Part 1 -- 9:23 PM; Tuesday, December 13, 2005
seriously.. im very pissed off with u... saying u will come.. ended up never come.. hold on.. we are a team.. we cannot perform individually.. and every member matters.. and if u were to never come for every training.. let me ask u one qn.. do u think u can do well????????? seriously.. the guys lacked alot alot alot alot alot of trainings and.. imagine this.. we're training with the girls and we're not even the girls' standard..

we have gone thru the first 3 months together.. struggling to prevent us from being disbanded.. and we did it.. during the competition.. we met not so strong opponents.. okkay.. that was luck.. and we managed to get a victory from one of the matches.. okkay.. this is something that was achieved and it means alot.. in other words.. we can do it if we work hard.. din our efforts pay off?? it may mean nothing to u.. but somehow.. it matters to others.. i dun wan our efforts to go down the drain.. if that's the case.. i wun be here.. i will be in other schs.. considering JJC as my last choice..

seriously.. im very worried for next year.. im trying my very best to improve as much as possible.. (despite the slack trainings) im not going to beg u to come.. but somehow.. each and every one of us is valuable to the team.. any action of urs would affect others.. so think carefully b4 u act..



im in a wtf mood today.. bloody hell... u wan us to support u? SURE NO PROBLEM WE WILL.. i dun wan anything back.. but can we have ur support as well???????????? im seriously quite.. SIANED today.. bloody hell... i seriously am!!

hais.. let me hope for miracles to happen... honestly.. i need miracles.. =_=

eNd