-- 1:07 AM; Sunday, October 14, 2007
today i met up with my platoon mates to attend LTA Poh's wedding.
it's been two weeks we've got a chance to see one another.
the arti boys just came back from brunei, and it's going to be my turn soon.
to go over to brunei to do my JCC.

then we went to chill at some place at maju something.
dharma actually drove there, took his car.
in my opinion, i really think he leads a good life.
he has a car, he can drive, has the money, girlfriend and a complete family.
i have nothing.

i wasn't feeling quite well today.
sometimes, i really wonder, what was i thinking.
i feel dumb and stupid.
some things are just left hanging, not attended to.
i feel like i was shoved aside when i wasn't needed...
argh!!
forget it...