30th and i did not know about it. i thought today's 29th!! how stupid.

anyway, i went to daniel's house to do my homework. it's all a waste of time. i ended up playing instead. i should have gone to the library to do my work.

then, i went to play volleyball at NYP. it's tiring. they had PT today. this tells me one thing.

training at IJC is too slack.

*laughs*

Maybe it ain't true.

i'm rather happy today, so don't spoil my momentum for being happy for the rest of the days this year. =D

i want to have a happy start for next year!!

happy NEW YEAR PEOPLE in advance. =D

i do not feel like updating today.
i feel very sucky today.
i want to get a volleyball soon.
YES.
REAL SOON.

i seriously want to improve my skills.

eNd

-- 12:27 AM; Thursday, December 29, 2005
today, i did not do any of my homework. i went to mata's cousin's house to play mahjong. i lost terribly. oh my! nevermind.

then i headed to CCAB to play volleyball. i feel so lousy again. =_= i want to improve myself. serious. how? honestly, in my opinion, the coach only cares about javier. the rest of the guys? he only concentrated on him. what about us? i don't know.

the girls say he cares, but i don't see it this way.

hmmmm, gonna end it here.

eNd

-- 10:47 PM; Tuesday, December 27, 2005
just now, i went to meet up with them. well, it turned out that only gk me josephine and louie are going for a game of pool in jurong east. i waited for 45 minutes for them and only gk turned up. frankly, i'm freaking pissed, fancy wasting my time on waiting. i think the reason for hd not turning up is that he is pissed by those latecomers, as he reached at 6 and saw no one. well, i was there, i did not see him either.

it's all in the past, why should i care? honestly, i think those who never turn up are quite irresponsible. at the very least, INFORM us. it's not like we do not have a mobile phone.

my day ended after playing pool. now, i'm trying to finish my online assignments (maths and physics) i've got no intention of doing economics since it's piling up like mount everest. but i'll try to do it if i got the time.

eNd

i went to school to take the s paper selection test today. what i feel about it ain't good. i don't think i'm able to get the physics s paper, i walked out halfway. i did not study for it, i did not even read or browse through my notes. i can't recall any formulas, it's all blurry images of formulas..

then i headed home and "rotted" at home since.

later on, going to meet up with gk, bizhi, jm, jk, bikong and daniel... not sure who's going to have dinner with us. yup, having dinner at jurong point.

eNd

-- 11:50 PM; Monday, December 26, 2005
today's my birthday.

i went to meet yvonne. she gave me a present. i'm so touched by it. it is very nice, perhaps, not even words can describe how nice it is. i shan't elaborate much on it.

then went to meet up with gk, dabizhi, bikong, jm, hy, daniel and louie, then we proceeded to queensway. we walked around looking for shoes.

anyway, i had my ear pierced. it's not that pain. i got a scolding from my mother. she asked me not to go for another one, but i'm going for a second one.

i did not have a birthday cake. and to my surprise, my cousin, YVONNE PHUI, baked me a cake. many thanks to her.

-laughs-

these are some pictures of it and some pictures that are taken on the eve of christmas.







we did that at the bus interchange, and people were like staring at us like we're some creatures...





the cake baked by my cousin



it's common to see santa on my cake every year, since my birthday is after christmas.


some additional pictures to turn you on..... prepare for the WORST!



hope jenrine doesn't mind...



are you able to spot that underwear in there??!! it's taken at clarence's house just now...

yesterday was christmas, and today is my birthday. how did i spend my day yesterday?

i went to play volleyball, after that, danis and i headed to plaza singapura to meet shao xian and we went to glasshouse to meet yuenyin and jenrine to satisfy our stomachs.

i saw chun liang on my way home. im shocked. she IS prettier and more feminine as compared to last time. =D

i'm bored.

it's my birthday, and it's also the 1st anniversary of the tsunami. what should i do?

tomorrow i have s paper selection test.

most of my secondary school friends had forgotten that today is my birthday

my life is just that sad eh.

-sighs-

eNd

-- 1:11 AM; Sunday, December 25, 2005
An additional entry.

i took a colour test and i found out mine is green. of all colours, green, the colour i found the most disgusting. =_=

anyway, it goes like this.

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

i went out to town yesterday to get some clothes and bags. and i ended up getting only a bag and 2 shorts at bugis.

hmmm.. i was with my ex classmates. (2-4'02) yimon did not go to work, she faked that she had diarhea. *laughs* we walked around aimlessly looking for shoes for guo kiang. i realised that puma shoes are nicer than nike shoes. =D

clarence is really unlucky. there are some events that happened today and i cant recall all of them but only happen to recall two incidents. today, he caused the bus to breakdown and the bus hadn't left the station. secondly, he caused my hp to jam. i found no problem sending to others but i have a problem when i send the file to him..

*laughs*

what logic. +_+

took some photos and i will upload later. i want to DOTA now. =D

it was a fun day, needn't elaborate on what we did yesterday. it's christmas now, and tomorrow is my birthday.

Merry Christmas people!!

eNd

-- 12:33 AM; Saturday, December 24, 2005
most singaporeans are FUCKTARDS. how far do you agree?

my answer to that question is, YES and i firmly agree and i agree to a large extent. perhaps a percentage of 99.9999999999999999999999.........% why do i say so? it's just as simple. as mentioned in my previous entry on my WORST cinema experience. that is one example. in addition, the topic i often complain about, the TRAIN accident.

today, i was travelling towards yio chu kang station and i alighted there. i was there to go nyp to play volleyball. (i side tracked) anyway, when i was alighting, even before the door was opened, i saw many of those horrid creatures, perhaps, hungry looking monsters that looked as if they have starved for 3 years, their hunger for seats is insatiable (is that the correct word?) what CRAP. of course, when the door opened, i couldn't get off. due to that fact, i squeezed and forced the tiny weenie me, as compared to those horrid looking gagantic monsters, out of the train. in fact, my arms accidentally brushed my shoulders on one fat lady's breast, passed her nipple. it ain't my fault. it's her fault for being inconsiderate blocking the entire way. if she was out of my way, nothing like that would happen.

singaporeans are getting uglier day by day. in fact, they were always ugly. as i've always said, better services are often offered to foreigners, especially caucasians ( angmohs ), but to students like us, who actually really cares? ain't students humans too? shouldn't such services be offered to all who frequent the shop? we're all customers, aren't we? students are poor people? in fact, i think such thinking is wrong. students are the ones who are more willing to spend their money. down look down on us students.

