.... -- 9:13 PM; Sunday, October 30, 2005
im sick...

terrible flu... someone.. save me from this virus... =_=

well.. went to mcafe today at jp.. with hwain n louie.. they wanna study chinese.. so went there wif them.. i ended up drawing pictures... and i drew lin wan.. wahahaha... then.. i suddenly had flu... god noes wad reason...

kept sneezing the whole day... and then.. got one time.. something gross happened... i sneezed.. and the thing flow out and drip on the chair...!! eew.. and a lady saw... thats the worse thing that can happen to me.. a lady saw me sneezing and the liquid came out... eeew.. =_=

so drew whole day.. its fun drawing.. haa... then after that... they suggested to go to te arcade.. =_= i wanna go home!! cos im feeling rather sick... so played awhile.. then go buy panadol..

then on bus.. saw this person.. playing his mp3 on his phone... hmm.. not happy larh.. so noisy... somemore the music is like.. terrible... so... i took out my phone and pretended taking photos of us... and then said somethings.. LOL.. -public nuisance-

then reach home.. gotta slp now.. im feelin so sick..

tmr got chinese paper. i hope i cud get a B4... or B3... i dun wanna fail...

~EnD~

my goodness.. went to yvonne lee.. not ijc one.. JSS one.. haa.. my ex classmate.. so went her house watch movie.. "deuce bigalow".. that show is stupid.. i dun think its nice. haa.. went there rite after my piano lessons.. seems like i haf to discipline myself more. got a scolding from my piano taecher for not praticing... =_= but nvm.. all was gone after i went to yvonne house... with gk huiyin louie.. wahaha.. so funny.. that show is funny.. but.. its abit stupid... LoL..

hmmm.. took alot of pictures larh.. and got one photo.. huiyin zhao geng.. =X hahaha... but.. i shant share it.. LoL... damn farni.. but after that went home lor.. initially dun wan go de.. the way they put the words make me feel guilty arh.. haa... peer pressure -roll eyes-

but it was worthwhile!! haha.. managed to find those good times.. haa...

that louie.. hes vain.. always lookin after his "nice" hairstyle.. LoL...

hahaha... i cant wait for OP to be over!! and ya.. my com is finally okakay!! haa...

[im on a quest to look for my "twin"]

... -- 11:31 AM; Saturday, October 29, 2005
im so bored.. nothing to do... there is no nice tv shows!!! arh!! i wan go out!! it sux man. monday got chinese AO level exam... grrr... dammit.. im so damn bored larh...

i got my com back.. arh.. its working again..i was hopin for it to spoil.. so that can get a laptop.... haa.. but now its ok ler.. =_=

theres nothing to do today.. so sian!!

... -- 10:31 PM; Friday, October 28, 2005
my computer spoil larh!!!

sian larh... =_= im using xingzhi's laptop now.. to use my home de internet... clever hor~~ haa.. left one computer at home.. and didi is using it to play his games now... grrr!! my other didi de monitor missing.. haa.. he cudnt play his com... mine lei.. CPU spoil.. send for repair today... dunno when will it be back... =_=

hope it will be back soon.... i wanna download anime... LOL.. NARUTO!!! arh!! haa....

im so damn bored... i wanna go out!! do something!! haha.. so sian.. stuck at home.. nth to do...

wanna go ice skating lei.. haa.. hope the first thing to do after OP is go ice skating.. wahahahah.... i wanna go skate skate skate...

oh ya... blog about Mr Chu.. haa.. since he's reading it mah.. anyway... his eyes are scary... thats the oni thing i dun like.. the way he stares at u.. got the killer scent... oo... scary... =S haa... other than that.. hes fine.. and nice.. haha...

he dun allow me drop econs..!! haa.. but i nv say i wan drop either... must try larh.. see next year how lor.. haha.. try my best.. slowly improve.. LoL...

=D

EnD...

[ im on a quest to search for my "twin" ]

today din attend cross country training... hai.. i duno wad to do.. im feel really really tired... i seem to be unable to do another sport.. i feel real tired...........

anyways.. today celebrate 3 frens de birthday.. hmmm.. got danis a t shirt.. wen jin a $30 voucher.. nicholas.. a penguin shaped chair with a lot of blue stuff in it.. that reminds me of miss yeo.. and that reminds me of nigel.. wahahaha...

hmmm.. cannot put alot of things here larh.. i found out got teacher read my blog one.. now he even noe i feel like dropping econs.. hahaha... =X.. okkay ookayy. i wun drop.. LoL.. i try harder next time.. =D

haaa... im looking forward tot hat day i see my "twin" !! haha...

