-- 11:09 AM; Sunday, October 28, 2007
another week has passed, and i managed to book out only last night.
reached home at about 11 plus, had mac for dinner.
this week has been a hectic week - two navigation exercises at one.
it's been very tiring!
didn't manage to meet anyone this week, even myself, i'm lazy to organise any outings to meet up with them.
another hectic week is coming, this also tells me that JCC is nearer now.

sian.

-- 9:01 PM; Monday, October 22, 2007
i'm in camp now.
i guess so far things are fine around me.
just that, there's someone who i know is actually an ex-gangster, and he's joining back the gang in the years to come.
well, i don't understand what he is thinking.
he's smart, he has a bright future, a good character, why else should he go join the triads?
i'm not saying that triads are actually for "evil-doers"...
just that, he could've spent his intelligence on something else which i think more worthwhile.

everybody has their own way of thinking, and i have mine.
i just don't feel right that he's actually make such a decision.

anyway, this concludes what i have done for the past few weeks.



Adrel Poh's wedding, my section instructor in Sierra wing.



K Box right after the wedding with my ex classmates...



dumbass..



mentally unstable..



that's clarence, he's one who doesn't really care about his "face"

eNd

-- 6:11 AM; Monday, October 15, 2007
boring!!!
i hate booking in!!
tekong this tuesday, and i'm staying in tekong till friday.
BORING!!!!

eNd

-- 1:07 AM; Sunday, October 14, 2007
today i met up with my platoon mates to attend LTA Poh's wedding.
it's been two weeks we've got a chance to see one another.
the arti boys just came back from brunei, and it's going to be my turn soon.
to go over to brunei to do my JCC.

then we went to chill at some place at maju something.
dharma actually drove there, took his car.
in my opinion, i really think he leads a good life.
he has a car, he can drive, has the money, girlfriend and a complete family.
i have nothing.

i wasn't feeling quite well today.
sometimes, i really wonder, what was i thinking.
i feel dumb and stupid.
some things are just left hanging, not attended to.
i feel like i was shoved aside when i wasn't needed...
argh!!
forget it...