-- 11:01 PM; Tuesday, January 31, 2006
went out to do some visiting today.
went to meet my 2/4 classmates at jp.
as usual, they were late. headed for daniel's house first.
played blackjack, shared with xin rui.
lost 2 bucks.
then went to have lunch at jp, bentobox.
headed to hengda house via cab.
cheap.
rot there.
don't like to play cards, esp blackjack.
watched tv, played dota, played with hd massage chair.
damn shiok.
then ate too much tidbits.
fell sick.
SAD
went home, they went to gk house.
did my econs homework.
don't know how to do.
so sad.
haa..

End

-- 12:10 AM; Monday, January 30, 2006
just watched geisha.. i think it's totally boring, ya, real boring.

i recommend that you guys don't watch it..

haa..

thats all..

end

-- 10:19 AM; Saturday, January 28, 2006
i've not been updating my blog lately. but who cares.

school did not really sucked, partly i got great friends there.

hmmmm... latest update from my school. the ridiculous and the atrocious. students were late because of the school, and not because of the students themselves.

it was drizzling and students were walking to school. there ain't any shelter so students had to walk in the drizzle. the rain wasn't that heavy. it was told that by 7.55, the gate would be locked. but sadly, that was a...... instead, it was locked up at 7.50, despite the fact that it was drizzling.

what a farktard.

well, that day, some moron was on the speaker scolding the students, who were late. i felt angry for them, was late because of the gate was locked even before 7.55. then they were made to walk to the front gate in the drizzle, and the distance covered was like... 542682461874198235 m. and as a result, a bunch of at least 100 students was late on that day.

so sad right?

so the moron was on the speaker scolding the latecomers. an utter waste of time. i hope that moron could just shut up and just go and die. conning the pioneer batch here ain't nice. there are 8, 9 10 pointers in the school where they can go somewhere else. bloody idiot. pathetic moron. you're balding for goodness sake.

eNd

-- 12:31 AM; Sunday, January 22, 2006
hmmm... just heard something that shocked me utterly, and i simply can't accept the truth. it's nothing bad, it's about someone.

totally, i am in shock.

but seriously, it's none of my business. i ain't going to care.

today, the guys had a friendly match with JJC. nice experience. i have learnt something. i realised that i ain't suitable enough to fit what i am given, but instead, i should be a follower. but since i had it, i am going to prove myself worthy. and YES, worthy. however, it seems like no matter what i've done, the message doesn't get through that clearly, or perhaps, nothing at all.

then proceeded with meeting my classmates to have our class BBQ. one word," superb ". it's our one and only outing as a class. but too bad for me, i ain't feeling well. so did not enjoy that much. went to my aunt's house as it's just below koko's unit. (this world is indeed small.)

then, me wenjin yuenchit took a cab home.

currently, i'm exhausted. got to rest.

eNd

[i am what i think, and not what i think i am.]

-- 11:03 PM; Thursday, January 19, 2006
i'm starting to miss the days at thailand. the kids, fellow missioners, and of course, the scenery. fellow missioners, esp the girls, lydia and gang. the time we played heart attack, which i find it ridiculously amusing, forfeits that were atrocious, stupid and foolish.

this is something i find it hard to forget during my first year in IJC.

however, there were times i find it hard to believe that i'm in IJC, which i feel that it's the worse JC ever. even though i never had a chance to crash other JCs, by looking at the principal, the opinion of the school changes almost immediately.

the principal sucked. i really hate her. she has no brains and she doesn't deserve to be a principal.

today, i had training. well, it was raining, so we ended up at the foyer. (due to being banned from the indoor court, where we were accused by our dearriieeeee empress, that we ABUSED the hall. it's a false accusation where we had to accept.)

i'm going to stop the nonsense of wanting to have the court back. i think, i can channel my energy elsewhere instead of fighting for the volleyballers for the court (it has proven useless to fight for it since this school is being governed by a dictator, which is also known as the empress, which makes the school looked as if it's practicing democracy whre the student body had a chance to speak.) i want to improve, improve as much as possible, and by the time competition is near, i'm prepared and able to be a better player in the team.

hmmmm... what a sad life? but i don't care. i'm going to make my life in this school an enjoyable one. i don't give a fu*k of who you are, you are just a puny little ant in my eyes. and i'm never letting you to destroy my life.

fu*ktard.

eNd

-- 7:21 PM; Wednesday, January 18, 2006
today i had my first s paper lesson with my teacher. he's old, ie. experienced.

i think he's intimidating. his maths is like powerful, and mine relative to his, it's of completely two different standards.