[ on a quest to look for my "twin"... ]

... -- 7:42 PM; Wednesday, October 26, 2005
today went to shop for presents... wahaha.. first time use my POSB card.. haha.. im quite swa koo though... =_= went to shop wif irene.. wahaha.. gonna haf surprise for some people.. haha... din get a wallet for wen jin as promised... but.. got something else instead... haha.. firstly.. cashflow problems.. secondly, cudn't find anything suitable.. =X haa...

that bee hooon... really damn auntie sia.. =_= but its really funny shopping for stuff thats like so kuku... LoL... we almost bought a dustbin for someone as a birthday present.. bcos its blue.. +_+ haha... but we got something else instead...

hmmm.... today had OP refreser course.. okkay.. im being a nuisance to the public lately.. =_= dunno wads got into me... haa...

okkay... im afraid of cockraoches... everybody has their fears rite... so please stop throwing fake cockroaches at me.. cockroaches are in fact disgusting and slimy... it just gifs me the goosebumps when i see them...

hmmm.. i still cant get over the fact that i saw a "twin"... i cant wait to see him again... and take a photo with him... my goodness... he really resembles me alot... or issit i hu resemble him? nah.. both are the same... i sitll cant deny the fact that he is like my reflection.. i really yearn to look at him again!! hahaha.... its so... exciting and scary!! haa.. --><-- (contradiction)

LoL...

[iM oN a QuEsT tO LoOk fOr My "TwiN"]

... -- 9:46 PM; Tuesday, October 25, 2005
WTF!!! i saw someone hu looked exactly like me!! its like.. facing a mirror!! danis jenrine n ying2 saw it too!! omg!! he walked in and smiled at me like how i smiled to my frens in school!!! grrr!! haha. imposter?? -roll eyes-

i have another goal in life.. that is to look for him!! isnt it interesting.. well erm.. i asked my mum just now whether i haf a twin.. she was like.. RIDICULOUS.. so i told her wad i saw... she said.. there are bound to haf some pple hu look like u.. but.. WHY!!!!

TELL ME WHY!!

so.. now.. im looking an answer to this question!! im sooo excited la...

i hope he oso thinks the same way... to look for me... =_=

omg.. i just cant get over it.. i was in daze in the train and walking my way home.. and almost go hit by a car.. =_=

i shall end here...

[my quest.. to look for my "twin"]

EnD

im now in school.. using xz laptop..haha.. she's such a kind soul... to lend me her laptop... later on.. i will have volleyball training.. but its like raining now... the sky is dark.. overcrowded with dark clouds... it seems like a lightning might strike any time... =_= DUH!!

okkkay... im not in such a good mood today.. with the day started way off... so.. i got pissed easily today...

hmmm... doing PW jus now... was kinda... wtf!! pls come and help.. cos.. they were doin some other things.. well erm.. cant blame them either.. there werent anything to do oso..

gotta end here first.. pple watching me updating now. hahaa...

.. -- 4:44 PM; Saturday, October 22, 2005
i dunno wad m i thinkin actually... im really.. really confused with my thoughts... all of the time.. its mixed.. i hope to clear my thots soon.. =_=

hai.. i havent touch my piano for a week now... given the teacher i haf now.. he sure has alot of things to say abt my playing skills.. i feel so inferior when he is teaching me.. my goodness... =_=

yesterday was a tiring day.. so slept damn early n never blog...

gees... ytd hafta hand in the WR.. and i slpt at 1 plus to get it printed.. =_= woke up at 5.30 to go sch to prepare for cheerleading.. SPORTS day wad.. got cheerleading competition n im involved... then. sports day was in the afternoon.. well erm.. my house was the quietest house i think. oni a few opened their mouths.. the rest were either had gold in their mouth and reluctant to open a bit.. and oso.. my house was the oni house who had their UMBRELLAS open.. hmmm.. weird lah.. but nvm..

we got first for cheerleading.. =D

but 2nd for sports day.. but still.. we're the overall champs..~~

and then.. i got bronze for all the events i took part.. =_=

LoL... really damn tired...

today did some ppt slides for PW.. hs came over to my house to do them..

duno wad to add ler..