anyway, i hate those people who block the paths of passengers. i would always describe these people as brainless creeps, no, creeps is too nice for them, brainless barbarians would be a better word, and i totally agree with that. if there is a better word, please tell me.

eNd

-- 11:08 PM; Thursday, December 22, 2005
today, i went to woodlands library to have my homework done. yes, and i'm finished with 2 tutorials. 4 more tutorials to go, 3 physics assignments to do and tons of online assignments.

i'm in deep shit.

most probably, i'm unable to finish everything. i won't be touching my homework for the next 3 days after friday. those days aren't use for doing homework. it's for us people to enjoy ourselves.

tuesday.. the day i need to sit for my selection test for the maths and physics s paper. am i able to do it? i think i'm not able to do it. it's been a long time i've touched my work. ha. hopefully, i can get through the selection test and finish ALL my homework before the "depletion" of my holidays.

keep me busy, i don't want to think about it. really, it's terrible. i'm regretting it now.

eNd

i met up with iswan and danis to go to the library today to do our homework. obviously, we couldn't finish most of it, there were too much work that needs to be done. i had sore eye when i was doing my maths halfway. WHAT A DAY! my eyes are still not that fine yet despite the drops i had in my eyes when i was in yoshinoya. but we did not have our dinner there, we had it at burger king.

then i left to meet mata (his real name is lester) and siew chin. siew chin and i were slapping each other all the way, until the end of today. she started it. i did ask her to stop but she continued. to protect myself, i tried dodging and gave her some slaps back as well. =D but soft ones. she gave me real hard ones. =_=

there ain't training tomorrow. i'm feeling quite bored.

the bus wait was long. i couldn't get home fast. the trip home is long too. that gave me ample time to think through alot of things. the psat, the present and the future. i still couldn't decide what step to take next. i don't know what to do. i know it's bad to keep things to myself and there's a need to share, to consult someone. as mentioned, people have their darkest secrets, and this is it. however, it has been bothering me, the spare time i have would have allowed me to think. i hate that. please keep me occupied.

EnD

-- 10:17 AM; Wednesday, December 21, 2005
"Rules of the game: post 5 weird and random facts about yourself,then at the end list 5 people who are next in line to do this.Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."

1. i play the piano

2. i don't like dancing. it makes me look weird.

3. i like maths. it challenges my brain. =_=

4. i'm from IJC. school really sucked.

5. i'm feeling bored doing this. jenrine, you are very "wu liao"

i don't want to pass it on. =P

just read cherling's blog and decided to share it.. this is so funny..

One upon a time there was this woman who looked like Cher[the singer].

She may have once been beautiful, who knows? But now, she just looks scary beyond all reason.

So anyway, 17 years ago this woman had sex with an albino, and after that, she got a baby daughter who looks really pretty, and her face was white as snow, her hair a jet black, and her lips red as blood. The proud mother called her Snow White.

The albino daddy of Snow White decided to turn gay, so the mother brought her baby daughter to the local pub where she could drown all her sorrows. Alas, she got drunk again, but this time, the one night stand turned out to be a Prince! The desperate Prince was forced by his dying mum to marry a fat and ugly princess from the next country before he could be King, so he decided to marry Snow White's mum instead, faking his mum that Snow White was his daughter but he was just afraid to acknowledge her a year ago.

The Prince's mother died and the Prince was made King, making Snow White a princess.

Now there's a problem. As the Queen got older and more wrinkled, the King seems to eye beautiful Snow White more and more. One day, the Queen saw the King touch Snow White's hands lustily!

"AHEM!"The King and Snow White jumped apart.

"My King, it has been long since you gave me a gift.... I want a servant who can tell me how beautiful I am everyday, because apparently my daugther is getting more attractive than me, isn't she?!! HUH?!"

The King gave a loud grunt and heck cared the Queen, so the angry Queen smacked the King on the head with a piece of Char Siew.

"Oww~! That fucking hurts! What was that for? And where did that piece of thing come from?!"

"Its for ignoring me, you bastard! And its apparently called a Char Siew, this thing. Someone mailed it to me. I find no use for it except to whack you.""Whatever. You are a wrinkled as Lee Kwan Yew."

"Who is that?!"

"Some Chinese man which our prophet says will be the most wrinkled man on Earth in future."

"Our prophet always talks bullshit! Ask him to predict the next war and he will say something like, 'Do-do birds will be extinct.' Wtf? Do-do birds will never be extinct, they are everywhere! What an idiotic prophet we have!"

The King took advantage of the situation, grabbed the Char Siew, and smacked the Queen on the head.

"Go get urself that magic mirror in my room and stop yakking and yakking! Leave me alone with Snow White!"

"I thought you loved that mirror?", the Queen asked.

"It used to tell me my dick is the longest in the world but now it refuses to look at it since I tried to shove it into its mouth."

"YOU WHAT? DISGUSTING BASTARD!"

"I am King. I do whatever I want."

So anyway, the Queen got hold of the mirror."Mirror mirror on the wall, tell me, who's the fairest of them all?"The guy in the mirror woke up, and said, "Michael Jackson after his bleaching? No. Actually, Snow White. Duh. Did you even for a moment think it was you? You are scary beyond all reason! Anyway, wait till you hear what that husband of yours did to me!"

The Queen gave the mirror no chance to do that. She whacked it with the piece of Char siew and it smashed into a million pieces.

"Lai ren ah!", she screamed. "Kill Snow White for me!"

Luckily for Snow White, she was hiding behind the door when all these happened. She ran to the well, and started to sing about how some day her prince will come.Walking idly, she arrived at this little hut. Being the rude and ill-mannered princess she is, she walked into the hut without knocking, and saw 7 little dwarves watching soccer in underwear. One of them was reading a porn magazine.You think Liang Po Po is the ugliest thing since evolution, but you have no idea. A dwarf in underwear is infinitely worse.Snow White screamed in horror.But too bad for Snow White. A scream is the last thing she should have done, because it immediately idenifies her as a lady and what would seven ugly men living alone want? A maid of course.

The dwarves shoved Snow White into the room, and started to get her to clean up the house, while they continued drinking ale while watching soccer. With this, Snow White lived for a few months. She particularly hated Sneezy the dwarf coz he always throws his used tissues around. Snow White was held prisoner because she was too dumb to unlock the door.

