-- 11:38 PM; Friday, June 30, 2006
finally.. the last paper is over... and i am meeting my doom next week...

i am so going to make full use of my weekends to enjoy myself to the fullest!

anyway.. my timetable DIDN'T change at all.. what bloody f*ck sh*t is that... long hours of school.. MAN.. i REALLY CANT WAIT TO GRADUATE...

IJC.. HA.. don't ever come here..

you'll regret it

eNd

-- 7:08 PM; Wednesday, June 28, 2006
i've been coughing for no reason...
during exams..
when revising work...
when i'm bathing...
when i'm playing games...

it gets worse each time...
ARGH!!
now my head hurts...
ARGH!!




today was maths and physics paper...
it was fine..

MAN.. i am going to screw up my fm and econs.. ARGH!!
sad case la..
cant wait for the exams to be over..
there's so many things i want to do..

eNd

-- 1:14 AM; Sunday, June 25, 2006
seriously.. i ain't feeling quite well inside... probably because of the exams...
i'm quite scared... and i'm afraid of not being able to meet the expectations of others.. i mean.. it can be disappointing...
i do not want to disappoint anyone... and i did try to study...
actions speak louder than words.. and i tried my best effort to put in my time to study...
but i don't think i'm ready yet...

anyway... i don't feel well.. in fact.. because people don't approach help face to face.. instead.. they do it online... and guess what.. MASSES of help in math online.. and i have to doodle on msn using my mouse? what's more.. take pictures of my work and send to them...

sorry people, i can't do it online... approach me face to face.. i rather write it out and let you see it.. rather than i waste my time doodling... taking pictures and sending...

i might sound hypocritical.. though i said, "need help in math can find me" and i am here complaining... but seriously.. i don't want to do it online... and approach me after reading your notes.. after you tried understanding it but you still do not understand.. then that's what i define helpless and you are desperate for help..

but for some of you, after reading this you might think.. "i can always approach someone else.. who do you think you are.. an almighty??"
well, i can always say.. i'm not the only person here who can help.. and i didn't say i'm the only person YOU should approach..

i'm feeling quite uncomfortable...
i need help myself in economics..

i'm tired...
real tired...
i'm getting sick of my life..

eNd

-- 10:43 PM; Saturday, June 24, 2006
yvonne's blog's song is nice... =_= the lyrics.. meaningful...
maybe i found it meaningful because.. i'm feeling that way too...
i want to be someone else..
someone who doesn't posses the traits that i hate to have...
someone perfect..
someone who is talented..
someone who is good at languages...
someone who knows what he really wants...
someone who has a purpose in life..

+_+

hmmm... think too much le...

exams are 2 days away... i'm gonna screw up again...
this time round.. i'm in deep shit...

eNd

-- 6:07 PM; Friday, June 23, 2006
damn... is my english that bad?
til the state where people don't understand what i'm writing?
hahaha.. =_=
how to improve!!!
argh!!

anyway..
i went to think alot today again..

hmmm...
things aren't happening the way i want it to be..
i shouldn't be thinking of that..
i shoud realise that it's impossible..
but no..
i continued to decieve myself...
i don't know what to do..

eNd

-- 9:25 PM; Thursday, June 22, 2006
i am stupid..
i still do not know how to host a song..
ARGH!

anyway.. i did not study today..
man.
shit.
i'm so dead.
ok..
relax for today.
i should have a break.
let's hope i could finish reading 4 chaps of econs tomorrow.
and finish the mcqs i need to do tomorrow.
which i think.. it's quite hard to finish.
CONCENTRATE!! ARGH!!
FOCUS!!

eNd

-- 10:36 PM; Wednesday, June 21, 2006
didn't update for a few days.. was busy with studying..

i admit i don't think i could do as well as how i did last year.. i think it's going to be worse as compared to my block test results.. =X

i don't feel like studying..
but i have to..

just came back from the airport.. studied overnight again.. but it wasn't as productive as i expected it to be.. i was TIRED... anyway.. i overslept in the train.. but no one woke me up to alight at boon lay interchange... too bad.. if i continue sleeping.. i think i will reach the airport again.. and i think i rather sleep at the cafe in the airport...

jill overslept and she missed her tuition.. hahahahahahahahahaha.......

hmmm..

then went to study at mac with louie...

my phone is disappointing me... it's battery life is much shorter than my previous phone.. ARGH... i have to charge it everyday now.. =_=

tomorrow have to go school for economics lessons... i'm so tired...

An e-mail was sent by my friend.. and i found this sentence applicable to my life...

"Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative, as they take your wonderful dreams away from you"

yup.. i have to remind myself of ignoring what other people think of me.. it's kind of pointless.. so what if you know what are the views of others towards you...

anyway.. this piece of information could be helpful to those who like huiyin... huiyin will not be back until saturday.. she went to cambodia.. lol.. i wonder how is she going to cope with her exams.. -_-

eNd

-- 7:46 PM; Saturday, June 17, 2006
studied quite abit today.. anyway.. i lost my motivation to study.. =X although i know if i don't study, i will not score. +_+

hmmm.. had a terrible flu. =_= man.. now i transferred the virus to yuen chit.. =X sorry!!

such a small world.. my primary school friend is thiri's friend.. lol.. today she asked me for help in math.. hahaha... she also asked me for help in dancing.. i was.. WHAT? hahaha.. but i know nothing.. so cannot help.. lol...

anyway.. on my way home. i saw one VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY pretty girl.. i could say GORGEOUS.. but i think.. if remove make up.. won't be that pretty liao.. i think she's married.. saw a ring on her marriage finger... haha.. so.. she's like older than me quite alot.. HAHA...

won't be posting anymore pics on UK trip.. i think it's a waste of time.. =X

eNd

-- 10:08 AM; Friday, June 16, 2006
i went to changi airport last night to study... and studied til this morning.. =_= i'm tired now... managed to ABSORB alot of stuff... more productive.. =D hmmm... anyway... i travelled home alone.. MAN.. i was tired... and kept dozing off... to keep myself awake.. i tried to think constantly.. non-stop.. but.. thinking too much really makes one feel unwell on the inside.. =S

anyway.. no pictures today... i want to have a good afternoon rest..

zzzzzz..............

eNd

-- 12:40 AM; Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Pictures..

Part IV

i noe this will not end until like part ... 100? maybe i will end at part 10.. =D



forgot to post this in the previous entry... INSIDE victorian MUSEUM...



at enginuity museum.. man... Raphael thinks that Jade looks off form.. HAA



at the Iron musuem.. i wonder where do all these thingies come from. abit blur arh.. SORRY...



blur 2



blur 3



blur 4



potential housewives...



iron bridge..



i simply love the sun...



we went to shakespeare's birthplace...



jester.. if im not wrong.. haa...



the KIDDOS... that's Mr Chu.. ahahha.. econs teacher... woops... =X



on the grass.. =D

thats all for today.. =D

anyway.. i went to The Cathay today.. caught "The Omen" with jason, jade, jillene, weeling and touty... hmmm.. WASTE of MONEY... halfway through the show.. i felt like leaving.. i felt bored.. because.. it's too draggy... not the fact that it's scary... I HATE THE ENDING... ass.. why didn't Damien die.. =_= so sad...

then ate SakaE Sushi... guess what... before i enter the eating place... i didn't realise there were two girls at the opposite hiding from me.. =_= jason was staring at them... lol... then touty said they tried to shop lift.. HAHA.. and when they fled, i gave chase.. LoL.. due to the fact that i recognised how Lin Wan runs.. HAHAHA... so.. i caught up and.. haha.. we had a small talk.. MAN.. THEY WERE HIDING FROM ME.. HOW KIND!! haha...

Had lots of sushi... towards the end.. ate wasabe filled sushi.. me and jason.. +_+ were kindly forced to do so.. HAHAH... the feeling is much more worse than that time i ate with my classmates... more spicier... more hot.. and not missing this out.. MORE TEARS... LoL...

then went to topman to try out CLOTHINGS.. and not buying them.. =x hahaha... nuisance eh... haha....

it was fun.. but too bad chah yiin never come.. she got FILMING.. i have no idea she is in the MEDIA.. hahaha... =D have to end here...

BYE..

eNd

-- 8:35 PM; Monday, June 12, 2006
Pictures...

Part III



WEELING!! WHAT U DOING!?!?!?!



i gonna ask the policeman to nab u...



before u kill anyone....



i'll kill u first.. =D



dun raid the school!!



then we saw this imposter... she's trying to teach!!
DON'T PAY ATTENTION!! SHE'S an IMPOSTER!!



THERE... there's the REAL teacher..

eNd

-- 11:10 PM; Sunday, June 11, 2006
lol... jason sent me this..

=_=



i found it.. LAME.. haha.. but funny.. =D

eNd

Pictures... (Part II)



priscilla and me... well... she loves phototaking.. =_=
she and me.. = impossible..
=X



forgot the name of the place... =_=



GINGERBREAD MAN and WOMAN!!



my mobile phone.. =D



saw this dalmation along the streets of city square... =D



one of the shops at city square...



COME SLACK WITH ME!! DUN STUDY!!



WITH US... i meant..



weeling was lying on the floor taking the picture.. haha..



my roomates at youth hostel...



fieldwork again!! but jason took this when i didn't notice it...



my group again~



INNOVA!! mr foo is O.. =x



mark touty me.. at rydal mount...



COOL TAXI!



bleh...



MOTHER SON FATHER!! HAHAHAH!!!

thats all for part 2.. more to come.. =D

eNd

-- 11:56 PM; Saturday, June 10, 2006
blogger is giving me alot of problems... ASS..

now for the pictures...

Part 1



touty and me.. taken on the aeroplane..
my MULTI SHOT buddy.. haa..



taken after the multi shot..



at the airport waiting for the coach..



wow... a big mobile phone.. saw this outside the airport..



headed for old trafford... heh heh.. manchester united... envy me leh...



inside the above mentioned building...



isn't this TERRIFIC...



jason and me...



attempted to steal his ball....



FRED THE RED... saw him walking around...



scenery at lake district... O.O eye opener...



touty and me.. at Lake District..



jason, mark and me... same place...



saw this at city square...



me and touty again.. at city square...



this was seen hanging outside a chocolate shop...



fieldwork.. taking measurements of a river bank...



same thing....



during our break.. we had a fight...



i showed various techniques.. he showed ONE.. LoL..



finally.. our group photo... =D

end of part 1...

eNd