an extra entry -- 12:10 PM; Monday, February 28, 2005
haiz... toking abt which school to go.. im totally farked up...
im a person hu cant let go of things easily.... thinkin of leaving the frens i made in IJC.. wohz.. PISSED me off... dammit!! i just cant let go!! haiz.. now im oso in de midst of making a decision between poly or IJC... its either i pursue a course of my choice (which i dunno whether im making a rite choice) in poly or study for A levels in IJC... haiz...

wah laoz... how i wished all of my current classmates are staying... then i wud not be having this headache now... im afraid i cudn't continue the way i am as i did during the first three months... frankly speaking... i HATE studying.. but hu LIKES studying.. NO ONE... i oso nv wanted to get into a university..!! i fear that i cudn't pass my A levels.. currently.. im struggling wif physics.. that stupid tutor.. dun lyk him.. always use double math as a reason not to explain a problem... grr... but hu cares... hope he gets changed away...

haiz... my decision oso depends on my frens.. i hope they are staying too!! if they are not.. i dun think i wanna stay either...

SIGH!!!!!!!~~ wtf... y do i hafta make such choices!!!

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