-- 12:44 AM; Monday, December 12, 2005
today went to catch a concert.. then went to play vball. thats all i did.. n im feeling sucky now..

seeing how those pple spike their balls just demoralise me.. making me feel so damn inferior.. and also.. looking at them playing.. just simply tells me one thing... innova jc volleyball really is very lousy as compared to them.. that includes me.. and i noe there are a few reasons why we're lousy...

firstly.. pple dun even attend trainings.. how are they going to improve...?
secondly.. the coach doesn't really care abt the boys.. so.. how are we going to improve?
thirdly.. i feel that some show no interest in coming for trainings anymore.. so.. wad abt it? i duno..

so wad if i try to get things rite? i put in all my efforts to get thigns rite... does anyone even care...?

hmmm... mayb im thinkin too much.. MAYBE..

its just too bad for the boys' team.. JUST SIMPLY TOO BAD...

eNd