-- 10:48 PM; Friday, May 05, 2006
cheers from the crowd.....
cheers from the team......
and guess what... we lost...
those cheers weren't for us.. it's for them...
but...
a job well done team!!
i'm happy we've accomplished this much.. and we're so close to getting a top 4..
getting a top 4 is a bonus, we are not suppose to be in the top 8 in the first place...
but.. we've proven ourselves.. we actually are worthy of being in the top 8...
we messed out HCI.. we had a close fight with NYJC.. and although a humiliating defeat by the VJC during our friendly, we had certainly improve by making them to have a tough time today.. with a score of 25-22 and 25-21..
my recieving was better today.. and i certainly saved quite a few balls.. =D
and i'm glad..
we lost today, our crucial match..
but it's alright...
i can take it... because i understand the situation...
however.. the sad thing isn't the loss of the match..
but stepping down..
being officially detached from the team..
after so much we've gone thru, after the time we shared, the bond built in the team is so strong that i can't let it go..
i feel sad.. real sad..
the struggles we went through during the first three months...
the struggles and troubles we met along the way...
overcoming all odds together..
we've certainly formed a bond that is so unbreakable..
being part of this team rocked!
it ROCKED!!

we had our last dinner together.. with most of the team present.. was fun, enjoyed it..
certainly, i did not take this lightly.. i'm really sad, i can't let it go...

[pictures taken today would be uploaded at a later date...]

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-i feel sad inside.. it's certainly unbearable...-