EnD

... -- 6:07 AM; Thursday, October 20, 2005
this time round i din fail my languages... =D i barely made it.. +_+

i was quite... happy with my results.. just that.. two of my As weren't convincing enough.. my results are as follows:

C Maths - A - 95/100
F Maths - A - 73/100
Physics - A - 74/100
Economics - C - 55.6/100
GP - C6 - 46/100
MT - B4 - 55.8/100

i got 95 for c maths.. 3 marks for careless... DAMMIT.. hmmm.... f maths too.. tons of careless mistakes.. i was like.. wtf... and oso. i threw away 11 marks... GRR.. else.. it would be 81 instead...
ARGH!! but it's all over.. i just have to make sure im more careful...

school was.. BORING~~ we're like having chinese lessons for 2.5 hours each day lah... i cannot tahan la... can diee man...i would rather do something that is more productive...

hmmm.. today got scolded again.. WHY?? bcos of my PW grp leader... the details.. i shant elaborate.. this time round.. i really am PISSED with her.. dun wanna tok to her... and she acted like nothing happen... like whatever... =_=

[LeArN fRoM yEsTeRdAy]
[LiVe FoR tOdAy]
[HoPe FoR tOmOrRoW]

... -- 6:03 AM; Wednesday, October 19, 2005
yesterday was markin day.. and i had to go to school.. +_+ went to school in my rollerskates/rollerblades.. (duno which is the right one) haha.. then there is a 4 by 400 event.. i din run.. cos my class has already sent two representatives.. max 2 from each class... sad case.. haas.. then after that got PW meeting.. hai.. spent the whole morning trying to finish those unfinished and not so well done parts... then got cheerleading.. nahs.. it was hella crazy... i was like so damn hyper... jumping around.. suaning pple.. me n nicholas damn stupid... wahahaha.. do some stupid stuff.. but still he more dumb.. =X we tried to squeeze into the shelf.. and then hongshing took a photo of us inside the shelf from the outside..

then i went for volleyball training... wooohs.. so long nv play ler.. wahahahahx... so damn excited.. but.. it RAINED!! dammit.. of all times... it rained heavily... then we kinda stopped... after that we did something.. like playing DDR lah.. ahaha... but today's training is kinda slack.. (when got training never slack =X) nah.. then i tried to ask alot alot abt my results.. ahaha.. i haerd i got a C for my econs.. hmmmmmmm... -roll eyes- -mouth opened- in utter shock... haha.. not really in shock... just that.. C.. is okkkay la.. needa work harder.. =_= and i got As for physics n maths.. =D i hope my F maths oso A.. wahahah... BUT!! still, i must pass that GP... HOPE to pass.. i mean.. MUST pass.. or else not top scorer oso.. LOL...

woo hooo~~ today going to get our results...! so excited.. =D LoL... im like so impatient.. quick gif me my papers!! haa...

~eNd~

... -- 8:59 PM; Monday, October 17, 2005
yesterday went to play badminton wif my ex classmates.. wahaha.. once a 2/4-er.. always a 2/4-er.. hmmm.. that class is NICE.. cant forget that class though.. wahahaha... mayb i will organise a chalet.. wahaha.. that still depends on my mood.. (looking back at last year.. i chi kui larh.. haha.. but over liao.. dun care)

today's update~~

dammit.. i think im having short term memory.. and some brain damages due to the exams.. +_+ this morning had proven it to me so...

well erm.. i mixed up reality with my dreams.. GRR.. thot i was in the real world when i was dreaming.. and when i was dreaming.. i thot it was real... and then. i got my facts WRONG.. im so not gonna elaborate on it.. =_= and then.. i cant seem to remember the things pple told me a second ago.. and i had to think damn hard to recall it..!! today.. hai.. i practically forget abt everything pple told me.. =_=.. im so.. *dead* +_+

today had 2 talks.. and one hour of fm lesson.. actually.. i think mr goh teach well.. but he never specifically states which topics are in the sylabus.. thats the bad thing lah. haas.. but overall.. i think. he teaches well..

so today after sch got PW meetin.. with miss yap.. now then i realise. how terrible was my grp's WR was done.. OMGG.. okkay.. so i spent the whole day editing the WR's INTRODUCTION!! grr.. oni intro.. =_= oh.. today almost went home wif jasmine.. hmmm.. well. duno her la. so just make my move first.. i will shy one hor~~ LoL.. so thi ri went home wif her. so i walked alone to the station to meet wif the rest of the guys..

wah laos.. that jun xiong.. saw him at jp.. hanky panky.. dunno the girl is hu lai de.. wahaha.. tmr gonna ka jiao him.. wahahahas...

tmr haf vball training.. wahahahs.. so looking forward to it lei.. but no court.. so sad.. im still deciding whether or not to wear rollerblades to school.. im so damn lazy to walk!! hahas...

