-- 10:53 PM; Tuesday, November 29, 2005
today.. whole day in school.. =_= ermmms... got M45 meeting lor.. danis la.. bluff me bring all the first aid stuff.. =_= and lucky he volunteered to bring it all home. =D

anyway.. during the meeting.. we had some games so as to bond everyone.. which i think it doesn't work on me.. =S haa.. so one of it was squeezing into a piece of mahjong paper.. imagine.. 26 of us.. BUT.. oni 20 managed to squeeze in.. bcos of that... we asked for a lunch treat.. which.. to our disappointment.. there isn't any.. haa.. but its okay.. i had my fun.. =D then we had real business.. we had to rehearse wads going on on the last day of the trip there.. haa.. the pple found our ... song dance? funny.. =_=

nvm...

so after meeting got training lor.. =_= coach was late... anyway.. training was fun.. esp the part i shouted..

"HAA!! DO 30 SITUPS!!"

so shiok.. wahahah... but.. in the end i tio oso la.. haa.. we oso did 50 situps for not being a referee with integrity.. is that awd its calleD? haa... then.. something tragic happened.. actually not so tragic la... =_=

i hit my head on the steps of the hall.. (bloody steps.. duno wad is it for.. for display?? oh please.. dun tell me thats the latest design... i mean.. it looks so secondary school to me.. not like a jc sch's hall... WHAT WEIRD TASTE... mannn~~) then... i bleed... I BLEED!! i actually felt for my head.. and really in pain.. i clench myself altogether like a ball feeling my head.. i din noe i was bleeding.. i oni noe i was in pain.. so real pain.. then i ask them to get away from me.. so.. when i took down my hand and thot i was fine.. i saw blood on my hands...

i was in total shock.. i stared blankly into my hands.. i STARED... (iswan say i look very dramatic.. that idiot... haa..) then coach ask me go toilet.. then he helped me wif my wound.. =_= and then i realise.. it's a small cut... bloody hell.. =_= and i bleed so much.. =_= now.. theres a baduku on my head... honestly.. i was very gan chiong when i saw blood..

...

on friday n i will be leaving for chiang mai... haa.. cant wait though.. haa... gonna miss some peeps here in singapore.. =D

i will try to update everyday there.. but i doubt it's possible though..

YUCK.. i cant rub my baduku.. once i rub it.. it starts bleeding.. sob.. =_=

eNd

intermission (thats wad shaun calls it) -- 11:05 PM; Monday, November 28, 2005
was looking at photos in my computer... those photos were the pictures of my life in secondary sch.. and oso.. my JC 1 year.. =_=

it's kinda happy to see those pics.. i feel very happy when i see the pics.. but somehow.. i dun feel right... really.. i felt that.. some things are missing in my life.. and i've missed them out earlier on...

isn't it sad? sometimes.. things are there.. just that.. u dun feel its presence at all... and.. u haf missed them out..

hmmm... i was bored and i looked at the photos... surely i agree wif wenjin.. when one is bored or lonely.. they tend to think anyhow.. =_=

bleh.. mayb i did...

eNd

today went to police headquarters!! wad an experience...!!!

haa.. but the morning was a boring one.. =_= anyway... wei kang n me reached damn early la.. we're supposed to meet at 830.. and we reached at 8.. thinking that we mite be the oni kiasu ones that reached that early.. upon arrival.. we saw another 2 pple.. =_= wad kiasu pple.. haa. they reached b4 us!! haa..!! so.. heard their toks and then had some ice breaker and we introduced ourselves to one another.. yea.. alot of pple from those "branded" schools.. example.. hci, rjc, vjc.. =_=

then we went had a tour around the headquarters.. then we went to haf lunch at another place.. duno wad is it called.. then got guest of honour. =_= we sat in clusters... different groups inother words... then.. had different officers sat wid us... =_= stressed... wadever they all toking... they are french to me... in other words.. i dun understand a single word they say.. haa.. but lunch was FANTASTIC.. haa... then we had a tour in the police academy... wohhs... another lecture again.. sian.. haa.. this time.. jason arrived... he got training in the morning.. =_= so came late.. then we went to the rifle range.. =_= wahahaha!! my first time firing a REAL GUN!! jason oso had his first gun shot... it was terrific!! and shiok!!! haa.. for a first timer like me.. my results aint bad... really.. haa. =X i din tremble.. i managed to hit the spot i wanted to hit.. HUR!! haa.. erhh.. actually is near la... okkay.. its within 1cm.. =_= so.. if i were to join shooting.. imagine the number of gold medals i wud recieve!! (okkay.. i noe.. im daydreaming.. and it's getting way too exagerrated...) that feeling is just as good.. shud've asked them to take a photo of me when im firing.. oh.. u pple can imagine.. someone suave n handsome n mesmerizing firing a real gun at a flat dummy.. haa!!