OBVIOUSLY, or else he wouldn't be teaching.

found out that by being a teacher, you can earn big bucks too.
im being practical.
i want to earn big money.
i am so going to get my masters, of course, if i can, get first class honors in Uni.

i'm dreaming.

eNd

[quit dreaming, achieve it.]

-- 6:20 AM; Monday, January 16, 2006
what a bad way to start my day with... i had diarrheoa, first thing in the morning. -_-

gotta go, had to leave for school.

eNd

-- 10:03 PM; Sunday, January 15, 2006
basically, i did nothing much today.
i was trying to finish as much homework as possible.
loads of it was left lying there for me to finish.
no one was at home, only my grandmother.
it was quite conducive for me to do.
peace and quiet.

anyway, i ain't a nerd. i may be good in my studies, but i'm not a nerd.

TO YOU: Im not a nerd, stop calling me that. Don't speak to me as if we had known each other for ages.

i don't feel like updating.

i'm tired.




enD

-- 6:20 AM; Friday, January 13, 2006
the j1s joined us for training, they are the enthusiastic lot. it reminds me of us last year during the first 3 months. i hope the j1s would stay in this cca on their own accord. found a few talents.

i found out a number of things recently. i felt rather disappointed about it. too bad for me eh.

i do not know what's my life going to be this year, it seems so unpredictable.

no no, i think, i'm tired.

eNd

-- 10:22 PM; Wednesday, January 11, 2006
i have a new hobby. i'm trying to associate with what i learnt in economics with what our P has done to us (vballers).

imposing a total ban (taken from economics lecture notes)

the reason for such an action is to correct market failure. in order words, to minimise negative externalities (if i'm not wrong) and in fact, we did produce a little negative externalities, (dirtying the walls) but we did eliminate them (cleaning the walls) but some how, there is an outsider that is despicable, using unscrupulous methods, wanting to finish us off (this sounds abit too exagerrating, like villain wants to kill superheros)

so the government (the P) wants to reduce these externalities. so a total ban was imposed.

banning a product totally might involve a greater welfare loss than not attempting to control the situation. (adapted from JC2 economics term 1 2006)

explanation? read the notes yourself. its on page 14. youwill see we will involve a GREATER welfare loss.

did she ever attempt to control the situation?

No.

did she listen to our side of the story?

No.

she makes a poor principal?

yes, she's going to be worse if she is at the judging panel. look at what she's done to the school.

does she make empty promises?

yes, she did not fulfil them at all (this is a rhetorical question)

is she monopolising the school?

DEFINITELY.

eNd

-- 10:01 PM; Tuesday, January 10, 2006
ever since the start of school, i've been trying to keep myself awake during lessons. i failed yesterday. i fell asleep during physics practical. but it was fun during the first period. my classmates and i went to a study room in the library. and the room doesn't seem like a study room. it looked like a nursery. finger puppets, soft toys. i was like, "what the hell is with this place?"

we tried to concentrate and do our unfinished homework. somehow, those toys are disrupting our focus. we played with them. made some videos and it looked stupid.

TOTALLY.

i had a new maths teacher, a mr ma is no longer teaching us. i'm okay with it but... i don't feel comfortable.

seriously, i feel like going poly. +_+

this school ain't like a school to me. we've got no freedom, we've got no say. we can't even use the hall. what for?

to hell MISS principal.

-- 11:26 PM; Thursday, January 05, 2006
now even chrysanthemum tea is banned in sch...

what now..

drink urine?

urine is not a substitute for chrysanthemum tea although it looks similiar.... NOTE THIS.. maybe u drink it and u prefer it more than chrysanthemum.. u like it doesn't mean we, innovians, like it..

total crap...

innova is getting crappier n crappier, more n more nonsensical each day.

wth

eNd

-- 11:48 PM; Tuesday, January 03, 2006
i found something that i really liked.
somehow, i couldn't stop thinking of it.
even during lessons.

hmmmm... too bad, it ain't mine. i do not know where to find it. i do not know what is it called.

dumb me...





i'm still pissed. i hate innova.. for some reason, vballers are always wrong.

too bad eh.

i should have gone poly.

now, almost everyday, ever since the holidays, i've been asking myself, do i really want to study in a university?





i cannot find the answer.

what crap.

