-- 12:43 AM; Tuesday, December 12, 2006
well ermm...
i didn't blog for quite a long time..
one reason is..
i do not like my current blog layout..
lol..
find it quite disheartening actually...

hmm...
prom is finally over..
took 125 pictures...
i think it's quite little..
because i missed out a few of my friends..
=_=
but it's over..
hmm.. post prom is certainly BORING...
i hate it when things that happen in the past.. always happen when some "things" are present..
abit confusing eh?

yup..
i always thought that..
yes.. finally.. i wouldn't have to face them anymore...
i wouldn't have to hear anything from them anymore...
i wouldn't have to hear anything.. RELATED to them anymore...
but things arent going that way...
it's going the other way...
people coming to me asking me..
"EH.. i saw ur friends.. how come you're not with them...?"

in the first place...
are they REALLY FRIENDS?

i bet not..
friends would not leave each other behind...
they would not ostracise one another..
OBVIOUSLY...
promises made wouldn't be broken...

(topic change..)

hmmm...
for the past 2 days...
wacthed vcd..
managed to finish 22 pieces in two nights..
shit..
im growing fats..
HAHA...

hmmm..
i kinda like miss school..
especially..
when im feeling so lost now..
i do not know what should i do next...
my cousins asked me to work...
but i didn't go look for jobs..
because..
i want to play more..
LOL..
but i've got no cash!!
seems like i still have to look for jobs eh...

i was thinking through today before i wanted to update my posts...
i was thinking..
and i felt that..
there is something missing in my life..
i do not know what is it actually..

sometimes i feel that..
i dun earn friends..
i buy them..
i don't know lah...
sometimes i just treat them to a few drinks because i have spare cash...
hmmm..
i hate being taken for granted...
ARGH...

eNd

learn to fly;