-- 12:46 AM; Sunday, July 30, 2006
hmmm... just managed to finish lots of things today...
hmmm... i'm waiting for them to finish their stuff... ARGH...
they seem to take forever...
lalalala...
i'm done with what i want to do today!
CHENG JIU
i.e. achievement...
it gives us a sense of satisfaction...
serious...

i WAS in fact..
in a bad mood today...
WHY?!
ask my class...
should i shoot one by one?
NAH...
pointless...
i already gotton over it...
so it's kinda pointless to rake it up again...
BUT
i need to say this...

this is a class thing...
we're all in this together...
you guys who think you need time to study...
what about us...?
do you think we're geniouses?

i shall save some up for what i have to say on monday...

huiyin and louie are still STUDYING!! ahhh!! i want to go home!!
haha...
i shall go swimming tomorrow morning...
despite the red trunks..
MAN...
it's like attention grabber...
and i kind of regretted buying it..
i should have gotten the blue one instead...

let me see...
i have finished my DRQs and Case study..
i shall finish up my essay outline and one full length essay tomorrow...
i have finished my f maths and c maths...
i'm left with physics.. and one compre and one essay...
i need to finish up chapter 23 onwards for physics.. and i have to read up on science and technology... and of course... REVIEW my exchange rate notes again.... =_=
i'm kinda weak in that.. although i read through so many times...
wahahahaha...
so many things to do tomorrow...

with perserverence... i can finish them.. =D

eNd

STUDY HARD PEOPLE!! you should be shedding tears of joy instead of tears of sorrow on the day of you recieve your results.. =D

-- 6:23 AM; Friday, July 28, 2006
today, it rained heavily...
(probably, it's because of assembly...)
without fail.. when they sing, it starts raining..
and today.. it was utterly heavy..
i am IN school, but i always thought that there isn't any shelter...
anyway.. the SCHOOL's drainage system sucked..
i thought..
the school's drainage system will not be as JIALAT as my previous.. (there was once there was a flood IN my secondary school until knee length)
but it's all the same...

anyway,
i hate some of the GP tutors in school..
they simply SUCKED..
but if you want to torture your GP tutors.. just make grammatical errors..
my school GP tutors can't stand them...
where do i get this info from...?
From the things they do...



so just irritate them with your grammatical errors...

actually wanted to show a difference in moods, before and after GP lessons..
but only manage to get one BEFORE GP lesson mood...



the after is of course.. a BLACK and SOLEMN face..

hmmm...
i was dreched today...
but when i was in the train,
i was dried...
=S
lalalalala....

history is starting to repeat itself...
i'm getting the same treatment again...
i'm like HELLO?
must this always HAPPEN ON ME?
do you HAVE a problem?

eNd

-- 11:10 PM; Wednesday, July 26, 2006
ON A SERIOUS NOTE..

unless you are a qualified doctor...
you cannot assign medicine to your patients...

BITCH..
who do you think you are..?
a doctor in disguise?
woah..
you think you HEROINE!?!?!?!
fuck off man...
you want to die.. you die yourself...
don't kill innocent lives...
FORTUNATELY...
my mom went to consult ANOTHER REAL QUALIFIED DOCTOR
WITH PROPER CERTIFICATES...
unlike you..
some bloody bitch..
who exist just to destroy the lives of people..

you
GET A LIFE...
you are one person i do not want to see...
if i get a chance to see you...
be prepared to recieve a punch in your face...
a broken nose and a swollen eye...
with your teeth hanging by your gums...
and i'm serious about it...

you..
recieving such SUPERFICIAL damages are not comparable to my MOM'S internal damages...
if i ever have a knife...
perhaps i will stab you many times...
and if i have a gun.. i will shoot you in the eye...
ensuring that you have a slow death..

MY FAMILY IS MORE THAN MY LIFE...
if anything happens to them...
face the unforeseen circumstances...

BITCH

eNd

-- 10:44 PM; Sunday, July 23, 2006
............
why things are not happening the way i want it to be... WHY??

............
why things are not happening the way i want it to be... WHY??

-- 3:35 AM; Saturday, July 22, 2006
today, the school allowed us to dress up in ethnic costumes and attend school...
but i can conclude one thing,
MOST innovians are not ON...
i mean, it's like a once in a year thing...
but nevermind..
dun give a damn about it anyways...
and i took ONE photo today.. JUST one.. on my hp..
don't think im going to upload it...
i think it's not clear..
HAA... =X

MOST innovians already don't give a damn about their studies...
and they are still not doing anything about it to change the fact that they got triple Fs.. (i'm sounding like mr chu.. =_=)
but seriously, they know what went wrong...
and they are sitting on the fence waiting for things to happen...
yah.. WAITING.. doing nothing...
still thinking that STUDYING is uncool...
still laughing at people who mug in school
like HELLO!!
can you guys please WAKE UP and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!?!?!?!
ARGH... but if you guys don't wake up.. i mean..
i DONT MIND.. =D
i have less competitors for UNI ADMISSION...
and that's to my advantage...
and still thinking that studying is uncool...
and laughing at people for being a mugger like it's ILLEGAL...
in the end...
they WILL be the ones LAUGHING at you, for being such a loser, when you get your A level results next year...

hmmm...
i just found out that some of my classmates read my blog... HAHA...
quite shocking eh...
but nevermind.. let them read...
hahaha...

i know this can be a little offending LI JUN.. but.. i have to say this...
you are abit selfish...
and i'm serious about it...
i realised how u reacted today during physics tutorial...
you were getting impatient...
and i could sense that...
saying you wanted to help peihan...
but what i see was your selfishness...

hmmmmzzz....
sometimes, the things we say contradicts the way we do things....
and li jun isn't the only one who has this problem...
most of us have this problem.. including me...
sometimes, i myself contradicts with what i want to do...
humans aren't perfect anyway...
just change for the better LOH...