hmm.. then went to the tojo part.. they introduced us the tools they used... and then showed us some moves... wahaha... too bad for me.. something happened the way i din want it to be.. initially.. they needed a "model" to be the one being demonstrated on... the twistin hand move.. so.. i tried to sabo wei kang.. i pushed him to the front one time.. and moved away.. then the sir/instructor (whatever he's called) asked me out for demo.. =_= my goodness.. im dumb.. i moved to a place where its an open space n he can see me directly.. =_= arhhh!! so sad... so i went forward to be the model... haaa... then.. he showed the twisting part.. my god.. it's pain.. =_= so he said if im in pain.. i shud tap on something.. so i tap repeatedly and vigorously.. =_= but.. it din really help... oh man.. so embarassed.. the other potential scholars laughed!!... =_= so.. when i thot everything was coming to an end.. another officer said

"try pin him down.. show it to them.."

and i was like.. GEES!! so.. he pinned me down... sob sob... its a slow motion one.. haa.. so i obediently laid down.. face down.. +_+ so i looked like this..



as u can see.. im in pain.. so my legs went up.. this time round.. the crowd laughed again..!! again.. im so embarassed!! hais... so.. in that position.. he talked to them... then.. he handcuffed me.. oh ya.. the host kept asking me to smile at the camera.. and i was like.. OMG.. im in pain u ask me smile.. haa.. but nvm.. its a nice experience.. =_= to be pinned down and handcuffed.. =_= haa.. it's one in a lifetime lor.. haa..



being a thief is sad.. hafta suffer like i did.. -_- but im not a thief.. im just a model doing a demonstration.. =D (model hor.. not dummy)

then.. after that.. we were dismissed... and we went home.. =_= got a GOODIE BAG!! haa!! FREE ONE LEI!! jason was damn happy abt getting one goodie bag.. =_=

eNd

-- 7:06 PM; Sunday, November 27, 2005
today is simply another boring day...

this morning went to queensway wif danis.. he wanted to buy his shoes.. initially.. i wanted to buy a bag.. but din see any bag that's worth my money.. =S haa.. and so.. loitered around to scout for a pair of shoes.. then.. we entered this shop, the owner was an indian.. danis tried the shoes la.. but i looked at other shoes... saw a nice asics shoe.. it was yellow.. kaos.. nice. haa. but no money.. cannot buy... then danis wanted to leave to look at other designs.. that uncle dun let him leave.. haa.. funny.. of course.. i was at the side luffing la.. they wanted him to buy that pair.. and the price of that shoe kept dropping until.. it was.. really absurb.. initially the price was 166.. then it dropped to 125.. then.. 120.. then finally.. when we say we really wanna leave.. they say 118.. =_= wth... but we dun care.. i simply came up wif stupid reasons.. like.. we wanna look at rebok shoes.. since their shop dun haf.. haa.. so the owner say some not nice things abt rebok la. haa..but.. we dun care.. we just wan to leave that shop... so.. proceeded to other shops.. and then finally.. we got it from sports link..it cost 125 and it's a much nicer design.. as compared to the one in the indian shop.. LoL..yups.. the indian shop has that design.. but it cost much higher than sports link.. duno y.. =_=

then went to eat laksa.. =_= $3 per bowl.. and for a pathetic small bowl.. =_= then went home..

so sian.. reached home at arnd 3 plus.. and rotted in front of my computer ever since.. =_= haa..

so bored!!

tmr must wake up damn early.. hais.. must reach khatib by 720.. in other words.... i must leave home at 615.. =_=

-- 7:57 PM; Saturday, November 26, 2005
wohs.. today got training.. =_= haa.. i dun mind actually..

okkay.. there were 9 of us.. those hu said coming din come.. +_+ idiot.. =_= haa.. nvm.. anyawy.. training was fun. haa.. the starting we played soccer.. =_= kaos.. dunno wad was it for man!! haa. still... its fun n entertaining.. LoL.. then we proceeded to the actual training.. haa.. wahs. after training must run 1.6km... haa.. but i pity danis's grp... 2.8km.. but.. it was a fast one.. then we ended our training...

after that went for lunch. at delifrance.. =_= had fish fillets n potato wedges.. wah.. damn stupid.. crack lame jokes and tok cock.. =_=

ah. nvm..

eNd

-- 10:02 PM; Friday, November 25, 2005
Innova JC has obviously failed in promoting its existence in singapore... =_=

today.. i went for a flu jab.. right after the M45 meeting... so obvoiusly.. i was in my PE t shirt.. the doc gave me a jab and asked me where im going.. so told him lor.. then.. he ask which sch im from.. and i said INNOVA... guess wad's his reaction..

