-- 10:36 PM; Thursday, December 15, 2005
i have to write this in proper english... that's what jenrine told me to do..

so here i am.. going to write this in proper english.. perhaps the next time i update, i will need a dictionary to help me with my choice of vocab.. =_=

today, danis, austen and me went to iswan's house before training. initially, i thought we will watch the VCD titled, "Doom". however, we did not. we ended up playing winning eleven and grand theft auto, in short, GTA. that game is funny. we attempted to achieve as many stars as possible in order to "summon" the whole military force to catch us. we searched for cheat codes and tried them. we had used cheat codes like, creating riots on the streets, bikini babes with weapons and the weapon code. the riot code backfired as we got beat up by the ones on the streets and often, we had to flee from those "hooligans". we committed murder and stealing of cars, even police cars and ambulance.

it's really hard updating in proper english.. haa but i'm going to continue this way..

we left for volleyball training at around 4.25.. and we managed to be on time. we "did" warm ups and continued training. today's training is quite boring. luckily we have bryan lim today, or else we wouldn't have stayed till 730.

i felt rather down today. this feeling really sucked. sometimes, i really wished that i hadn't been entrusted with such............ and somehow, i wished that i could go back in time and re-write my life, make the right decisions...

eNd