-- 4:19 PM; Wednesday, February 28, 2007
i hate CNY

this year is going to be a BAD year

eNd

-- 12:46 PM; Wednesday, February 21, 2007
two days ago..
over in malaysia..
everyone was carrying a smiley face..
due to chinese new year..
an occasion to be celebrated by chinese...

today..
something tragic took place..
my big aunt..
was involved in a car accident..
and she is now on her way to the hospital..
i heard that she is bleeding profusely..

i still remember how nice she is to everyone..
she has a kind heart..
she cooks GOOD..
she places others before herself.. she's selfless..

when i was in malaysia..
i didn't really talk to her..
but i did told her that her cooking was fantastic..
and i joked with her that she should set up her own business in a school canteen...
could see her happy face when i said she cooks good..
and she laughed out when i told her she should set up a stall..

in malaysia..
she was in the kitchen whole day long..
i didn't see her in the living room..
i guess she was spending quality time with her parents..
her kids were playing mahjong..(all above 18)
and so is her husband (play with the other older adults)

all i can say is that she has a kind heart..
i hope that she is all well and can recover soon..
i cant imagine the worse...

this tells us how life is unpredictable...
things may happen the next moment..
and u never know it..
don't keep positive thoughts about someone in mind..
let them know it..
at least they know someone appreciates him/her..

i cant wait for the next phone call...
i want to know how is she...

eNd

-- 9:52 PM; Monday, February 19, 2007
FINALLY BACK FROM MALAYSIA...
okay..
i find it abit boring..
although i have the chance to recieve red packets...
but it's at the expense of..
feeding mosquitoes, wasting my time away..
tolerating my younger cousins' temper..

these are the minus points..

the plus points are..
i get to see my cousins again..
=D
of course.. the rest of my extended family
also, i get to put fireworks..
and play bian pao..
haha..

im back home finally..
i miss internet..
ahaha...

anyway...
the trip home today is very fast...
i'm quite shocked myself...
1.5 hours and im home..
fast..
no pics!
cos i never take any!

eNd

-- 11:45 PM; Monday, February 12, 2007
its been more than a week i've updated...

i feel quite aimless now..
i dont have an objective in life..
i don't feel like working..
but if i don't work...
i have no money...

although making money can be my new objective...
but working at a place i don't really like is not making me feel that i want to work..
im quite lost lah!!!

argH!!!

one by one..
eveyrone is leaving..
ARGH!!
it sucks...

eNd

-- 1:05 AM; Saturday, February 03, 2007
today (2/2/07) was ijc's official opening ceremony
i wore clothes that look damn formal...
shirt and tie...

anyway...
the event was grand..
it was stunning...
funny..
entertaining...
especially mr azahar..
=_=

took photos with mr chu..
with my screwed up hair..
ARGH
photos later...
photobucket giving me problems again...
+_+

eNd

-- 12:27 AM; Thursday, February 01, 2007
very tired recently..
but anyway..
today went to teach again..
i taught probability...
quite easy to teach..
unlike the Cumulative Frequency Distribution...
imagine the language barrier..
and the only language u can use is english..
and they only understand simple english..
MAN..
hard to teach eh

then went to play volleyball today after teaching..
tiring lah...
today very high..
dunno why...
noisy.. =_=

hmmm...
ok..
coming to the topic i want to talk about today...
it's bloody irritating to know that people are not replying your sms-es..
it's fuckin irritating to know that people are not replying your messages...
how these people actually can live to do that?
it's fucking rude...
the worse thing is..
sometimes..
u're non-existent..

is this what friends are for?
when i need help..
i merely ask for help..
there's no reply..
so when u ask them why didn't u reply..
the answer they give is..

"how to reply?"
"i dunno wad to say"
"wad u want me to reply?"
"i thot no need"
"i forgot"

hello?
is my question that difficult?
if it is SOOOOOOOO difficult to ans...
am i right to say u're going to fail general paper?

FUCKTARDS

seriously..
it's very irritating..
try be in my shoes..
know how is it like to be waiting for the reply..
where things are urgent and needed to be settled immediately..

again..
let me talk about my jc life..
life in my class sucks..
class of 13..
but i think is 12 + 1
where the 1 is me..
why do i say that?
well..
there are people in class who attempts to make u feel left out..
so if u can see from my earlier posts...
it's living hell...
but my life in CCA rocks
it's the driving force that has been driving me throughout the 2 years...
i made MANY great friends in that CCA alone.. (don't mention my class)
argh...
dont talk about this anymore...
i guess it only destroys my mood...

anyway..
i had a dream about my A levels..
i wasn't allow to take my results..
OMG
if that happens... what should i do?
=_=

eNd