In case you are wondering why the dwarves are not sexually interested in Snow White, it is because Snow White is too big for them. In physical size.

So anyway, one day the dwarf called Grumpy decided to let Snow White have an apple and take a rest, coz Snow White cleaned his room particularly well that day. What he doesn't know is that Snow White hates him and have put chilli powder into his underwear, but I guess what he doesn't know wouldn't hurt him.

Snow White took a bite and decided to act like she died. She somehow had this feeling that this would get her out of the house. She also read in several story books that a kiss from a prince will revive the dead, and it seems that princes only like to kiss dead girls? So she will pretend to be dead and come to life when a prince kisses her! She tried not to think how disgusting it is if it were the dwarves to kissed her instead.

And what if it was Lee Kwan Yew who kissed her? Oh no! But she will have to take chances.

The dwarves found Snow White dead and shoved her into the forest to rot, and got on with their lives.Snow White laid on the ground, sobbing in her heart, as the forest is a dreadful place and she feels really sorry for herself that she has to live her life this way. Where should she go? She can't even go home, her mum will (literally) kill her! And she didn't dare open her eyes, she was scared the dwarves would still be there; scared of what she will see...

Suddenly, she heard steps of a horse and a man... Not light steps like those of the dwarves... Steps of a real man... And the air was filled with the sensual smell of Davidoff purfume... Ah... What arousal...Snow White knew there was hope. It must be her Prince!! She prayed and prayed that her cleavage can be seen... and that her hair covered that stupid pimple she just got.

The Prince bent down, and gave Snow White a deep, tongue wrestling, lip-locking kiss, which took away Snow White's breath and melted her heart. She could feel his sharp nose and chiselled face against hers, and his luscious lips; they are oh, so soft....Snow White fluttered her long dark eyelashes open, to see a hunky, dark-haired man with dark brown curls looking at her lovingly...

"Oh, you must be my prince!", Snow White exclaimed.

"Yes.... You are beautiful, my Princess...."

"Are u gonna marry me?"

"Yes, my dear..."

"Do you gamble, drink excessively, and watch soccer all the time?"

"No, no, and no..."

"Will you promise to only love me and never have sex with other women, men, or animals?"

"Children?"

"Children as well. And dead people."

"Oh, alright. I suppose you are pretty enough for me to promise that."

"Are you rich?"

"Yes. I am a millionaire."

"Do you have a eight inch number and can last more than 15 minutes?"

"Its 9 and a half to be exact. And I can last for 2 hours."

"Oh my God you are perfect!"

"And I love you, my princess... There... You must be tired.. Let me ride you on horseback to my castle..."

"Yes, yes my Prince..."

With that, Snow White travelled for 3 days on the Prince's horse. She arrived at a construction site.

"Oh, the castle is still building?", she queried.

"Uhmmmm...", the Prince mumbled."Actually I've got something to tell you. My name is Joe Millionaire."

Snow White vomitted blood and died on the spot, this time for real.

-- 11:02 PM; Tuesday, December 20, 2005
today was quite a tiring day. in fact, i did not have enough sleep.

still, i went for training, and met up with austen, iswan and danis. we took a cab to school. anyway, we had our trainings outdoor. actually, i find it fine to train outdoors, but i feel that things aren't that simple. we're the only ones not being able to use the hall IF im not wrong. i shall not talk about it, since i don't know much. no point complaining over it, i mean, we're ALWAYS the ones in the wrong. no one would believe us STUDENTS, WE, STUDENTS of IJC.

but i doubt that they treat us as one...

the superhost results are out! mr kryis ang is at the bottom two. somehow, i hoped he ain't going out this round. an innovian was in that show as well, he voted for mr ang to be out. what crap. mr ang is out. my god. unbelievable.

IDIOTIC SHIT. i hate the results. mr ang shoudn't be out so early. HE SHOULD STAY!! sigh.. can i take back what i said earlier on? haa..

can you believe it? that innovian is crying. CRYING. some of the other hosts as well. MR ANG NEVER CRY! why you people should cry? you guys are being over-sensitive.

nevermind. it ain't my business.

it's a long journey from the station to my home, and i've got lots of time to think through some things. maybe i've been thinking too much recently, that made me feel so... so bad. suicide struck my mind when i was walking home. it came to me as a solution, an end to all my problems and worries. at that point in time, i was thinking about it. but i know, it's not a solution but a sign of escape from my problems. what my problems really are? i don't even know. i just feel bad. there are some things that made me feel inferior, sad, disappointed. sometimes, i don't even know where i stand in people's lives. perhaps, only a passerby or even a pest in their eyes. in fact, this made me feel even worse. i don't really think about my family, because i don't really talk to my family members. i don't talk at home at all unless someone in the family makes an effot to talk to me. i thought of other stuff as well. i feel that i'm a jerk. i regretted for my actions. i really wished i had done nothing, i really do!! danis said everyone will have a secret that only themselves know, in other words, their darkest secrets. i agree with that. there is something that not even my closest friend know. it ain't worth sharing, it carries no meaning. the thought of what i've done really make me feel like an idiot, someone who doesn't deserve such treatments. i'm guilty of what i've done. i really regret for what i've done. i really do. i really hate this. i hate myself. yes i do.

yin hou, danis and steven just went home an hour ago. thinking that i may be able to sleep again, yet i was wrong. i simply cant get any sleep.

yesterday, we went to a club called RAV in boat quay. it was not that great actually. i don't like to dance and the smell of smoke is something i hate. it was boring to me throughout. but since i'm there, i must try to enjoy myself. at a later time, i TRIED to dance, and i found myself ALIEN. there weren't many innovians around, but there were a lot of riverside sec people. this is due to the fact that it is carina's party. we left at around 2+ am. juibian, margaret and shaun/sean/shawn went home. we went lau pa sat to eat. then we left for my house.

they had been dota-ing on my brothers' com since. i tried to stay awake but i was too tired to remain awake.

i'm not the type that goes clubbing. i find it a waste of time and money.

honestly, i felt quite left out throughout the whole thing. that partly explains why i feel rather bored.

eNd

-- 4:35 PM; Monday, December 19, 2005
im feeling BORED!

i was watching the MTV the whole day. well, caught some nice music videos. 2 more hours and i'm going to get out of my house. i don't know where i am going later but i know i wont be back home early tonight, or rather back home in the morning tomorrow.

