haiz.. -- 12:45 PM; Saturday, April 02, 2005
din blog for a whole week already... firstly.. no time la... reach home is like already 11 plus.. so today.. i found time to blog..

oooh.. guess wad.. angeline messaged me thru frendster lehx... saying that wad i called her was rather rude... the words are.. "bootch" and "shortie"... her message included words which are rather offensive.. like" fuck" , "loser" asking me to "fuck off"... WHATEVER... and in the message.. she threatened me using contacts... so.. gave it a pass la.. contacts..?? so what la.. get pple to ham tam me?? i think it's a childish way of settling things... i mean.. dun like it den tell me directly la.... Cherling told me to stop calling her ruhua in a nice way.. (she started calling me a gorilla) so i stopped le... lidat.. things wun go worse.. relations wun even strain rite...? well too bad for me la.. i wun gif a damn either... no time for this type of things la.. i got my own things to settle... dun waste my TIME...

well... being a captain is real hard.. especially when i dunno anything abt volleyball.. and my playing is not up to it either... i was being compared wif.. someone hu has played volleyball b4.. and they said.. he's a better captain.. and this has certainly made me feel very... very... (got no word to describe it)..... haix... many things haf been going on in volleyball... esp after the main six was formed.. i noe the rest felt neglected... but i dunno wad to do... wanted to try to talk to them.. but i feel that im being a hypocrite... and in no position to talk to them... i dunno lahz.. this problem has been running thru my mind these few days...

feeling rather down lately... i hope all problems will disappear.. before the competition...

-TroUbLeD-