fucked up life -- 2:12 PM; Monday, June 13, 2005
everything was well until when i was on the way home...

tis morning went out to the library to study.. well studied physics la... was wif jenrine and her fren.. one is hui xian.. the other shud be hui shan if i did not remember wrongly... obviously.. hui shan wasn't that good lookin............................. but hu cares..!! f....?? is that the word? she keep suaning me like she'd known me for ages.......... actually initially i dun really mind.. but she has knives in her words... ignored her for the first few.. til i cant take it.. so ignore her completely la.. she tok to me den i tok lo...
hui xian is one blur ger la.. actually her personality quite cute.. too bad she's attached le.. haha... her looks oso not bad... today.. im like an extra.. thinkin that minglee wud go.. but in e end she nv go.. cos she not feeling well.. but dun care.. just study there lor... den study until 8.. den rush home watch iron ladies.. hahaz... was strolling back.. from the mrt station to my house.. thot thru a lot of things la.. think my life dun really haf much colours at all... like my cupboard.. mostly dull colours.. or i sae black.. happy times are like.. easily forgotten.. there are no good times that are really that memorable la.. actually there is la.. one in sec two.. tahts all.. mayb im always lettin myself to get pushed over by other peeps.. and im oso quite vengeful lahz................ oh ya.. on the way home.. there's this freaking dog which chased me!! that crazy indian lady.. wads wrong wif her.. indians hate chinese? y let that dog chase me u freaking indian bitch!! that dog coincidentally was black oso.. so i guess... it's a complete indian family.. n i suppose that the indian really hate me la.. ...... and ya.. rushed home to watch iron ladies.. it's like hilarious and disgusting at the same time!!! haha...

tomorrow gonna go study again.. at the library... ya.. gotta slp soon.. nitez...