2 more hours!!

eNd

hmmm.. i was shocked, astonished and out of words, when i recieved a call from the unexpected and the fearsome, the almighty


our dear Mr Eric Wong

knowing that it was him, something went straight into my mind, it's nothing good, never good, what i am about to hear is something bad, and yes, it's true. he was telling me that we are not supposed to be in the hall on saturday (2 days ago). my reaction was,"What? Did i hear it wrong?" and of course, he did ask me a simple question and a question that can stir up even more trouble for the teacher-in-charge.

"Did you people hit against something?"

and of course, i would be honest and said yes, since that day, a bloody hell of a bitchy contractor called up someone and told this matter to this certain someone. and i was convinced that this certain someone is none other than our dearrriiieeeeeeeee Mr Eric Wong.

we have been training on Saturdays since the holidays started and i strongly, FIRMLY BELIEVED that Mr Ho has made the necessary arrangements for that to take place or else how are we able to get into the hall? On the saturday(2days ago), a contractor walked pass and saw us top spinning the ball against the metal sliding doors. (we are not allowed to hit against the wall, because it will dirty the walls. that's what our dearrrrriiiiiieeeeeeee Mr Eric Wong has said. besides, the contractors would be complaining about us dirtying the walls. in the first place, who asked that wretched Miss Yeo to choose those colours, knowing that it would be dirtied easily.) immediately, he called someone up. of course, i spotted that asshole-ic contractor by the door and told the rest. javier went to tell coach and mr ho. WE stopped right away. By the way, there is a hole on the floor of the hall and we did not cause that hole. This simply tells one thing. the type of work the contractors gave was off low quality. you HEARD THAT?? LOW QUALITY!! that's the reason why the contractors kept going back to the hall. they wanted to check if there is anything that is not in place. if the type of work YOU had given is off high quality, there wouldn't be a need for such inspections every now and then. Maybe, once in a while is enough, but it's totally absurb to see these bloody contractors coming in to see every now and then. maybe, MAYBE they are looking for scapegoats to cover up for their low quality work and to our misfortune, it's us.

i'm thinking too much, BUT WHO CARES.

these contractors should simply go and DIE. you people really sucked, and you really do, BIG TIME.

eNd

yesterday, i went for band practice at jurong green community centre. it was my first and last practice of this year. -_- i was late. but i guess that it's fine to be late since i could see people coming in at times. it was rather easy to get my embrochure(i think it's spelt this way) back. on the other hand, it was difficult to get my fingerings right.

after band practice, i left for CCAB to play volleyball. i guess, soon i won't be going there anymore as i need to concentrate on my studies.

later on, my class will be gathering together at the chalet at downtowneast. i'm envying them. i want to go too!! but i have to attend carina's party. tomorrow i have volleyball training, so won't be free to go for the chalet. and wednesday, they have to leave by 1030. =_= so sad.

have to catch some sleep now. good night!

eNd

-- 1:27 AM; Sunday, December 18, 2005
a few hours ago, i went to catch a movie with jo, gk, jm and hd. we watched "KING KONG". it lasted for around 3 hours and i will rate it as 3.5 stars. i think some of the things are left unexplained and there were many gaps in between. but still, it's a nice show.

today's movie experience was like hell. the theatre was noisy and i had to "shhhhh" the fu*k out of these inconsiderate people. they were not only talkative at the part where the climax is being built up but also at parts where there were silence. this has foiled the climax of the whole movie itself. these singaporeans are fu*king rude. i heard from my friend that there are also people from china. looks like these chinese people from china has adopted the ugly side of most singaporeans nowadays and that is simply disappointing. not only that, people left the phones "un-silent" and this is absolutely intolerable. of course, i was pissed and i did make some comments loudly to these people. also, there was a toddler in the theatre who constantly cries at the part where the climax is high. the climax is often spoilt by the cries of this toddler and this has resulted in an anti-climax (what nonsense am i spouting, isn't that obvious enough)

this is the worst movie experience ever.. BELIEVE ME!! WORST!!

eNd

2nd entry of the day -- 3:26 PM; Saturday, December 17, 2005
i just read gk's blog and i found out i forgot to raise up an issue.

on the way home, there is this old woman who has difficulties in moving around and obviously she needs a seat in the train. there is IN FACT, an empty seat IN the train and obviously, i wouldn't sit down on that seat. somehow, someway or another, a brainless and selfish malay lady "chiong-s" towards the seat and sat on it. perhaps the word "lady" here doesn't suit her. in fact, she's a bitch.

WTH

there is actually such people in singapore. but i don't agree with gk's sarcasm that people do not need to exercise since they always RUN into trains just to get good seats or seats. this is due to the fact that, the brainless and selfish malay bitch who "chiong-s" toward the seat is a fat one. in my opinion, i think she's obese. on the other hand, there are people who aren't as blind as the bitch. this chinese LADY gave up her seat despite her being a somebody who is more needy than that bitch. she has big and small baggages to carry around with.

there is also another incident that made me feel like giving that pedestrian a punch in his face. this time round, it's a chinese. i was walking home from the station and there is a traffic light to signal pedestrians and drivers (obviously, anyone who HAS common sense would know its existence) somehow or another, this chinese man who obviously doesn't have common sense crossed the road despite the RED MAN. the car which was turning was driving so smoothly and had to stop abruptly because of that man. this man who doesn't deserve to be called a man shall be renamed as a bastard. this bastard actually stepped back and moved to the path way and shouted some vulgarities and even showed his middle finger.

WTH

it's that bastard's fault for not observing traffic rules. if he's knocked down, i will certainly help the driver. drivers shouldn't be mostly at fault for car accidents. in fact, pedestrians should be responsible for their own actions as well. this bastard is certainly a someone who doesn't deserve this life. i hope the puzzleman (from the movie "SAW II", i cant remember the name of that PUZZLE-MAN) would bring him to a place where he will learn his lesson and being tested on his survival instinct.

