-- 1:24 AM; Thursday, December 22, 2005
i met up with iswan and danis to go to the library today to do our homework. obviously, we couldn't finish most of it, there were too much work that needs to be done. i had sore eye when i was doing my maths halfway. WHAT A DAY! my eyes are still not that fine yet despite the drops i had in my eyes when i was in yoshinoya. but we did not have our dinner there, we had it at burger king.

then i left to meet mata (his real name is lester) and siew chin. siew chin and i were slapping each other all the way, until the end of today. she started it. i did ask her to stop but she continued. to protect myself, i tried dodging and gave her some slaps back as well. =D but soft ones. she gave me real hard ones. =_=

there ain't training tomorrow. i'm feeling quite bored.

the bus wait was long. i couldn't get home fast. the trip home is long too. that gave me ample time to think through alot of things. the psat, the present and the future. i still couldn't decide what step to take next. i don't know what to do. i know it's bad to keep things to myself and there's a need to share, to consult someone. as mentioned, people have their darkest secrets, and this is it. however, it has been bothering me, the spare time i have would have allowed me to think. i hate that. please keep me occupied.

EnD