"is there such a sch? where is it?"

i was like.. WTH...

my arm was totally jelly after the jab.. =_= haas... then went home bathe and catch harry potter wif jeryl n his poly frens.. =_= talked alot abt HIM.. and was luffing my lungs out throughout... LoL.. we're so bad to him.. haa...

the M45 meeting was quite.. boring.. ok.. it always is.. but b4 went for flu jab.. i went to buy some stuff.. dammit.. im so blur.. i paid for ziploc and i din take the ziploc wif me.. n i left it at the NTUC.. i den realise it was missing when.. i finished my lunch.. =_= then buy alot of first aid stuff.. ai ya.. welfare committee mah.. LoL.. anyways.. that joel really sucked.. din do anything.. he's in deep shit when he go chiang mai.. at nite.. he better not slp earlier than the rest of us.... LoL!!!!

eNd

honestly.. i've been thinking about my bday.. its on the 26th december.. and tsunami is on that day.. are people going to mourn on that day??

so sad for me that my bday had tsunami.. i still remembered last year.. how was my bday was celebrated by my group of frens.. it was brought forward... honestly that time.. i appreciate wad they did.. but somehow.. i dun feel happy.. instead... i feel very weird and kinda disappointed.. but somehow.. i managed to put a smile on my face and try to ignore how i feel... so obviously.. on the day of my bday.. no one asked me out.. i was really bored.. i was feeling rather down.. cos.. no one seemed to remember and even acknowledge my existence that time..just somehow.. i was really sad.. huiyin wasnt around.. she went msia that time.. louie had post christmas party on that day.. and.. u may ask.. wad abt the otherS?? yah.. imthinking too.. wad abt them..?

i've been treating some frens out on my bday since sec 1.. and last year i din.. were they expecting that?? maybe they were expecting that.. maybe they thot that they haf celebrated my bday and had done their part? maybe... there are many possibilities... =_= some how.. i dun wan this to happen this year.. REALLY.. i dun wan history to repeat itself... again... my ex class de chalet is on 19th to 21st and i noe n im expecting that.. they will celebrate for me.. as that is so common these days... again.. i will be sharing wif valentino.. honestly.. i dun like sharing bdays wif others.. =_= n honestly.. i dun remember that there is a cake.. mayb there is..just that it doesnt ring a bell in my head..

but however.. there are a few frens that asked me out on my bday last year.. surprisingly.. they were all girls.. so went out wid them n walked around... simply just walking... that really leaves an impression.. haa.. =_=

i dun wan history to repeat itself again... i've been thinking and thinking for a few days already.. and i dun wan to land in that state again...

it can be real sad.. i hate being alone.. i hate it..

[im living in my own world.. my own dreams..]

eNd

-- 11:59 PM; Thursday, November 24, 2005
innova junior college's open house is such a failure... there are 3 reasons to it... if there are more.. i will add on in the later entries

1) bcos its on 24 november... MY GOODNESS if im not wrong... 25th november is the JAE liao.. .. im sure pple would haf already decided which sch to go to..and oso.. o levels just finished.. not many pple will wanna waste one day to visit a sch...

2) i dun think many people still noe about innova jc.. besides.. i dun think advertisements were made.. so.. not many pple go is kinda expected...

3) hmmm.. the HEADS weren't there.. so.. waddya expecT? so.. I personally suspect that.. they already predicted this would happen.. so... the mess shall firstly fall on students n teachers.. and oso.. they wun lose their face... nahs... a open hse with no HEADS?? hmmm.. i wonder if IJC is the first sch to haf such cases...

anyway.. stop abt the crap already... i think.. no point toking abt it la.. a principal that promised us voices and go against the promise.. instead.. made her own decisions and ignoring the student body.. how.. ridiculous.. i mean.. wadever the students wana say will in the end be ignored... also.. heard that ijc spent 3 million on sports facilities... it may be a rumour or wad.. but.. i feel it may be true.. oh look how the money was being "thrown" and spent.. spending innocent cash on repainting the courts.. wth.. just leave it la.. anyway no one will care since it will be STEPPED on... that's an example that is true and has just taken place.. so i assumed that they spend their money in this manner.. in other words... spending money doin unnecessary stuff... =D

TOO BAD...