WHAT CRAP!

eNd

yesterday was a long day. i went to danis's house to play my playstation. i lend it to him. then, we went to NYP together and along the way, we met ying ying and siew chin. so the four of us went there together. we made an attempt to cheat jenrine that we had left her things at danis's house and we only brought her shoebag. she bought our story and was feeling rather lost. (that's what i think) we were laughing and joking about it. then danis took out her... ballet shoes??? i do not know what that shoe is called, and we burst into laughter. of course we told her the truth a while later and she was ... (i do not know what's that word). then we played volleyball.

time passes real fast, and it's time to go home. we went to have our dinner at New York Pizza (i think) which is located at khatib. then i went to danis's house to stay over.

this morning, we had our training. there were only 9 people. pathetic eh? then we went to have our lunch at pasta mania in causeway point. initially, we wanted to go to iswan's house to play, but his father is at home, so we went home instead.

i am feeling bored... real bored. i have nothing on today. my piano lesson is cancelled and i want to hang out late today. too bad for me.

eNd

-- 12:12 AM; Friday, December 16, 2005
i took a personality test.. and the link is http://haleonline.com/psychtest/

well, i find this quite true. it is not completely accurate, but i can say it is accurate to a large extent. however, we should not let such tests run you down, instead, we should take it as a guide and help us improve as a better person in life.. =D

here goes...

You're an ESFJ
ESFJ
Well, what's there to say about ya, huh? You're a helpful person who places a high value on harmony. You pay close attention to people's needs and wants and work well with others to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. You follow through on your commitments...you like structure and closure and like situations where warmth and compassion is shown. You're at your best by organizing people in getting a job done.

Radiate warmth and fellowship and generally fit in well with your classmates or workers....concerned about the feelings of others and like to help out when possible. You know it's important to give as well as receive and like to donate your services as a volunteer. You like to be with compatible people. You have an easier time making friends and accepting their roles in life... you like doing things traditionally.. you're old-fashioned that way.

You take the parent, spouse, employee or whatever role seriously...you learn best in a situation where you know what you can expect...you don't like continued interruptions..you really have to get along and like your teachers to learn well from 'em, huh? You place a high value on following through on tasks and assignments...you take the time to see how things fit together in the big picture, but this sometimes slows you down and makes you feel like you're learning slower than others...you respect rules and authority.. you do what you can to make sure your relationships run smoothly...

When you're in a leading situation, you pay attention to the needs of others. You often come across to others as friendly, warm and concerned....leisure is to be earned after work is done...like posting on the Storm Palace before playing the games.. ...you like including others in your relaxing... you like to have your social events regularly planned -- like a weekly softball league..

Love means warmth and commitment and you show this to your partner in many tangible ways...like cards and gifts and flowers and so on ...once you're committed, you stay in it even if it's an inconvenience to you...and maybe even longer than it's healthy...because you give so easily in a relationship, you're disappointed if others don't give as freely as you do.. you're more loyal to the institution of the relationship or marriage than the person...when burned in a relationship, you get hurt bad, and may need time to heal and get over it before moving on....you can really hurt someone if you wanted to...

Watch for: you tend to avoid conflict and sweep problems under the rug.. learn how to manage conflict and appreciate that conflict can help people in relationships to understand each other better...value your own priorities more and don't always put others' needs ahead of your own...don't bite off more than you can chew...hard to take or give corrective feedback, isn't it? You may not always ask for appreciation that you deserve...you might need to develop more assertiveness that way..you assume you know what's best for others and state these opinions.. that might rub 'em wrong and make you look bossy and rigid.... don't get so caught up in the details that you forget the larger picture....

ESFJ: "Extra Special Friendly Joiner"

-- 10:36 PM; Thursday, December 15, 2005
i have to write this in proper english... that's what jenrine told me to do..

so here i am.. going to write this in proper english.. perhaps the next time i update, i will need a dictionary to help me with my choice of vocab.. =_=

today, danis, austen and me went to iswan's house before training. initially, i thought we will watch the VCD titled, "Doom". however, we did not. we ended up playing winning eleven and grand theft auto, in short, GTA. that game is funny. we attempted to achieve as many stars as possible in order to "summon" the whole military force to catch us. we searched for cheat codes and tried them. we had used cheat codes like, creating riots on the streets, bikini babes with weapons and the weapon code. the riot code backfired as we got beat up by the ones on the streets and often, we had to flee from those "hooligans". we committed murder and stealing of cars, even police cars and ambulance.

it's really hard updating in proper english.. haa but i'm going to continue this way..

we left for volleyball training at around 4.25.. and we managed to be on time. we "did" warm ups and continued training. today's training is quite boring. luckily we have bryan lim today, or else we wouldn't have stayed till 730.

i felt rather down today. this feeling really sucked. sometimes, i really wished that i hadn't been entrusted with such............ and somehow, i wished that i could go back in time and re-write my life, make the right decisions...

eNd

today is another day where i hung out with certain pple of M45... PLUS iswan.. haa.. =_= under LY-DEARus's invitation.. =_= thats wad she says.. haa.. well erm... had kfc family feast.. hafta correct ly-dearus's error in her blog.. not 5-2-1.. but 1-3-5.. danis's maths fail.. =_= haa.. hmmm.. ate at PS lo.. actually meet at orchard one.. then change bcos of austen but in the end.. played A game of pool and left.. bloody idiot.. haa!! im growing to like that "bloody idiot" phrase.. haa.. then went to look for XUE ER.. hmmm.. i think.. xue er camouflage herself ba.. cant even find her trademark move in the TTC at cineleisure.. okkkay.. im crapping... =_= ended up.. she worked at somerset.. KUKU!! then we helped a blind man.. helped him read his SMS.. i was like.. WTH!! the msg is something like this...

"im like a sleeping beauty just awoken from my sleep...(the rest i forgot ler.. )"

bloody hell.. im so damn embarassed.. =_= but nvm..

then danis me iswan left for tpy to meet mata.. (not police, that's his name) then went to play vball at ccab.. then quite idiot la.. danis was like.. saying the "gayshit" out of everyone hu appears gay to him there.. okkay la.. kinda gross actually.. worse than the SAW II.. not all la.. some specific individuals.. =_= then.. played vball lor.. i play centre.. wahahaha.. mata said something which is quite insulting...