students of innova cannot use the facilities of innova. tell you something, MR E*** W***, YOU SUCKED BIG TIME. PLEASE USE YOUR BRAINS. OR IS THERE A TAG BEHIND YOUR HEAD SAYING, "ALERT ALERT! PLEASE INSTALL A BRAIN IMMEDIATELY!"

or perhaps saying, "VOLLEYBALL HOLES WILL CRACK THE FLOOR BUT THE OTHER CCA'S HOLE WOULDN'T!! ALERT ALERT!! DON'T DRILL HOLES FOR VOLLEYBALL!!"

or maybe, "VOLLEYBALLERS KICK THE BALLS AGAINST THE GLASS DOOR, DON'T TREAT THEM AS INNOVIANS, TREAT THEM AS RETARDS. THEY ARE ALSO BRAINLESS LIKE ME. THEY ONLY KNOW HOW TO WRECK THE NEW FACILITIES IN SCHOOL. ALERT, ALERT, BAN ALL VOLLEYBALLERS FROM ACCESS TO THE HALL.(INDOOR COURT)"

or even stating that, "VIRUS ALERT VIRUS ALERT!! SOME VIRUS IS KILLING ALL THE BRAIN CELLS. CAN'T THINK ANYMORE! PLEASE INSTALL A NORTON ANTI-VIRUS SOFTWARE IMMEDIATELY TO REMOVE THE VIRUS!"

maybe, norton anti-virus is off no help at all. and all the efforts would go down the drain.

CRAP

i'm pissed off. i found out only today that we are officially banned from using the indoor court. this is absurb. being an innovian you can't access to the facilities in the school.

don't blame others on your mishandlings, your irresponsibities. we are students of IJC. we don't smoke, we don't drink, at least we can fucking THINK. (quoted from manas). we have common sense. we won't do such stupid, foolish things, wrecking havoc, causing unnecessary trouble in school.

PERHAPS....

you have an ALTRUISTIC reason behind this matter.

to disband the volleyball team because of the hatred you have for the sport??
because you dislike certain people in the cca?

hey please, if you are an adult, behave like one. even a 17 year old like ME can think better. don't mix personal affairs with work, they don't blend in together. don't look for people to blame on, look for solutions.

lsatly, i do not really know the reason WHY ARE WE NOT ALLOWED TO USE THAT HALL.

FREAKS....

eNd

-- 11:03 PM; Monday, January 02, 2006
i am blur today. not blur, but very.

today, i went to jurong point's mos burger to study. i was with josephine (a.k.a. bizi), gk and daniel. after that, we went to the toilet. i did something embarrassing.

after finish pee-ing, i went to wash my hands. thinking that the one at the sink was gk, i went forward and told him what happen when i was at the urinal.

"wah lao... that guy pee-ing beside me keep looking over at my dick when i peeing leh..!"

and then, the guy turned up and stared at me. there was a slight resemblance of gk. i stared at him for a moment to clear the fog in my mind. soon after, i realised i was talking to another person. i was EMBARRASSED!!!

daniel and gk was laughing at the toilet. that guy actually said bye to me when he left the toilet. i was freaking embarrassed. my entire face was red.

MY GOODNESS

after that, we went to the arcade to play, then headed to gk's house to watch Narnia.

that's all about today!

eNd

some things just don't go my way.

it sucked...

eNd

as usual, i did my homework today. but before that, i went to buy my mom's birthday present!! i did not take a picture of it.. haa.. quite lazy to do so. and after that, i headed to play volleyball.

i'm very determined to improve myself. seriously. i want to prove coach wrong. i don't want him to think that javier is the only person who can play. i am going to re-write that fact. and yes. i will!

ok. i'm finished with what i want to say. here are some pictures i took recently.




yvonne did this as a cover page for my card. it's very very very very NICE!
thanks again! =D



i think ming yuan and huimin attempted to mail it to me.
*laughs*



this is what was inside that box.
mr. bean's teddy, and NARUTO and a card. =D
Thanks ming yuan and huimin!



this card was mailed to me and this was the cover page. perhaps i appear horny to 05S11. honestly, i'm quite surprised that i recieved this card.



jurong east interchange also have the snowman. so, gk and me went to take a photo with it. it was on the 27th! christmas is over!



this was taken during the countdown on the 31st. clarence was sprayed all over by us. poor thing. doesn't he look familiar to you?

and finally, scary picture of the year...



our very own, josephine liang! does that nose look big to you? oops.

eNd