-- 1:14 AM; Sunday, June 25, 2006
seriously.. i ain't feeling quite well inside... probably because of the exams...
i'm quite scared... and i'm afraid of not being able to meet the expectations of others.. i mean.. it can be disappointing...
i do not want to disappoint anyone... and i did try to study...
actions speak louder than words.. and i tried my best effort to put in my time to study...
but i don't think i'm ready yet...

anyway... i don't feel well.. in fact.. because people don't approach help face to face.. instead.. they do it online... and guess what.. MASSES of help in math online.. and i have to doodle on msn using my mouse? what's more.. take pictures of my work and send to them...

sorry people, i can't do it online... approach me face to face.. i rather write it out and let you see it.. rather than i waste my time doodling... taking pictures and sending...

i might sound hypocritical.. though i said, "need help in math can find me" and i am here complaining... but seriously.. i don't want to do it online... and approach me after reading your notes.. after you tried understanding it but you still do not understand.. then that's what i define helpless and you are desperate for help..

but for some of you, after reading this you might think.. "i can always approach someone else.. who do you think you are.. an almighty??"
well, i can always say.. i'm not the only person here who can help.. and i didn't say i'm the only person YOU should approach..

i'm feeling quite uncomfortable...
i need help myself in economics..

i'm tired...
real tired...
i'm getting sick of my life..

eNd