anyway.. today's open house is really a failure.. dun wanna tok abt it.. the sports pple at the grandstand ended up playing captain's ball.. wad a nice experience.. the sports pple came together and play.. ODAC too had played wid us.. then wasted my whole morning doing nothing.. too bad.. no one was there for us to entertain... i mean.. as mentioned.. it's a failure..! so.. we were stuck in sch til 3 plus... then proceeded to the hall to play volleyball with the badminton pple and oso yinhou.. of course wif some vball pple... quite fun.. haa.. funny too...

then after that got training... training is fun.. but sadly.. oni 7 attended.. ai ya.. im pissed wif that fact la.. haa.. dun care.. mus tlook on bright side.. somebody really made me so pissed la.. din reply my sms.. WTH... nah.. don care...

after training so tired.. tmr still must go sch at 830.. hai hai hai!!

[sometimes.. life isn't the way u wan it to be.. but.. appreciate it..]

eNd

-- 10:22 PM; Wednesday, November 23, 2005
today went to watch exorcism of emily rose...

FANTASTIC SHOW...

hmmm.. got some nice phrases... haa.. but sadly.. i oni remembered one... "Facts leave no room for possibilities" haa.. true true.. i think so too.. anyway i think the show aint scary at all.. but still.. i cudn't understand some parts of it..

demons exist in this world??? hmmm.. i duno.. haa.. but.. i think based on this story... it made me believe abit la.. haa..

then i got a shirt today.. a long sleeve one... cost me 60 plus lei!!... so ex!! grrr... haa... nvm.. =_=

eNd..

never go for cross country training... but.. i told wen jin that im not continuing cross country ler... its really tiring.. =_= sorry mr chen..

yesterday went to sch for M45 meeting.. going chiang mai...the meeting is a long one.. =_= 8 to 3.. =_= then got vball training... erhh.. training was for girls today.. =_= but 3 guys went... yarh. me iswan austen.. =_= austen left at 630.. but me n iswan stayed throughout.. haa.. tiring seh... every time one error... 40 pushups... but after a while.. cut down to 20.. =_= still veyr tiring... i can say i did more than 200 pushups ytd... erh.. i think more than that by alot. LoL...

coach like not good mood.. so was rather scary larh.. =_=

hmm... some people ask me to be careful about wad i blog.. but.. i dun really care la.. as long as im not racist can le.. so dun care.. i mean.. i have the freedom to blog.. if.. that person wan me to see her.. well... that shows something really.. i duno wad word to use... but.. why dont she look at wad we hafta say.. and change? mayb changes are real hard for her to accept ba.. anyway.. the school is more of a dictatorship than democracy... haa... politics.. =_= YUCKS..

oh yarh.. one thing about my school... they look for the pushing of blame.. not solutions... errhh.. that is so sad... i mean.. even students of the school will think of solutions instead of blaming someone for the fault.. for example.. the walls of the halls... like i've mentioned earlier.. they look for the ones hu dirtied them... and then.. students like us.. think of solutions to deal wif it... yea.. we cleaned the walls... however.. does that help?? wad about future trainings... balls will ROLL.. n BOUNCE!! surely.. it MIGHT hit the walls and dirty them.. and oso.. wads wif the colours of the wall.. so BRIGHT... a gentle touch from the balls.. there u haf it.. ball marks on the walls... hmmm.. but of course.. after every training.. we cleaned them.. see how considerate and kind we are to the walls of the school... how can we.. kind-hearted pple will do foolish things like kicking balls towards the wthe glass door? that is totally absurb and stupid...

eNd

-- 8:24 PM; Monday, November 21, 2005
almost 14 hours ago.. im walkin in the rain to the train station wif nicholas hongshing lijun n linwan.. haa.. no umbrella.. DAMN COLD!! so windy!! so now.. im down wif a cold.. *ahhh chhoooo*

went to chalet on saturday right after my piano lessons... ooh.. went to east coast ALONE!! 1 hour of travelling and 0.5 hour of waiting for shuttle bus.. dammit.. i duno where's the bus.. so waited for half an hour walking around... then saw kenneth from S12.. ooh.. we're having a combined chalet... S11 n S12.. the first nite is pathetic.. oni 6 were there.. 3 from S12 n 3 from S11... Me Nicholas n Hong Shing.. then the 3 of us went walking around at east coast park.. and chatted... the road was empty.. so they sat on the road and i took the picture.. LoL..