"woah.. for the first time i saw u spike so nicely..."

wth.. haa.. but nvm.. i take that as a compliment.. hmm.. i shall improve further to make sure my spikes are all like that.. AS NICE AS JUST NOW!!

danis left the wristbands at CCAB.. he went back to take it.. +_+ luckily he found it.. or else need to get something else for ying ying.. so.. wads the moral of the story?? dun leave ur things with danis.. haa.. =_= MY GOD.. just remembered my PS is still wid him.. hope my PS is fine.. =_= CRAP..

the wait for the bus and the trip home is freaking long.. finally.. i started reading a story book.. wah kao.. cant stop reading mann.. haa.. that book is nice.. haa.. thanks iswan.. LoL..

tmr haf training.. hope everyone attends.. =D

eNd

part 2 -- 9:57 PM; Tuesday, December 13, 2005
today went out wif M45 pple.. watched movie had lunch..

dammit.. saw2 is disgusting.. WTF is that show.. i shudnt haf watched it.. the moment i stepped into the cinema.. i was like.. WTH is this show.. but nvm.. managed to 'watch' the show.. anyway.. it has a nice storyline.. haa...

hmmm then attend training.. damn slack.. was hoping for tough training... i think we are trained as if we're girls... neh neh.. i dun wan that... bloody hell.. tougher training for the guys pls... =D

hmmm... back to wad i wanna say...

i can only depend on 5 guys now.. i cant depend on the 6th and that is u... giving me inconsistent answers.. lying to me.. msged u say nv recieve.. wad crap is that.. even allen recieved and he asked me not to waste money on overseas msgs.. all the crap reasons u gave me.. honestly.. i din accept.. obviously u're lying.. im not being biased.. but.. dun u think u are a pooor liar??

hais.. we're a team.. not individuals.. any action of urs affect others.. so mind u..

had dinner wid the guys today.. and was like.. in a wth mood.. but dinner was totally crap.. IDIOTIC.. haa.. damn stupid larh... initially.. wanted to con juibian of the chilli n coke joke.. and causing him to haf chilli suace on his hand.. so.. the brilliant me.. tried to push his hand down.. to MY MISFORTUNE.. and to his FORTUNE.. and given his reaction speed.. i smacked the "mixture" and splashed the mixture almost everywhere.. DAMMIT.. i dio.. it landed on... danis t shirt, the seats, the table, the straw, the milo cup, somebody else's clothes, below my eye, my cheek, austen's bag, the top of the chair, practically almost everywhree.. LoL.. but nvm.. it's kinda.. FUN n stupid.. n DUMB of me.. =_= haa.. nvm.. so after that washed hands and went home lor.. dinner was really crap.. haa...

eNd

seriously.. im very pissed off with u... saying u will come.. ended up never come.. hold on.. we are a team.. we cannot perform individually.. and every member matters.. and if u were to never come for every training.. let me ask u one qn.. do u think u can do well????????? seriously.. the guys lacked alot alot alot alot alot of trainings and.. imagine this.. we're training with the girls and we're not even the girls' standard..

we have gone thru the first 3 months together.. struggling to prevent us from being disbanded.. and we did it.. during the competition.. we met not so strong opponents.. okkay.. that was luck.. and we managed to get a victory from one of the matches.. okkay.. this is something that was achieved and it means alot.. in other words.. we can do it if we work hard.. din our efforts pay off?? it may mean nothing to u.. but somehow.. it matters to others.. i dun wan our efforts to go down the drain.. if that's the case.. i wun be here.. i will be in other schs.. considering JJC as my last choice..

seriously.. im very worried for next year.. im trying my very best to improve as much as possible.. (despite the slack trainings) im not going to beg u to come.. but somehow.. each and every one of us is valuable to the team.. any action of urs would affect others.. so think carefully b4 u act..



im in a wtf mood today.. bloody hell... u wan us to support u? SURE NO PROBLEM WE WILL.. i dun wan anything back.. but can we have ur support as well???????????? im seriously quite.. SIANED today.. bloody hell... i seriously am!!

hais.. let me hope for miracles to happen... honestly.. i need miracles.. =_=

eNd

today.. was boring.. but i became more fun when it was in the evening.. i went to NYP to play vball.. haa.. made new frens... hmmm.. still quite fine la.. but today.. i played til damn sucky... haa.. but nvm.. hmmm... ytd is mata bday.. the day b4 ytd was siew chin.. took a photo wid her..



abit.. not nice.. haa.. cos i very smelly.. oops.. haa.. accompanied her for dinner that day.. LoL... with mata..

then today mata bday.. accompanied him for dinner with his teammates..

hmmm... later got outing with m45 pple.. haa.. =D

hope its fun.. haa..

then got training oso.. must bring the souvenirs.. so troublesome.. =_= haa..

but nvm..

eNd

-- 12:44 AM; Monday, December 12, 2005
today went to catch a concert.. then went to play vball. thats all i did.. n im feeling sucky now..

seeing how those pple spike their balls just demoralise me.. making me feel so damn inferior.. and also.. looking at them playing.. just simply tells me one thing... innova jc volleyball really is very lousy as compared to them.. that includes me.. and i noe there are a few reasons why we're lousy...

firstly.. pple dun even attend trainings.. how are they going to improve...?
secondly.. the coach doesn't really care abt the boys.. so.. how are we going to improve?
thirdly.. i feel that some show no interest in coming for trainings anymore.. so.. wad abt it? i duno..

so wad if i try to get things rite? i put in all my efforts to get thigns rite... does anyone even care...?

hmmm... mayb im thinkin too much.. MAYBE..

its just too bad for the boys' team.. JUST SIMPLY TOO BAD...

eNd

Be sure to read finish!!! dun stop halfway ok!! -- 1:28 AM; Saturday, December 10, 2005
today's entry would be a damn long entry.. as it talks abt the days when im in CHIANG MAI!! wahahahaha.... im kinda having this post M45 blues now.. haa..i missed the mountains.. the soil.. the mist.. the cold weather.. the low temperature.. the vapour that comes out from my mouth when i talk.. and most importantly.. the kids!! and.. pple from M45!!! haa.. din regret going.. instead i felt like staying there!!!

Day 1 (02 Dec)

had my first flight!! haa.. the taking off was fun.. but kinda embarassed cos i said "woh" quite loudly... haa..then i think it took around 2 hours to travel ba.. saw the scenery.. KAO.. DAMN NICE.. but too bad.. my cam was in the bag.. i had to borrow it from joel... SHUCKS... then talk and slept during the 2 hours and when reach... we're the last ones to leave the checking of passports... why? cos.. it's quite slow in thailand.. =_= then we were taught some simple thai by the tour guide and we headed for the chinese restaurant!! MY GOD!! IT'S SUPERB..haa.. and.. they celebrated bdays of december babies together.. =D i was one of them.. i cant forget that.. haa.. quite a surprise actually.. Shirley(our other tour guide who was wif us for the full 7 days) bought a cake for us.. haa.. then had some picture taking.. that danis is really an idiot.. again.. throw cake in my face.. n my whole face was cake.. literally.. the whole face... then headed for 7-11 for some stuff since we're staying in a hotel for the nite.. my god.. it's luxurious.. =_= haa.. but it's only for one night..

