-- 9:51 PM; Monday, May 15, 2006
i'm freaking PISSED.. don't ask me why...
after all that's happened today..
i realised.. that i have no more metal strength...
i give up at the moment when i feel that hope is all lost..
unlike the last time.. i wouldn't
i would want to prove people wrong..
but now,
i'm letting them write me down...

it's reflecting in my studies...
in my sports...
i give up easily..
i'm no longer the one who fights for what i believe in..
i just give in..
after all...
i'm sick and tired of all the nonsense that's happening around me..
it sucked..

i just hope that all these nonsense would end..
soon...
and i mean it..
REAL SOON....

eNd