then we went to haf some drinks and walked and talked and went to sit down and look at stars.. was hoping to see a shooting star... but somehow.. that nite.. there wasn't any.. =_= so sian!! so went back to the chalet.. and saw the 3 S12 guys sleeping already.. leaving one mattress for the 3 of us.. so sad rite!! 3 of us squeezed into one mattress.. =_=

next day was abit better la... the other S12 pple n S11 pple came.. so there were 7 of the S11 pple there.. got lijun linwan thiri junhao... junhao thiri din stayover.. the rest of us did.. we walked around again lo.. then hongshing go slp.. then the 4 of us play zhong ji mi ma.. eat food.. stupid la.. haa.. then me n nicholas play wif fire.. wahahaha... then bbq the chicken.. until CHAO TAH!! haha.. until the whole room got the smell oso.. wahahahah!! hu cares.. haa.. so.. my clothes oso got that chao tah smell.. kaos.. =_=

then we left early for the train back.. haha.. cos we stink.. so we walked in the rain.. romantic hor~~..=_= duh!! DAMN COLD LA!! the wind was like blowing and blowing.. DAMN STRONG LA!! haa.. so.. i caught a cold.. the train oso la.. the wind like.. wah kaos.. cold like siao... so i slept thru the journey.. SURPRISING!! it took half an hour to travel back to jurong east.. =_=

so reached home.. and slept til 3.. kaos.. i shud've continued sleeping til the nite.. =_= i was bored to death at home!! haa..

eNd

Innova Junior College -- 10:45 PM; Thursday, November 17, 2005
din update my blog for 4 days ler...

hmm.. recently.. i heard abt pple from my sch blogging and was caught for blogging for blogging abt something about duno wad... WHATEVER!! i dun care...

im pissed... im angry.. im fucked up.. wad the hell happen?? well.. i gonna say now...

yesterday, me n ying2 hafta see mr eric wong.. pe HOD.. why??? bcos of the hall... well.. the contractors ( who obviously are a childish bunch of pple, hu are oso brainless and has no common sense which i think even 3 year olds think better than them...) accused us.. volleyballers for dirtying the wall.. okay.. we admit.. we did that.. BUT.. guess wad.. they added oil to the flame.. they made things even worse.. they exaggerate the story and guess wad they say.. they said we kick the balls ON THE GLASS DOOR.. i haf sufficient reasons to argue that that is such a stupid and nonsensical accusation.. firstly.. we r not supposed to kick our volleyballs.. secondly.. WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WILL KICK BALLS TOWARDS A GLASS DOOR.. unless u r insane or mentally unstable.. i guess u will do that.. but we are sane pple.. not insane... get that right u bloody contractors... okkkay.. so guess wad... they told this "fairy tale" to the PE HOD.. Mr Eric Wong.. and then.. of course.. the PRINCIPAL of the school, the OM and Mr Wong scolded our teacher in charge Mr Ho.. i pity him alot.. okkay.. the blame of the dirtying of the walls was our fault.. so we clean it up TODAY.. at least we are responsible for our ACTIONS.. but the actions of kicking the balls against the glass doors?? how ridiculous can it be.. this isnt something we YOUNG ADULTS will do... oh per-lease... pls use ur brain and think... its common sense... IQ.. u noe.. IQ?? unless u haf a darn low IQ.. i will excuse u for thinking such things...

so what now... the thing is.. rumours have been spreading.. my goodness.. it gets exagerrated each time.. im sure u noe wads the cheng yu called... "ren yun yi yun" oh.. per-lease... even teachers do such things?? oh yarh.. they are humans too... well.. not insulting all teachers.. but.. how stupid can it get?? well.. mayb im just generalising... =_=

so guess what.. im just so pissed abt everything... the sch is simply wasting money on useless things... not gonna elaborate on it la.. i shudn't be complaining u noe.. i shud be giving solutions instead!!

but sadly.. NO WAY.. im gonna continue the way im doing now..

some authority has told the whole of singapore that the facilities will be okkay this year january.. guess wad.. it was never true.. such a disappointment.. and it was by next year.. i feel so DECIEVED!! but nvm.. cant blame the sch.. the previous^51232145 (which i dunno how many ex-contractors the sch has.. dunno how come it's like so handsome.. to be able to haf so many steads in such a few months... im getting crazy..) so.. this i gonna let it pass.. no one is to be blamed.. im so... da fang.. so.. move on to the second thing..

our sch uniform... =_= im so.. so.. disappointed.. (pardon me for my english.. im bad at it) we thot that our sch will give us the final say... and guess wad.. it turned out to be a prank.. we were conned... and decieved and cheated.. shant elaborate one that.. this sch has made the first empty promise.. it decided and we students duno anything.. so sad rite..?? wad democratic sch.. BULLSHIT!!