Day 2
we had to wake up very early.. =_= for breakfast... erhhh.. it's a buffet.. my goodness.. haa.. its nice la... im in a "im on a holiday" feeling.. haa... then after that.. we went to "MAKRO" a supermarket.. and got some stuff...for the stay in the village where we're all staying in for the next 5 days.. din get a lot of stuff la.. haa.. then we headed for the village.. we guys sleep in a big room which can squeeze all 14 of us where the girls slp in the chalets.. =_= not fair.. haa.. they got toilets in their room. we dun haf.. we gotta go out the room.. and if u wanna bathe.. gotta go to mr sim's n miss tan's chalet.. =_= but nvm.. then 2nd day we were bz with the "administration".. haa.. aftetr tt.. we headed for the sch.. then played with the kids since we're given free time.. haa.. and im freaking amazed with xue er n lydia.. so fast with the kids so good ler... haa. at nite got briefing.. then go back slp.. it's 11 plus then... hmm.. actually i slept later.. danis n i went to look at stars.. haa.. i saw a shooting star!! finally sia.. haa.. then went inside sleep.. wah lao.. next morning they told me that i spoke thai when i was slpin!.. haa.. they said that it was fluent.. myt goodness.. oh.. danis slept beside me... haa. he thot i was otking to him.. and he woke up bcos of that.. =_= haa..

Day 3
we had PT in the morning.. and that was the oni PT la.. why? cos marina was singing the whole time.. LoL.. shes the rainmaker.. LoL.. haa.. danis lead the PT.. do the volleyball trainings de warmups =S haa... brilliant ehs... and the feedback was... FUN.. wAHAhahaaA!.. stupid sia.. but nvm.. then we're given free time again.. but some of us went to build the library.. haa.. then some play with the kids.. anyway.. we're given free time again.. ha.. then saw the kids play vball.. haa.. guess wad.. the welfare grp went to play with them.. =X ehs.. btw.. the welfare grp made up of me austen danis n enhuo (oops.. i excluded joel) the rest of the others either played with other kids or walk around exploreing... so.. the girls played with the kids.. and idiot.. they tell the kids to call me BEN BEN(Ben Dan de Ben) and.. the kids remember me by that name.. haa.. =_= oh ya.. the kids there.. in the afternoon.. were playing everywhere.. SPORTS.. its like sports sch la.. they were playing badminton, soccer, vball in their own grps.. running everywhere.. =_= im very stunned.. haa.. and oso happy la.. see the kids there so happy.. and enjoying.. haa.. then at nite got bonding session.. +_+ then around 11.. then see the girls do outdoor cooking.. LoL.. ate some and went to slp..

Day 4
it was the king's birthday.. they had no sch.. haa. no lessons.. play with the kids.. haa.. so.. there were volleyball... the welfare grp except joel went to play la.. haa... so shuang rite. haa... hmmm.. we had to take a break from the building of the library.. for the cement to dry.. the windows are up.. =_= ooh ya... haa.. we went around the village in trucks!! OH MY GOD.. so nice.. ha... i mean.. the wind blow into ur face.. and stuff.. haa.. then there were 3 trucks.. stupid sia.. we bombed each other on trucks.. =_- shouting across.. LoL... then we went to botanic garden.. haa.. got some photos there.. and souvenirs too.. =_= then visited the farms.. actually going to visit the waterfall.. but too bad.. cannot.. cos.. they charged ten times the price of the normal price for foreigners.. ARGH... then when we headed back to the sch.. we're given free time.. haa... some of us go continue build walls.. the rest.. play wif the kids lor.. or go explore the village...

Day 5
today was the day we had to teach! haa.. me n danis n enhuo n joel went to teach the same clas.. then we played some ice-breaking games.. haa..those games that were played when we were young.. then after that.. for serious busines.. we started teaching english.. en huo oso taught but.. enhuo taught awhile n left.. cos he went to help out building the library.. but joel.. simply sat in clsas doin nothing.. that.. YUCK.. dun tok abt him... then finish teaching was meal time.. during meal time.. we ate finish fast.. and played vball with the kids.. haa... fun larh.. n funny oso... then after meal.. we taught them arts and craft.. and the day just ended like that.. hmmm... the kids call me ben ben.. partly bcos of xue er and oso i told them.. avoid confusion.. haa.. i think my name is hard to pronounce too.. haa... ben ben was my name for the whole trip.. =_= haa.. anyway.. the library was forming..LoL.. then we headed to the top.. we wanna get to the top of the mountain.. but.. and we managed to find a spot that is nice.. haa.. hmm.. took quite a number of photos.. and enjoyed the scenery there... =_= time isnt waiting.. soon.. we need to leave.. cos the sun sets very early there.. =_= then headed back to the sch had our dinner and head back to our dorms..

Day 6
this was the day where we had cultural nite.. then in the mornin.. as usual.. teach again.. we ewnt to help to expand and rearrange the garden.. haa.. en huo went.. so left me n danis..(joel cna be left out.. since he keeps laze-ing around..) taught the kids something new.. haa.. prepare them for the campfire.. LoL.. but during afternoon. go cement the walls.. haa.. actually wanted to go up to the spot again..cos.. it has a very nice scenery.. +_+ but nvm.. after playing.. went to look for the handmade wrist band.. hmmms.. manage to find the shop thanks to lydia's help.. LoL.. okkay.. anyway.. its very rare to see vapour coming out of ur mouth.. so.. we're quite fascinated to see vapour coming out of our mouth.. =X haa.. so keep making the vapour.. LoL!! then at nite.. we had a campfire.. we exchanged cultures.. had a BBQ n our very own fashion show(the four races wearing traditional costumes..) Lol.. and the performances we put up.. they too put up some performances.. nice.. =D then.. the campfire ended.. sad larhs.. but still.. campfire was fun. memorable.. then we expose our mortal.. and.. okkay.. made guesses who our angels are.. =_= my angel was lydia.. din expect to be her.. BUT.. she is very sweet.. haa.. sincere oso.. =_= she gave me a stone and a brick, a pair of chopsticks, a cup noodle and a transparent cup.. each with some writings on it.. haa.. nice.. THANKS LYDIA!! =D but joel guessed that it was me.. YARH TRUE!! i was his angel.. i din gif him anything.. anyway.. initially wanted too.. but he managed to piss me off everyday.. so din wan to.. LoL.. then.. we had to end ler.. cos.. needa slp.. =_= time really flies.. but i din really slp la.. me danis n austen went to the girls room to help with the souvenirs.. and then.. they watched soccer.. haa.. but i was too tired to stay up.. so slept.. =X haa.. i slep in the middle of the bed.. and they were complainin to me abt me slping in the middle where they had to be in weird postitions in order to fit in.. LoL!! okkay.. wah lao.. i commit some embarassing things happen when i was slping.. haa.. =X

