lalala -- 1:34 AM; Saturday, March 19, 2005
LoL.. im reallie lazy nowadays.. dun feel like doing anything.. LoL.. even blogging bores me.. hahax... anyway.. here goes...

+Wednesday+

guess wad.. at last.. there is a court for us.. hahahax.. den train there lorz.. it was a fun training.. but.. oni 5 were there.. allen is still overseas and iswan got course.. geez.. danis left early.. he missed out the fun part.. hahax... hmmmz.. so after that got cross training lorz.. i dun wan go.. so i acted got sprained leg.. hahax.. den nv go lorz.. go back home.. mr wong called me.. so i ignore it.. hahax.. i mean.. i really dun wanna go.. and he's like forcing me to go.. i told him before.. and huiyin dat day repeated that to him.. guess wad he said.. "no we must persuade him to stay" geez... i mean.. im not valuable either... u can anyhow pick somebody to run... and they are faster than me by a whole lot... but.. those pple were smart.. they dun go.. so im learning from them.. to skip all trainings.. so nv go lorz.. today ( Friday ) i oso nv go.. he call me.. but nv pick up.. cos i slping.. haahax... so wednesday went home to catch american idol.. hahax.. watch lorz.. nice lehz...

+Thursday+

LoL.. went back to sec school visit the band.. my cca last time mahz.. haha.. den saw joy joy.. wah laox.. still the same.. can she ever change for the betteR?? i doubt so.. everybody DISLIKES her.. except for her beloved music students.. hu are so damn blind.. and.. WADEVA... dun care... she still sux to the core... so went lunch wif them lahx.. den tok tok.. catch up lorz...
hmmmmz... went to CTSS to train after that.. but horz.. we're like extras... me, austen and iswan go there like extra lehz.. i dunno.. i mean.. we're like so weak.. go there is embarrassing ourselves.. hahax.. but nvm.. we just went for it... LoL... im determined to play the game well.. no matter what.. im going to get thru this without having to care wad others think.. ooohz.. LoL.. nothing much happen.. but on de way home.. talk abt lame things.. its so damn "cold".. hahax..
got to think over some things for a while.. i think im a fool.. an idiot.. a bastard... haix... i think im a failure.. A FAILURE... haiz....