the third... our crest.. just look at the crest.. it looks rather fine.. but guess wad.. LOOK AT THE COLOUR!! wad 'nice' combination... okkay.. stop with the sarcasm.. (anyway.. i dun take lit.. i just like to do such things.. duno valid sarcasm ma..) it's HORRIBLE!! i was like.. wth. we din choose that.. and.. it was decided even b4 they ask the students.. so sad rite!! second empty promise made...

the fourth.. our sch song.. so sad.. some student came up with the sch song.. but guess wad.. they asked dick lee to compose it.. and they had settled for that.. so wad if its him.. SO WHAT!! okkay.. he may b popish and talented.. so?? i thot we're given a say????!! so.. it was decided that they chose that song.. nah.. im so not gonna repeat wad i said in the one of the earlier entries... so.. two songs were put aside.. the two songs by students.. and.. then.. dick's version of our sch song was chosen.. we're so 'proud' and 'happy' that our sch song was composed by some superstar... oooooh.. im so... soo... excited.. my idol.. my ou xiang..!! OOH!!







my foot.. im never proud..

well.. im so sad.. im one of the top few students of the sch.. and i wasn't awarded anything.. so sad rite!! very sad lei.. how arh... nah.. im not going to dig into it la.. i mean.not given then not lor.. no big deal..

haa.. i work for myself.. not for money... but i believe in rewarding pple for their accomplishments.. but.. so sad..

eNd..

... -- 9:50 PM; Sunday, November 13, 2005
hmmm... was very happy today... =D lalala...

went out today... hmmm.. was crapping all day long.. now damn tired... =_= haha... went to sakae sushi to eat sushi today... wah... super full... =_= haa.. then walk walk walk... then go catch movie.. haa... watched "just like heaven".. its a good show.. funny and touching.. haa... then... went home...

i gonna love my new wallet... its damn nice.. =D haa...

im so... haa.. HAPPY!!!

XD

... -- 8:00 PM; Saturday, November 12, 2005
sian... not that i wanna say indian drivers... but in fact.. i saw an indian driver chuang hong deng.. this time round.. i nv cross the road.. i was looking out for cars to stop before i cross the road.. ( there's a traffic light ) sso.. it was showing a red light to all drivers... and then.. this indian driver sped past... woosh... FAST... fu*king bastard...

today.. was rotting at home for the whole day... then went for piano lessons.. then come home and rot again.. =_=

haa..
so sian.. nth to do.. =_=

EnD

hmmm... this feeling.. is... =_=

hai... just cant wait..

but duno how to proceed...

eNd

i aint a fan of green.. in fact.. i find it disgusting.. haa... i prefer blue or black.. but still black is the most preferred.. =D

cant really recall wads the funny thing that happened at clarence hse ytd...

honestly.. im damn bored now.. no one jio-ed me out today.. and no one seemed to be online today... =_= wah kaos.. so darn bored... later got piano lessons at 6.. it foiled my plans for today.. nah.. it's like a middle of the evening. and i cant get out.. grr... whatever...

holis havent started for my sch.. we haf nobody taking the A levels this year.. next week.. sch ends early everyday.. as compared to my normal timetable.. which i end roughly abt 5 everyday..

im really sian lar..

eNd

... -- 9:34 PM; Friday, November 11, 2005
early in da morning.. went to sch to attend meeting.. =_= hais... anyway.. austen was pissed by me over last nite.. =_= nah.. not gonna touch him anymore... i mean.. i oni tease him last nite.. n he's now pissed.. n not oni i tease him lar.. wad the hell... nahs.. gonna ignore la.. dun care.. this morning he pushed me.. wah kao.. wads the problem with him man.. nvm...

hmmm.. then went home.. never attend training.. leg pain lo... haa..

then after that went to cla house play mahjong.. wahaha.. funny. he never win at all.. =_= we keep winning.. hahaha!! jin ming n hengda went oso.. haa.. that idiot.. still never change. the way he tok.. i still dun really understand.. cannot figure out wad he say.. haa... but can la.. abit oni.. =_= yarh.. dota at his hse oso lor.. at home cannot play... cos cousin n brother kept holding on to the cd.. whatever...

ai ya.. initially wanted to tok abt something funny.. abt clarence.. now i forgot liao.. =_= nvm.. if i remember.. i'll blog later..