Day 7
had breakfast and then the welfare comm went to cement the walls.. okkay.. the pig aint around.. nice to build lar..haa.. im the pro-est of them all.. =X Lol.. but.. its not my future job.. managed to cement the whole piece of wall.. LoL.. after finishing cementing the wall.. we play vball wif the kids.. haa.. =X they got team la.. so we play oso lor.. ha.. but we play slack slack de.. cos.. they kids.. =_= then.. had this farewell ceremony.. okkay.. some pple cried.. took photos.. put our names on the walls and left.. it's hard to say goodbye.. relaly.. damn hard.. i teared.. =_= but it din flow out.. hmmm.. yarh.. some cried.. bitterly.. hais.. sad to see those sad faces.. =_= then we headed back to the hotel.. and had our baths.. and dinner was at some thai restaurant.. haa.. nice dinner.. but abit boring larhs.. ha.. then watched their performance.. and left to take some photos.. then.. we lit a lantern.. =_= my goodness.. it flew real high.. =_= okkay.. i made a wish.. it is believed that it will take away ur bad luck.. haa. and wishes come true.. eh? haa. not sure.. then after that went to the night market.. shopped for 2 billabong t shirts and shorts. haa.. =_= bargain like siao larhs.. haa. fun.. LoL.. the welfare comm.. without the pig.. that enhuo.. buy so many things. haa. he idiot la he.. then we took a tooti or wadsoever.. that advertisement.. the.. visa advertisement.. the Mr. Bosnan thing.. haa.. 4 in that.. quite squeezy larh.. haa.. but its nice lor.. enjoying the wind.. wooh.. it moved real fast.. haa.. then we took a photo again.. haa.. then head back to our rooms.. tried the pants n t shirts.. haa.. =_= our last nite in chiang mai.. en huo tired.. so went back to slp.. then the 3 of us stayed up and look for the girls.. played UNO and then went back to our rooms again.. then attempted to stay up and play bubble bath.. since there is a bath tub in the toilet. ha... but we din. we ended up slping.. and late for breakfast.. haa.. but lucky.. we manage to rush and get in time..

Day 8
it's a boring day.. went to the elephant farm.. haa.. quite nice la.. haa.. watched the show.. and took pics with the elephants.. wah!! their mucus.. alot larh.. haa.. fed them and after that went to visit the leather, gem n silver factory.. haa.. totally boring.. slept in the bus a few times.. then finally.. we headed to the shopping mall to haf our lunch cum dinner.. at KFC!! haa.. their KFC is our Pizza Hut here.. REALLY.. the service oso.. then walked around the shopping mall.. bought some stuff and then left for the airport.. haa. i choke up the public toilet.. =X haa.. oh ya.. back at the village.. the girls spoilt the pipe and flooded the toilets.. and the guys choke the toilet bowl in mr sim's toilet.. so funny!! Mr yip was traumatized back then.. LoL.. okay.. back at the airport.. took dozen of photos.. and then.. finally board the aeroplane.. din get to sit the window seat.. danis sat there.. haa.. me sitting in the middle.. en huo beside me.. throughout the trip we were slpin.. =_= slept on enhuo shoulders for the entire trip.. haa.. his arm got numb sia.. =_= then finally.. reached changi airport.. and then we collected our bags and left for our homes.. haa... though the taxi stand was a long queue it was fast.. danis family came.. lydia oso.. hmm.. leaving me enhuo having to take our own cabs.. ya.. then i took cab with xiu zhen n en huo with xue er.. haa.. thanks lydia.. for ur presents again.. =D haa..

anyway.. in conclusion this trip is superb.. haa.. i cant wait for another overseas trip!! haa.. oh ya.. was told to write reflections.. hmmm.. yea.. i will put my reflections entry on my next entry.. =D

eNd

-- 12:57 AM; Friday, December 02, 2005
now at danis house.. wah lao.. so funny.. the mother n son conversation.. LoL!! BUI TAHAN AH!!!

well erm.. today had meetin early in the morning.. haa.. after meeting went to is wan's house watch VCD and play ps2.. haa.. damn funny at his hse.. so fun oso..LoL.. esp the part where danis duno how to continue playing the game and repeatedly killed the monster upteen times.. and oso.. austen is damn stupid la.. keep making stupid n funny comments.. +_+ they played fifa oso.. we watch resident evil2.. haa..

then went for vball training.. stupid larhs... that danis go scare austen.. and austen freaked out. haha.. then he kept denying that he was shocked.. haa.. but hu cares.. LoL.. then we learn how to dive forward.. haa.. each of us dun dare to dive forward.. cos.. keep hitting our body parts.. +_+ haa.. then had some serious trainin.. haa.. then we play match.. i n coach one team then the rest divided into 6 each.. total got 3 teams.. haa... damn fun..

that stupid danis keep bullying his mom.. but still it's funny.. cant stand it.. haa

leaving for chiang mai ler.. haa.. wun be blogging til next sat ba.. haa.. cya guys..

eNd

-- 12:05 AM; Thursday, December 01, 2005
having my cup noodles now.. =_= nv ate dinner.. haa

was doing my arts n craft in the whole afternoon.. =_= haa.. and in the evening.. played vball.. haa.. got to noe 2 new frens.. =_= mada (dunno issit his real name) n danny.. wahs.. they veyr lihai. haa.. i played setter. =X woops.. haa.. me. =_=

it was fun la.. and a nice experience.. now i noe y we cant do some of the things in court le.. haa.. =_=

eNd

to tired to continue any further.. still need to finish my arts and craft..