A levels is getting nearer...
STUDY HARD =D

gotta sleep now...

nites...

eNd

-- 8:17 AM; Sunday, July 16, 2006
yesterday, my class had COP and only a handful went.. but anyway.. my class comprises only 13 people.. so it aint sturprising to have such responses..

we're finishing the painting of wall soon...
and we spent like a few months to do it... (we did it weekly)
man.. how many hours am i going to have? hahaha...
now left with the top portion...
hahaha...
i can't reach..
so i sat on nicholas shoulders and painted the top..
i pity him..
i'm very heavy...



we didn't realise the existence of a ladder...
until hongshing told us..
so borrowed a ladder..

we finished what we are supposed to finish today and headed to jun hao's house..
then..
his brother.. BROUGHT a girl into his room...
dark and cold...
with only two of them inside...
JUN HAO!! U FAILURE!!
ahahah
=x
then hongshing decided to be egyptian king and lijun to be the slave..
and there they are..



hahaa.. that's all for yesterday i guess...

i'm not going to update much.. since everyday.. i'm doing the same things over and over again.. and that is mugging.. nothing interesting would be happening anymore.. hahaha...

eNd

-- 7:51 PM; Saturday, July 15, 2006
wasted my day just like that...
should study!!
study study study!!

eNd

-- 10:16 PM; Monday, July 10, 2006
after a day in school.. i'm mentally exhausted...
also.. as my GRADES suggest... D E A D...
D for econs and physics.. (i can't believe it!)
E for f maths (i was expecting better than that! at least a C!!)
A for c maths (disappointing... it was a low A)

really..
i feel mentally exhausted...
having long hours in school is doing me harm...
besides,
i'm still having alot of coughing..
serious coughing..
i want to reach home early...
i need sleep...
but i can't..
still have work to do...

eNd

-- 9:56 AM; Saturday, July 08, 2006
had a little chat with jui bian...
and he told me a meaningful story...
the story we always thought was lame...

how many steps are there to put an elephant into a fridge?
3.
Open the fridge door, put the elephant in, then close the door.

how many steps are there to put a giraffe into the fridge?
4.
Open the fridge door, take out the elephant, put the girraffe in and then close the door.

this story has a moral behind it...
never did i know it has...
let the elephant be all the hatred and the jealousness you have..
if you can never open the heart of yours, to remove all the hatred and jealousness...
you will never be able to feel real love/compassion and the positive stuff..

man.. i thought this is quite true..
thanks jui bian..
=D

initially.. i wanted to study at bukit batok.. but... jenrine fell sick.. then i wanted to study at town.. since can go play or something after that... but i decided not to.. since i have no allowance yet..

so.. i'm going to spend my day at home.. packing my house and playing games i think... if can.. finish 2 chapters of maths and finish reading on my J1 demand and supply notes... and make a concept map.. hahah...

eNd

-- 10:28 PM; Thursday, July 06, 2006
i'm getting all emo now..
i was shocked to recieve my f math paper..
shattered.
felt a punch in the face...
a stab in the heart..
a kick in my ass...
pain.

i was expecting a pass..
and there i was.. 38...
felt like giving myself a slap.

c math was a disappointment to me..

physics too..

im getting sick and tired of hearing it.. pls stop it...
im losing it..
i dun feel like attending school...
i dun wanna suffer in silence..
this kind of feeling sucked..

eNd

i hate school...
i cannot believe i score 51 for physics...
it's crap..
i cannot believe i got 68 for my math paper 1..
it's crap..
for my entire life..
this is my first time hating to attend school..
and this time..
i really HATE it..
school sucks..
but IJC sucked more...

crappy timetable..
crappy results..
crappy you know what..

gotta move on...
i am going to aim straight As for prelims..
and A levels...
don't call me a nerd..
don't give me names...
i don't need them...

eNd

-- 12:38 PM; Sunday, July 02, 2006
random pictures.. im just bored...



this baby is actually me.. but that NICHOLAS YEO had to go edit it and OVERWRITE MY PICTURE!!
that ASS



that day i was walking in popular and flipped open a book.. i found this funny...



taken quite long ago.. lol.. i like that hair.. BUT i dunno wad issit called.. in front short back long... +_+



this was during the UK trip.. i am sure JADE is going to kill me for this..
the AH GO GO GIRL.. THE MOST RITE!! hahaha.. =x



fancy acting cool.. LoL...

anyway.. i have no more recent pictures to post.. see lah.. see when i GOT the chance to take pictures.

i know a picture-less blog is boring.. and all the words here will bore u to death...

anyway. today goin out to play. hah. ton at someone house later.. if got chance to update then update tonite.haa.

eNd

[ijc is a place where you guys don't wanna go]

-- 11:25 PM; Saturday, July 01, 2006
i fucking hate the new timetable..
yah.. it's god damned new..
instead.. i should say.. no changes...
i cant get this off my mind..
fucking piece of shit place this is...

i really mean it.. don't ever come to IJC

today i literally enjoyed my day.. but my fucking cough spoil it...

i know im getting out of hand with the usage of the same vulgarity.. but too bad.. i have limited VOCAB...

eNd