.... -- 10:35 PM; Thursday, November 10, 2005
haa.. today vball training is fun.. no.. not only today.. in fact.. there is nv once vball training is SIAN.. haa.. NEVER!! haa... but tired.. so fun sia... but too bad danis never go.. haa.. he got bio olympiad.. haa...

okkay.. back to wad i wanna sae today...

hmm.. i m damn pissed with indian drivers.. i m not racist.. i M NOT!! okkay.. wth are they thinking.. firstly... when i was crossing a ZEBRA CROSSING... WHICH IS FOR PEDESTRIANS... i even raised up my hand to show the driver... and i cross the road.. assuming he saw my hand.. okkay.. i was almost hit down.. he continued driving larh.. farking indian.. fark off u bastard... lucky my fren pulled me back.. or else i wudnt be here anymore.. farked up la..

then secondly.. another indian driver.. im not against them lor.. it just happened that all ofthem were indians... today.. i was crossing the road.. that farking driver.. never put his signal to signal that he is turnin in.. wtf are u thinking!! save electricity ah.. tmd... PUT ON THE SIGNAL U IDIOT!! BE A CONSIDERATE DRIVER!!

thirdly.. its abt a traffic light.. it was a green man.. okkay.. he sped past me.. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!! IN MY FACE... wth... i was looking at this car.. y aint he stopping.. and... i saw an indian inside.. with the two previous incidents.. i thot it might be an indian driver.. TRUE... and indian driver...so.. i stopped and moved back.. and then... "WOOOSH!!" he passed me.. WTF!!!

wad are those driver examiners thinking!! fancy giving licenses to them... FARK lo...

got me almost killed twice in a day.. WTH!!

pissed with indian drivers...

EnD

so tired!!

yesterday had x country training.. hmmm.. attended it like.. rarely.. =_= my attendance tere is bad.. hmmm.. but i'll be attending the next few trainings... provided i nv fall sick.. haa... so painted banner ytd... yar.. they designed it.. quite nice.. compare to the gers.. the boys' banner is nicer.. =X haa...

clarence was taking his o levels english paper yesterday.. hmmmm... his ex classmates were suaning him..haa... but i never lo... i wished him gd luck n he ignored me.. pple suan him.. i think he got reaction.. weird guy... LoL...

today got vball training.. at 330.. ah.. sian.. i mean.. hafta wait n wait.. nth to do at home.. haa...

...

hmmm.. nvm la.. i think i goin sch early.. wahaha..

eNd

... -- 11:00 AM; Tuesday, November 08, 2005
PW is finally over... and now.. lessons gonna resume soon... WTF... anyway.. no difference.. other JCs still hafta go back sch during the holis to attend lessons too... this week is a busy week.. tmd.. no time to myself... shit man.. SHIT...

later got vball training.. wahahaha.. i cant wait for it... BUT.. before that.. got maths xtra lessons.. =_= argh!! so fast!!! im pondering whether i shud take up S papers... n if i do... i think.. im someone hu has no life.. =_= burying urself in books all day.... wad kinda sad life is that...

nah.. im not a nerd.. dun associate me with nerds.. seeing nerds around already make me feel sad for them.. for they nv enjoy life in sch wif frens.. but ENJOY burying themselves in books...

later got maths lesson.. so sian.. ha.. dun feel like studying!! wanna play play play play play...

lets play mahjong sometime... =_=

eNd

... -- 10:56 PM; Monday, November 07, 2005
today... was my OP.. damn shitty.. that is a hell of a teacher.. who intended to kill us... hu gave questions that are tough and repeated to my grpmates.. WTH are u thinking miss...!! and spoke of something that obviously said that we're lousy in answering qns.. oh per-lease ma'am... look at other teachers.. they gave qns that were hella easy larh... and us... wth are those qns man.... so my grp suffered under Q&A all thanks to her...

finally.. PW is over.... GOOOD!! PW sux totally... waste time... dunno for WAD reason.. god knows... (nah.. dun believe in god in the first place... n.. im not a lost soul for goodness sake... they (u noe hu) treat free thinkers as lost soul... whatver man.. WHATEVER!!)

so today went home straight.. fark man.. thot got seminar.. wah kao.. in the end.. can dun go one... F F F F F F... so... din go training lor.. stayed at home whole day to rot... YA.. to ROT!! the first seminar was already very bad.. its damn boring.. so chose not to go..

hhmmm.. i've been thinking n thinking.. do i hafta run for cross country at the expense of my social life... as in.. having gf... dunno wad to do man.. if i were to haf one.. i wudn't be able to spend time wif her.. =_= im oni free on sundays... and thats.. very sad... needless to say... spending my time wif my classmates...

end here le la..

finally. i've packed my room.. still left quite a pile to tidy...

enD~

... -- 8:21 PM; Saturday, November 05, 2005
today went sentosa.. with minglee danis cherling yvonne ling2 sherine n sherine's fren, n 2 of cherling's frens... =_= meet at 10 and all left for sentosa at 11... =_= got pple late ma.. =_=

so.. it rained.. tmd.. no sun at all. until when i leaving that time then got sun.. =_= so we played vball lor.. never tan dao.. took a few photos =_= then okkay la.. think its quite fine today.. not really as fun... then after that went for piano lessons.. =_=

then now at home. so sian. nothing to do.. monday is my presentation liao. =_= sian larh..

eNd..