~end~

... -- 8:58 PM; Saturday, October 15, 2005
television shows are getting more n more ridiculous each day.. also.. getting more and more repitative.. and it shows no originality at all.. okkay.. i may be in no position to say anything bcos i myself haf no idea abt directing anyways..

today.. PW spoilt my plans... GRRRR!!

so.. went to thi ri's house do PW..

nothing much happened today larh... rollerbladed to her house lor.. wahahah..

eNd

hmmm.. -- 7:11 PM; Friday, October 14, 2005
gonna make up for the many many entries that i've not typed.. haa...

but i think.. NO...

wahahas.. finally its over.. indeed.. i've high expectations for myself in maths.. and oso.. hoping to score the highest in level.. wahaha... but.. my hopes seemed to be dashed.. as i heard that someone from my class scored 94.. and it isn't me.. =_= the chances of me.. scoring higher than that?? it's slim.. hais...

so.. today was my last paper... okkkaay.. judging from the comments made by my classmates.. i think im at a better state... i threw away 11 marks.. I FORGOT ABT THAT VECTOR QN!! i was like.. wth.. i realised that during the last 3 minutes.. oh fark.. how to finish in 3 minutes.. so.. i got to let it go though.. it's abit heartbreaking.. cos.. I HAD SPARE TIME AND I MISSED OUT THAT QUESTION!! hais...

it's been really tough studying for promos.. no will.. i've no motivation.. no one to stand by me.. yes.. it may seem that i haf pple standing beside me.. but somehow.. i dun feel their presence... so.. i think i will score worse than my summer test.. =_=

S papers.. nahs.. im giving them up.. no point taking S papers... i m not able to haf the perserverence to study for them.. i dun read up..

okkkayy.. lemme touch abit on my papers...

Day 1... i had my econs paper... omgg.. i haf a feeling that i will get a C or D... nahs.. it wun be an A... hahas... i dun really haf much hopes one my econs.. haas... after that paper.. i went to the sch's library to do some maths...

Day 2... had my maths paper.. okkkay.. early in the morning.. i kept chanting that.. i wan to score the highest for C MATHS.. haha.. best if i can score full marks.. BUT.. hais.. i found out my careless mistakes.. =_= ( also.. after hearing that someone scored 94 in my class and the way the teacher put it, was making me feel that it wasn't me.. hai.. i was shattered... into many tiny bits.. i crumbled... and i had no mood to go out today.. so went home early...)

Day 3.. BREAK!! NO PAPER!!

Day 4... had my physics... okkay.. it seemed that it went well for me.. that stupid irene.. ask em so many qns.. and i found out tons of careless mistakes.. it looks like. i m going to say bye bye to my A~

Day 5... which is today.. had f maths.. the details on top.. haa.. after the paper.. got lessons...=_= maths lesson.. its on mechanics today.. very physics... haa.. but it looks fun~~ but.. im so moodloess that i dun feel like doing anything.. ever since he said that.... those underlined on top.. so after that.. went bowling wif my class.. so i was rather moodless... i feeling very horrible.. DAMN HORRIBLE... even when im bowling.. i feel rather down.. maybe i covered myself up very well that no one notices it.. this.. in addition.. made me feel that.. my presence aint felt.. hmmm.. forced myself to smile quite sometimes.. but yet successful.. i will smile very easily.. but.. it is always difficult to show that im moodless...

jun hao irritated me today... ya.. his keys.. i got irritated easily due to my mood today.. im rather DOWN n moody.. or moodless... he kept swinging his keys.. ever since he stepped into the MRT station.. and then... after the games of bowling. he swung his keys again.. those clinging sounds.. irritated me quite alot... after that went home.. heard that they went for dinner... i din follow.. cos.. i really think that.. i shudn't allow my mood to affect them.. so left early...

im really very moodless now... hais...

im pondering over my subjects.. how well will i score.. i mean.. although the highest wun reflect anything.. but it's a goal that i want to achieve.. i want to achieve my personal best.. okkay... my hopes on my mid course subjects are not really high.. but my desired scores will be...........

GP-C6
Chinese-B4
C Maths- highest in level.. higher than 94 of course.. or equal oso can...
F Maths- A.. a rather convincing A...not a borderline A...
Physics- A would be good.. also a convincing one..
Econs- High C... or a Low B... okk.. this is something i think that it's rather impossible..

okkay.. thats all...

ohh ya.. i just remembered something.. S13 challenged my class to maths.. okkkayy... this is getting more n more competitive.. yah.. challenged my class. so shock when i heard that.. my class will certainly prove to be better than them in maths!! hahas...

EnD~~

... -- 9:03 AM; Sunday, October 02, 2005
it's been very long i've last blogged...

im very unprepared for chinese exam tmr... this feeling sucked.. =_=

duno awd to do...

hais..