... -- 9:30 PM; Friday, November 04, 2005
today went to sch for OP..

BORING!!..........

after sch went home lor.. then after that attend NUS seminar.. kaos.. bad bad bad.. that place is bad... i mean.. the seminar totally... "rox".. was like.. wth is this seminar.. we students are supposed to sit outside the lecture hall???? wth~~ wads with the pple's brains?!?! but true.. its something i dun wish to attend anymore.. its BORING!! so i dozed off quite a few times.. haa... went there with wei kang, jason, dian, and one more ger duno her name.. haha...

then went off for dinner lor... wei kang will tok one la.. he not dao one lo.. haa... then we go home...

DOTA DOTA DOTA!! tmd.. wasted my day today.. haa..

i wanna play DOTA~~

... -- 5:37 PM; Thursday, November 03, 2005
tired... getting real tired... went to play badminton today with some of my classmates.. woo hoo... shiok n tired.. =_= then just reached home.. =_=

so tired... i wanna play dota~~ hAAaa...

hmmm... come to think abt birthdays... will anyone remember mine?? sometimes i really wonder.. esp last year.. where it seemed that my bday wasnt really celebrated at all... its my worst bday.. honestly.. =_= but sure.. time to grow up... birthdays arent for me..

eNd..

... -- 10:57 PM; Wednesday, November 02, 2005
what a tiring day..........

had some sports exchange today.. it was FUN.. haas... hmmm.. was in the same grp as ling ling yawen wilson pei han and 2 other bball gers.. forgot the name ler.. i think one elizabeth.. and the other starts with a J.. LOL.. hmmm.. we are a team of shorties.. and im the tallest in the grp...!! so proud~~ haas...

then played bball n vball... but never get to play netball.. raining.. and.. i wanna go for vball training.. haa.. then got indoor court lor~~ FINALLY.. OUR SCH"S FACILITIES ARE ALMOST READY!! we hafta thank the sch for cheating us.. saying it would be ready by jan.. and then.. ready by march and then.. september.. and now.. by next year.. F***

haa... so training lor.. haa.. did alot of rolling on the floor today.. STYLO!! haa.. bcos training larh.. haa.. i think i was the only one hu rolled today.. (for the boys..) haa... then after training.. as usual.. go makan then go home..

so tired.. had cramps on the way to CWP.. and i din mean to disrupt the muslims praying jus now.. i reall had cramps when walking that stretch.. im really sorry... heard from iswan. he said that someone died.. hai.. i really din mean to.. i had cramps on the spot just now..

and then in civics centre.. i was told to lie down and they help me with my cramp.. =_= haa. so embarassing.. this made me think abt daniel.. lying on the mrt platform.. stretching his leg due to cramps.. haa...

haa..

so tired.. gotta slp ler.. NITES!!

EnD

din update for quite a few days already.. been splurging my cash on games recently.. =_= haish.. now no $$ liaoz...

yesterday went swimming in the morning with nicholas hongshing n wenjin.. haa.. wenjin was the latest one again.. LOL... i think i sun burnt.. ahhh.... my back.. LoL...

then after that.. we went to play LAN... CS.. so sian.. haa.. dun really like that game.. and... my mouse isnt working properly and that stupid idiotic lady never change for me.. =_=

so they without wenjin proceeded to my house for PW.. wenjin not my grp ma.. then he duno wad ot do at my place.. so he went home... so.. i told them its a long walk to my house.. haa.. indeed.. it's really long... but i got used to it ler... everyday wlak that distance lo.. LoL..

haa.. after that.. went to mediacorp... louie me huiying went... xin ying was there oso with her fren.. so the 5 of us sat together.. wahahaha... we are chanel's fans... errr.. not really la.. cos.. im not so crazy over her la.. haa.. then managed to sit in the front row during the second part.. wahahaha... chanel has a nickname.. wahahaha.. dun tell u... i used that nickname of hers to draw her attention.. WOOOPS!! haa... cos they wan poster ma... so shout more more lor... LoL... then i managed to get a poster too.. but... i duno where to put it.. =_=

hmmm... i think shi xin yi quite chio neh... LoL...

nvm... i very tired.. fingers wun move..

gotta go sch..

ciao~